can you be my boyfriend

The floor they went to was quiet.

The walls are all white, and there are two or three busy little nurses in the nurse's station.

Shu Yunzhang told them about the appointment, and one of the nurses came out and took them inside.

Stopping in the innermost consulting room, the nurse opened the door for them.

The doctor raised his head from the desk, Shu Yunzhang did not lie to him, it was indeed a middle-aged woman's face full of kindness.

But Shen Zai was still a little scared, he didn't pull Shu Yunzhang's hand or the hem of his clothes, but stuck to his back tightly.

Pulling away the chair in front of the doctor, Shu Yunzhang held Shen Zai's arm and brought him in front of him, letting him sit in.

The doctor didn't look at Shen Zai, but just looked down at the few blank papers in his hand.

The seat is soft and comfortable, but Shen Zai didn't pay much attention to it.His hands were clasped under the table uneasily, and his body leaned slightly in the direction where Shu Yunzhang was.

"Hello, my surname is Yan, you can call me Dr. Yan. We just completed some scales this time, so we don't need to be too nervous." The doctor said, pushing a few pieces of paper towards Shen Zai.

This is not the first time Shen has done scales, he is familiar with them.

The room was quiet, the temperature of the air conditioner was moderate, and the ink of the ballpoint pen was smooth. Shen Zai completed thousands of questions by himself. In the small room outside the door, he saw Shu Yunzhang leaning on the sofa with his eyes squinted.

Shen Zai opened the door very lightly, he knew that in order to take this afternoon's leave, Shu Yunzhang stayed up late last night to finish today's work.

He lied to him that he was going to sleep, but in fact, he went back to the study after Shen Zai fell asleep, and continued to read the messy emails.

Shen woke up in the night and went to the kitchen to find water to drink, and saw a ray of light peeking through the crack of the door.

He warmed up a glass of milk for Shu Yunzhang, a sudden change of schedule would cause insomnia, Shen Zai hoped that Shu Yunzhang could sleep better in the short time left tonight.

When the door was pushed open, Shu Yunzhang didn't raise his head from the computer immediately, his brows were tightly frowned, probably because he had encountered a troublesome problem, and when the door was closed again, Shen Zai heard Shu Yunzhang's slightly surprised voice: "Haven't slept yet?"

"Wake up, come out to drink water." Shen Zai put some hot milk on the table, not too close to Shu Yunzhang's hand.

"It will be cold for a while." Shen Zai said again.

"Thank you," Shu Yunzhang rubbed the bridge of his nose, looked at Shen Zai with red eyes, and urged him, "Go to bed soon."

Shen Zai didn't listen, walked up to Shu Yunzhang, and asked, "How much more?"

Shu Yunzhang heard his guilt, and stretched out his hand to Shen Zai, and Shen Zai stepped forward to hold him.

It seemed that Shu Yunzhang wanted to say perfunctory words like "not much anymore", but Shen Zai looked at him for a few seconds, stroked his brow distressedly, and Shu Yunzhang raised his hand to close the notebook.

"Forget it, don't do it, go to sleep."

Later, Shen Zai went to Shu Yunzhang's room, and after turning off the lights, he still tugged at the corner of his clothes and asked, "How much money will I lose if I don't do it?"

Shu Yunzhang laughed when he heard that, and teased him: "It's just your meal money for a week."

"Oh," Shen Zai sounded relieved, "I don't eat much."

Shu Yunzhang asked him "what's on his mind", put Shen Zai's head into his arms and fell asleep.

It might be because Shen Zai didn't drink milk, he had some insomnia before going to bed, he closed his eyes and thought about what he usually ate.

He found that although he ate less, each kind of food seemed to be very expensive.

Next time, let Shen Fu take more living expenses.

Shu Yunzhang showed no signs of waking up, so Shen Zai sat down on another set of single sofas.

He didn't look at his phone, or wanted to find something else to do, but looked at Shu Yunzhang quietly.

According to Shen Fu, Shu Yunzhang was his childhood friend, and the two basically grew up together.

So has Shu Yunzhang ever seen himself as a child?

When Shen Zai was very young and very light, would Shu Yunzhang hug him and let the child who might not be able to speak clearly call him brother?

Would he have said it a thousand times in his heart?

Maybe Shen Zai will grow up with Shu Yunzhang too.

Shen Fu occasionally mentioned that in their middle school life, there would be a child who didn't talk much and didn't have much sense of presence.

Picking him up from the school will delay their plan to go to the Internet cafe, maybe they will be blamed by their parents for neglecting to take care of Shen Zai.

Shen Zai will have two loves, and he can taste soda while eating lollipops-those "luxury" things that are rewarded to very few people, but because Shen Zai doesn't like to talk, he can't always get them.

Well, maybe neither Shen Fu nor Shu Yunzhang would buy it for him too happily.

Because these are things that are not very good for children's health in their eyes.

The door lock rang, and a nurse came in. Shen Zai saw Shu Yunzhang's eyelids moving slightly, and he was already awake.

"After the results come out, we will notify you and arrange a time for you to see a doctor." The nurse said to Shen Zai.

Shen Zai said "OK" and she left.

"How long have you been out?" Shu Yunzhang asked.

He explained that he was sleepy and his voice was hoarse.

"Not long," Shen Zai stood up, and pulled him eagerly, "Go home, and get a good night's sleep."

Shu Yunzhang was dragged by him for a while, as if fulfilling a child's wish, and only when Shen Zai seemed to be tired did he hold him with his backhand.

"Let's go."

When we arrived at the underground garage, Shen Zai had fastened his seat belt, Shu Yunzhang put his hands on the steering wheel, answered the phone call within a minute, and asked him: "University reunion, someone's birthday treat, are you going?"

When Shu Yunzhang asked him this, Shen Zai knew that he probably had to go.

"Go," Shen Zai said understandingly, "If you want to go, eat delicious food."

Shu Yunzhang paused and scratched the bridge of his nose.

"Follow me."

For Shen Zai, this is a habit that does not require extra reminders.

The restaurant that Shu Yunzhang took him to was luxuriously decorated, and the waiter took them upstairs. On the small terrace in the corridor, Shen saw Yin Ling first.

It was about just coming out of the heating room, Yin Ling put the coat on her body, and just put down the mobile phone held by her ear.

Shen Zai touched Shu Yunzhang's arm, Shu Yunzhang followed his gaze to look over, Yin Ling also found them.

"You are finally here. Zhou Zilai has been talking about it for a long time." Yin Ling walked up and said to Shu Yunzhang with a slightly reproachful expression.

"Let him wait a while, it's okay." Shu Yunzhang didn't care much.

Shen Zai had never heard of the name "Zhou Zilai", Shu Yunzhang tilted his head and explained: "It's my roommate from college, and today is his birthday."

Shen Zai nodded, and Yin Ling greeted him again, very cordially.

The three of them walked together to enter the private room. Shu Yunzhang held the doorknob, leaned forward, and the door opened.

The private room was very large, and there were about twelve or three people sitting on the round table inside. Shen Zai saw Su Qingqing.

Most people in the private room stood up with smiles on their faces, and Shen Zai listened to them greeting and joking with Shu Yunzhang.

Yin Ling also said a few words, and the atmosphere became lively, but Shen Zai was a little at a loss.

A young man came out from the back position and opened his arms towards Shu Yunzhang.

Shen Zai felt that Shu Yunzhang seemed a little unwilling, because the man smiled at Shu Yunzhang, so he quickly stepped forward and hugged him by the shoulder.

"It's been a long time. Mr. Shu can't invite me now."

Shu Yunzhang retreated to Shen's side, put one hand on his back, and patted him lightly with small movements.

"I've been busy recently, happy birthday," Shu Yunzhang said.

"This is Zhou Zilai."

He stroked Shen Zai's hair, and leaned closer to talk to him.

Only then did Zhou Zilai focus on Shen Zai, paused, and said, "Hello."

"Hi, happy birthday." Shen Zai's voice was very small and he looked shy, but Shu Yunzhang said, "That's great."

Zhou Zi looked at Shen Zai for a while, and asked in a daze: "This is..."

"My brother." Shu Yunzhang gave Zhou Zilai a flat and straight look, and sat down with Shen Zai.

Their seats were next to Zhou Zilai, Shu Yunzhang next to Zhou Zilai, Yin Ling next to Shen, and then Su Qingqing.

It seemed that Zhou Zilai was still chatting with Yin Ling, and Shen Zai felt that his reaction was a little strange, as if he had heard him before.

Su Qingqing took the initiative to say hello to Shen Zai, and Shen Zai also politely answered some very daily questions under Shu Yunzhang's gentle gaze.

"Are you busy this afternoon?" Shu Yunzhang asked Su Qingqing.

"The boss is gone, how can you be busy?" Su Qingqing joked.

Speaking of Shu Yunzhang asking for leave, Shen Zai felt guilty again.

"I've been too tired recently, take a rest." Shu Yunzhang shook the teacup by his hand and said indifferently.

Zhou Zilai walked back, asked the waiter to serve, and asked Shu Yunzhang, "Are you hungry?"

Shu Yunzhang smiled, and asked Shen Zai: "Are you hungry?"

Against Zhou Zilai's ugly face, Shen Zai shook his head and said "no".