can you be my boyfriend

Shu Yunzhang didn't ask him what's wrong, but lowered his eyes to look at the reddened tip of his nose.

"Thinking of you, you just finished your physical education class," Shu Yunzhang said, "I'm afraid you'll be tired and come pick you up."

Shen Zai lowered his head, and after a while he said softly: "I want to drink..."

"Green tea latte."

He raised his head, as if he was a little tired after exercising, his eyes drooped, and he looked cloudily at the black buttons on Shu Yunzhang's coat.

"When do you want to drink coffee?" Shu Yunzhang didn't dwell on this issue for long, and asked Shen Zai to wait for him in the car.

The cafe is at the bottom of this street, and Shu Yunzhang still needs to walk down a short distance.

Shen Zai watched his back getting smaller and smaller, turning into a slender strip and disappearing into the wooden door.

Perhaps he and Shu Yunzhang are the two extremes of this world.

Shen Zaiwu thought sadly.

The coffee in that shop is delicious, and Shu Yunzhang should like the matcha latte in it.

It took about 10 minutes to wait for a cup of coffee. Shu Yunzhang held the warm cup and returned to the cold wind, and found that Shen Zai was actually a little liar.

He has probably walked to another street very close to home, and started to wander aimlessly, thinking that he has made so many decisions in a short period of time, which one is the right one, and the wrong ones What to do again.

Shen Zai finally went to a small park. They passed by several times when Shu Yunzhang drove him off, and Shen Zai would look there every time.

There are not many trees here, and all of them have lost their leaves, which is about the same condition as Shen Zai.

This day may be Shen Zai's most humiliating day.

There were few people passing by, but most of them glanced at the dilapidated bench.

The young boy lowered his head with tears in his eyes, wrapped in layers of thick clothes, and the only pair of eyes that were exposed were really beautiful, not like being homeless, but rather like a family who has been wronged and parents Noisy child.

When it was dark, the street lamps were turned on.

Shen Zai should have gone home, he had turned off his cell phone earlier, and was belatedly aware of his hypocritical emotions.

Shu Yunzhang loves him so much, he must be in a hurry.

Shen Zai regretted it, got up violently from the chair, frantically took out his cell phone and turned it on.

After dozens of seconds, the screen lights up and goes blank.

It took Shen Zai nearly 10 minutes to suspect that there was a problem with the mobile phone or the network. After all, this situation often occurs.

Every time Shen Zai wanted something in a hurry, he always encountered network congestion.

10 minutes is enough for Shen Zai to walk back to Shu Yunzhang's apartment.

The corridor needs to be opened with a specific card, and Shen Zai stood outside the building, looking at the normal mobile phone slowly and absent-mindedly.

Shu Yunzhang must be angry with him.

He created serious problems, and even Shu Yunzhang didn't want to talk to him.

Someone came out from inside, and Shen Zun turned off the screen and stood beside him, lowering his sense of existence.

After a while, the phone rang.

Shen Zai bit his lips, with sour and bitter tears, wondering if Shu Yunzhang didn't want him anymore, so where could he go.

If Shen Zai has no way to leave, how can he let Shu Yunzhang stay with him.

Do hugs work?

If not, what about kissing?

Shen Zai raised his arms to cover his face.

When it was lowered again, the glass door of the corridor was pushed open again.

Shen Zai pulled up the scarf, hid his face even deeper, and did not blink his eyes covered with crystal water.

The sobbing sound could not be suppressed, and his shoulders trembled slightly.

The person who came took a step forward, and Shen Zai stepped back a little.

Finally the man smiled helplessly, "What are you hiding from?"

Shen Zai didn't answer, his brown pupils looked at him like a poor little animal.

"The latte is delicious." Shu Yunzhang said calmly.

It seemed that Shen Zai had indeed recommended a coffee for him before, and Shu Yunzhang thought it was delicious.

He came over and smoothed out the short hair that was blown by the wind and stuck to the side of his face because of tears.

Shen Zai hid for a while, but Shu Yunzhang's fingers just lifted up his hair, and then fell to nothing.

"Why don't you blame me?" Shen Zai asked.

He spoke with a thick nasal voice.

"Because I want to lure you home first and then settle accounts with you," Shu Yunzhang bent his index finger and touched Shen Zui's eyes, taking away some tears and wiping his face, "I can cheat you back ?"

Shen Zai tucked his hands into his sleeves, and hit Shu Yunzhang's waist gently.

"You're laughing at me."

"I didn't." Shu Yunzhang held his arm and pulled him into his arms, "I will tell my parents when I leave home."

Shen Zai didn't speak, and slowly rubbed his head on Shu Yunzhang's shoulder.

"What about you, did you hear that?"

Shen shook his head.

"I can't do many things well..."

"En." Shu Yunzhang pinched the back of Shen Zai's neck, and responded lightly.

"Obviously promised to others but still can't do it... I, should I tell them honestly what kind of person I am? Tell them not to do anything to me..." Shen Zai frowned, not knowing whether the word Appropriate, "Looking forward."

"What kind of person are you?" Shu Yunzhang hugged him, thinking little by little.

"You must have been afraid of me when you first came here, and you were extremely timid."

"Am I fierce?" Shu Yunzhang paused, as if thinking seriously.

Shen Zai hugged Shu Yunzhang tightly, and rubbed the tip of his nose against his neck.

So cool.

But sinking on the body is warm.

"You didn't." Shen Zai touched Shu Yunzhang's ear.

"Always act like a baby to me." Shu Yunzhang said again.

"Did you hate it?" Shen Zai buried his head in his shoulder, his voice was almost inaudible.

"There's another one today," Shu Yunzhang sighed, "Little liar."

"I thought..." Shen Zai was a little hard to say, but this feeling lingered in his heart, and he would be afraid, "I almost thought you didn't want me anymore."

It seemed that because of Shen Zai's words, Shu Yunzhang thought about something, and after a period of time that made Shen Zai extremely nervous, he finally said: "Impossible, I can't bear it."

"I'm sorry," Shen Zai admitted his mistake consciously, "you can scold me."

"Reluctance." Shu Yunzhang hugged Shen Zai's waist, ignoring his unreasonable request.

"No one can do everything well," Shu Yunzhang said. "Every time I hand in my graduation thesis, I was scolded by my tutor. When I was just an intern, my boss said that I looked highly educated, but it was useless." .”

"I remember very clearly. That day I took a drink by myself and drove to the beach to drink all night. A cigarette butt was stuffed in an ashtray. Your brother called me countless times, but I didn't answer any of them."

Shen Zai thought of the back of a very lonely Shu Yunzhang, and looked at him anxiously and sadly.

"These are things that everyone will go through. You need to think about it yourself. There is nothing worth apologizing to me." Shu Yunzhang patted him on the back, "Have you cried enough today? Can you go home after crying enough?"

Shen was sticky holding Shu Yunzhang's hand, sticking his fingers out of his sleeve. "Is there anything delicious?"

"I'll come back only when I'm hungry." Shu Yunzhang smiled and pinched the tip of his nose.

Shen Zai had seen Shu Yunzhang at work.

Rigorous and professional, unambiguous strength.

Shen Zai never expected to get his tolerance and patience.

He has always felt that his heart is like a small snowflake, while Shu Yunzhang is a small spring water flowing in from nowhere, warm and unexpected.

The elevator was still on the first floor, and when the door was opened, it was empty and quiet.

Shen Zai stood beside Shu Yunzhang, leaning his shoulder on his arm, and said something on the spur of the moment: "I hope I can be your wave."

His eyelashes still had wet drops, like sequins that fell from the sky at a party.

"Then I hope you are the small one." Shu Yunzhang took out a napkin from his coat pocket, faced Shen Zai and carefully wiped his face.

Because he had just cried in the cold wind, and because of Shen's sensitive skin, his eyes were terribly red, and the end of his eyes, the tip of his nose, and his lips seemed to be dyed, and they were also slightly swollen.

Shu Yunzhang's hands moved very lightly, Shen Zai grabbed the sides of his clothes, his eyes were slightly closed.

One night when he went to the beach, he saw the ebb and flow of the tide.

Those big white waves slapped fiercely, and retreated dejectedly.

The most beautiful thing is the tiny water foam next to it.

Shu Yunzhang saw the fiery red color of the sunrise on them.

"Why?" Shen Zai asked.

"Because I look like you." Shu Yunzhang didn't say much, crumpled up the used tissue and put it in Shen's hand to play with.

After arriving at an unknown number of floors, the elevator stopped and the door opened with a "ding" sound. Shen Zai thought he had arrived, but just as he let go of his hand, he heard two people talking.

In came two young girls.

Shu Yunzhang was tall and almost blocked Shen Zai. From their perspective, they could only see the hem of Shen Zai's down jacket and his calves wrapped in black slacks.

Shen Zai touched Shu Yunzhang's hand, and Shu Yunzhang let him go, turned around and stood in front of Shen, covering most of him.

The girls gave them a strange look, but said nothing.

The elevator continued to ascend, sinking his forehead against Shu Yunzhang's back, feeling that his strength was exhausted and his brain lacked oxygen.

When the elevator stopped, Shu Yunzhang shook Shen Zai's hand and said to him, "Here we are."

Shu Yunzhang really prepared dinner for him.

As soon as I opened the door, I could smell the fragrance.Shu Yunzhang went with him to wash his hands. The hand sanitizer was a newly bought citrus scent.

The foam covered the entire back of his hands, and he spread his palms under the lamp in front of the sink.

"Aren't you hungry?" Shu Yunzhang touched Shen Zai's face with his foamy fingertips, and he closed his eyes to hide for a while.

"You are so annoying." Shen said while turning on the water, simply washed off the foam, and then wiped off his face in front of the mirror.

Shu Yunzhang reached out his hand to the water at this moment, but raised his head to look at Shen Zai in the mirror while bowing his body.

The movement stopped, the warm water in his hand quickly cooled and slid into the pool, Shen Zai watched Shu Yunzhang's eyes darken.

"Tell me next time."

Shen Zai took out a piece of paper, wiped his hands casually, and hugged him.

"I see."

Shen Zai can only express himself in a simple and naive way of embracing.

What he didn't know was that Shu Yunzhang paid the money but didn't get the cup of coffee. He found that Shen Zai had left, and every step he ran along the long street was extremely impatient, and even lost his temper at the nearby shopkeepers impolitely.

It wasn't until he saw Shen Zai's back that he gradually calmed down from the turmoil, and at the same time realized——

It turned out that Shu Yunzhang could recognize Shen from any of his ordinary movements.

Because Shen Zai is Shu Yunzhang's cherished child.

He lowered his head, and gently kissed Shen Zai's forehead through his soft hair.