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Shen Zai lay on the bed, facing the darkness.

Brother is very strange, Shen was thinking.

What he wanted to say was that he would try his best to do it, and he knew that Shu Yunzhang was distressed.

It may be that he didn't express it too clearly, which made Shu Yunzhang feel that he was troublesome.

Shen Zai clutched the quilt nervously, and opened his eyes a little wider.

He can't trouble his brother.

The more he thought about it, the more flustered Shen Zai became, his palms were covered with sweat.

Already an adult.From the moment he blew out the candle, Shen reminded himself that he reserved his once-a-year wish to "become independent."

He touched the mobile phone by the bed and checked the time. Shu Yunzhang should not be asleep yet.

After struggling, Shen Zai sent Shu Yunzhang a WeChat message.

Emmm: Brother, are you asleep?

After sending, he quickly turned off the screen, not daring to read Shu Yunzhang's reply.

My heart beat a lot, and my phone vibrated.

Shen Zai closed his eyes for a short while, and used a lot of courage to read Shu Yunzhang's news.

He said, "No."

Shen Zai couldn't express what he wanted to say, thinking with a tangled expression.

The next second there was a knock on the door, and Shen Zai heard Shu Yunzhang asking outside the door: "Can I come in?"

It took a long time to react to the fact that Shu Yunzhang was standing at the door, and Shen Zai lay stiffly all over, holding a cold cell phone without a case.

"Xiao Zai?" Shu Yunzhang called him in a deep voice, and through a door, the hazy voice made Shen Zai get up on the bed, stretched out his hand and pressed the light in the room, and jumped out of bed with bare feet to open the door for Shu Yunzhang.

"No shoes." Shu Yunzhang frowned, walked into the room and closed the door with his backhand, Shen Zai pressed against him, and shamelessly stepped on Shu Yunzhang's instep.

When winter just started, they went to buy cotton slippers together. Shu Yunzhang's was a very simple style, and the layer of cotton on the surface was soft and warm.

Shen Zai's toes are pink and soft, in order to stand firm on his feet, he exerted a little force to expose his joints and light blue blood vessels.

Shu Yunzhang didn't want him to fall, so he opened his two arms around his waist, and pressed his back to support him.

Shen Zai smiled secretly, Shu Yunzhang raised his foot deliberately, he unsteadily grabbed Shu Yunzhang's forearm and stabbed him into his arms.

"What are you playing again?"

The tone is reproachful but loving.

Shu Yunzhang covered Shen Zai with the quilt on the bed, and sat by the bed by himself.

Shen Zai arched his head, leaned against the pillow, reached out and patted the quilt, motioning for Shu Yunzhang to lie down.

Shu Yunzhang felt that Shen Zai was a strange child, most of the time he was docile and seemed to have no temper, he was cut in line on the street, his face was flushed from the cold, but he still didn't dare to go forward, and a small part of the time he was rude to him, Troubling him doesn't make him feel at ease.

What's even more strange is that he himself is willing to indulge him no matter what. When Shen Zai is wronged, he feels distressed, and when he plays with him, he just wants to tease him.

All in all, Shen is loved by him.

"Can't sleep?" Shu Yunzhang brushed away the broken hair on his forehead, Shen Zai followed his hand and glanced up.

"No." Shen Zai lowered his eyes, "Are you busy recently?"

Shu Yunzhang was stunned for a moment, "Yes, but if there are no accidents, this project can be finished before I take you to the doctor."

"I can do it myself," Shen Zai looked at Shu Yunzhang, "I said I would take a taxi and come back."

Shen Zai used to go home by himself, but the weather was not so cold at that time, and Shen Zai would take a little time to walk.

In order to make himself appear more believable, Shen Zai said again: "In the past, my brother would not always come to pick me up, I just avoided contact with others, it's not... I can't take care of myself."

When Shen was talking, his eyes were very focused and very serious.

Shu Yunzhang took a quiet time and felt that he should be given the same respect.

"Okay, you can, I see."

"But..." Shen Zai grabbed Shu Yunzhang's sleeve, "I, I don't know how to say..."

Shu Yunzhang raised his hand to embrace Shen Zai's shoulder, allowing Shen Zai to lean comfortably in his arms.

Shen Zai's breathing was always very light, and Shu Yunzhang probably remembered the temperature and frequency. He nestled warmly on Shu Yunzhang's body, like a rare clingy cat.

"Speak slowly." Shu Yunzhang rubbed the hair that was sinking on the back of his head.

From his angle, he could only see Shen Zai's lowered eyebrows and eyelashes, as if he was afraid of light after staying in the dark for a long time, Shen Zai just wanted to shrink into Shu Yunzhang's arms.

Shu Yunzhang has always believed that Shen Zai needs his protection all the time, so he even doubted Shen Fu. After Shen Zai came to him, everything he showed was so insecure.

But what Shen Zai said just now made Shu Yunzhang realize that he regarded him too weakly.

Shen Zai can stand for hours on the street where he can get frostbite, because he knows how to be responsible for his "impossibility".Shen Zai even understood better than him.

"When did you find out you were sick?" Shu Yunzhang asked him.

Shen Zai smiled slightly.

Shen Fu never dared to directly say that he was ill, and would only ask him roundabout with many modified words.

But he knew better than anyone that it was indeed a disease, because he was different from many people.

"I'm not so sure," Shen Zai lay back in Shu Yunzhang's arms, stretched his neck, looked at the ceiling diagonally above, as if he was thinking hard, "the doctor said this is a serious disease that keeps getting worse. process."

"Well," Shu Yunzhang said to him, "You're getting better now, and you'll be fine."

Shen Zai didn't know how Shu Yunzhang had the confidence. He had received treatment for more than two years. His doctor always said that he had actually made great progress, but Shen Zai didn't believe it.He still can't adapt to crowded places, and subconsciously wants to avoid communication. Talking to him actively is the greatest cruelty to him. Whenever there is a little difficulty in the things to be done, he wants to escape, self-denial, unbelievable.

But how could there be Shu Yunzhang by Shen's side.

Shen Zai why.

"Brother..." Shen Zai closed his eyes, "I seem to be dreaming."

"What's dreaming?" Shu Yunzhang smiled, "Stupid."

"Why are you so kind to me?" Shen Zai asked lightly, as if Shu Yunzhang's failure to answer would not have any effect.

Shu Yunzhang put his hand on the back of Shen Zai's neck, and paused for a few seconds that were hardly noticeable.

"how about you?"

Shen Zai smiled warmly, like a child seeing grandma from the last match, his face was illuminated by a small light.He made a small wish with a weak voice speaking to himself.

"elder brother……"

Shen Zai hugged Shu Yunzhang's waist with his slender arms, and found a favorite and familiar place in his arms.