can you be my boyfriend

"Shen Zai?" Chu Haoguang pushed the boy in the corner.

In the KTV box, the lights were dazzling and the sound was noisy, a group of people who hadn't played enough were still punching wine, Shen Zai drank a lot, sat alone in the corner, drowsy and about to fall asleep.

The heating in the private room was sufficient, Shen Zai was only wearing a thin white sweater, his neck was wrapped with a hat, his thin and rosy lips were hidden in the collar, his small nose was pink because of the wine, his eyelids were covered by cicada wings , the curled eyelashes moved gently with the breath.

He was curled up, almost rolling himself up, face outward, sleeping peacefully, but not deeply.

He woke up as soon as Chu Haoguang made a sound, and glanced at the private room in a daze. Everyone was still in high spirits.

"What's wrong?" Shen Zai's voice was hoarse after drinking.

"I'll take you back first, you drank too much." Chu Haoguang was about to come and pull him up, but Shen escaped without a trace.

"Okay." Shen Zai replied.

Shen Zai had never drunk so much wine before, every step under his feet was light and empty.He didn't want Chu Haoguang to help him, so he walked very slowly, following behind Chu Haoguang, sometimes supporting the wall.

Chu Haoguang sent him outside the karaoke hall, planning to call him a taxi.

The late-night taxis are always crowded. Shen Zai and Chu Haoguang stood side by side by the side of the road, watching one car after another full of passengers pass by. Occasionally there are vacant seats, but they are not on the way when they go up to ask.

Shen Zai was wrapped in a coat, put his hands in the connected pockets under the sweater, and intertwined ten fingers, which seemed to relieve some of the coolness of the night and bring a temporary sense of security.

The alcohol dissipated a little in the night wind, but Shen Zai still felt the smell was very strong.

He wanted to go back and refute his brother, the feeling of blending in with everyone was not so good.

Chu Haoguang was also a little anxious when he couldn't get a taxi, and asked Shen Zai if he wanted a taxi app, but because of the many accidents recently, he seemed a little worried, so he hesitated for a while.

Shen Zai said: "It's okay, just wait a little longer."

The two stood for a while, Chu Haoguang couldn't wait any longer, he said "try first" and turned on the phone.

Seeing his movements, Shen Zai clasped his hands tightly in his pockets, and suddenly his face turned pale.And Chu Haoguang didn't know about it, he just subconsciously read something on the software, and the page reached the location.

Chu Haoguang asked Shen Zai, "Where is your home?"

Shen Zai bit his lip, there were dim street lights lined up on both sides of the street.

Chu Haoguang looked at him suspiciously: "Shen Zai?"

Suddenly, two long beams of light swept over from not far away, and an approaching car stopped beside the two of them.

Both Shen Zai and Chu Haoguang looked over, the co-pilot's window slowly lowered, revealing a handsome man's side face.

The man raised his eyelids, his flat and straight eyes passed through Chu Haoguang, fell on Shen Yu who was stunned, and said to him softly, "Come up."

Although he didn't know the reason why he appeared here, Shen Zai thought that he didn't need to take a taxi, so he happily and eagerly said to Chu Haoguang: "This is my brother, I'm leaving first."

Chu Haoguang was also a little surprised, and only when Shen Zai opened the door and got into the car did he remember and let out an "oh".

The car quickly slipped into traffic.

"Drinking." The man in the co-pilot said in a flat but affirmative tone.

The windows of the car were closed tightly, and the strong smell of alcohol on his body dissipated easily. He was a little afraid of his reproach, so he only responded lightly.

"Ah."

"Before Yunzhang said he saw his younger brother, I was stupid for a moment. I wondered where his younger brother came from." The person in the driver's seat spoke, Shen Zai raised his head and glanced in the rearview mirror before noticing her. A young girl.

"This is my friend, Su Qingqing, just call me sister."

"Yes, your name is Brother Yunzhang, you should really call me Sister." Su Qingqing said in an intimate tone.

Shen Zai lowered his head, not responding to Su Qingqing's words.

He blinked his eyelashes twice, feeling a little uncomfortable.

The car has just passed a traffic light, and the speed is not very fast.

"Shu Yunzhang," a murmured voice came from the back seat, "I'm a little sleepy."

Su Qingqing didn't understand what her younger brother meant. Shu Yunzhang had already beckoned her to pull over, and got off the co-pilot and went to the back seat.

Shen Zai looked at Shu Yunzhang who opened the car door listlessly, and the night wind came in through the gap, making him shiver.

Shu Yunzhang sat in and put his arms around Shen Zai's waist, and Shen Zai lightly rested his head on his shoulder.

"Let's drive, it's troublesome." Shu Yunzhang said.

Su Qingqing was a little confused along the way.She and Shu Yunzhang were college classmates, and later worked in different departments of a company, and never heard that he had a younger brother.

Today was also because Shu Yunzhang didn't drive in the morning, and the two of them worked overtime together, so Su Qingqing dropped him off. I didn't expect Shu Yunzhang to say that he saw his brother, let alone... this brother is a little strange.Su Qingqing held the steering wheel, but glanced back.

In the back seat, the boy wrapped his arms around Shu Yunzhang's waist, his eyelids fighting up and down.

Shu Yunzhang looked down at him, smiled softly, and covered his eyes with his palm for a while.

"Close your eyes if you're sleepy."

The boy moved, found a more comfortable position, and got closer to Shu Yunzhang.

Su Qingqing's eyelids twitched, she was in a fog, and suddenly Shu Yunzhang whispered to her: "My friend's younger brother, entrusted me to take care of it."

"Oh..." Su Qingqing felt a little bit embarrassed.

Hearing Shu Yunzhang's words, Shen Zai seemed to blame him for disturbing his sleep, frowned, and hugged Shu Yunzhang tighter.

The car stopped at the gate of the community, Shen Zai had no intention of waking up, Su Qingqing was about to ask if he wanted to call, but Shu Yunzhang had already opened the car door, took the boy's arms from his waist, and got out of the car first .

Shen Zai moved, his eyes opened in confusion with mist, and Su Qingqing looked at him in the rearview mirror.

Shu Yunzhang bowed, grabbed Shen Zai's legs and easily picked him up from the seat, and said to Su Qingqing who had stopped reacting: "Thank you, I will treat you to dinner another day."

Shen Zai raised his arms around Shu Yunzhang's neck, and urged him in a soft and soft tone, "Go back, brother."

Calling Shu Yunzhang brother means Shen Zai's own brother Shen Fu.

Shen Fu is 29 years old, the same age as Shu Yunzhang, and 11 years older than Shen Zai.

My brother works in a bank, and many cities are separated from Shen Zai's university, which makes him and his parents feel uneasy.

Jobs cannot be changed easily, but Shen Zai really needs someone to take care of him, so Shen Fu thought of Shu Yunzhang.

Shu Yunzhang basically grew up with Shen Fu. They both attended the same school from elementary school to high school, and the classes were sometimes different.Shu Yunzhang's company happened to be in the same place as Shen Zai's school, so he thought of entrusting him to take care of it.

Shen Zai didn't know how Shen Fu persuaded Shu Yunzhang, but he knew very well that he must be a big trouble to Shu Yunzhang.

After the matter was decided, Shen Fu called Shen Zai to the study and introduced Shu Yunzhang to him in detail.

The information Shen Fu gave included a page of Baidu Encyclopedia and several photos of Shu Yunzhang of different ages.

Shen Zai took his brother's tablet and spent five or six minutes reading the webpage. He had a general understanding of Shu Yunzhang's excellent life - he skipped a grade and was admitted to a top business school in China. It was only in the past two years that I returned to China and worked as a business director in a top investment bank.

Then my brother uploaded the photo to the tablet and told him that Shu Yunzhang was younger as the time progressed.

Shen looked over one by one, there were Shu Yunzhang's now, some in his university, and some in high school and elementary school, but without exception, they were very sunny and handsome.

"I've already told him, would you like to make a phone call with him?" Shen Fu asked carefully.

When Shen Zai heard this, he jumped up in fright and took a few steps back almost immediately, showing a gesture of resistance, his face turned pale.

"Xiao Zai, you will spend a long time together in the future, and you will always see each other." Shen Fu smiled helplessly.

He said something about interpersonal communication along the way, Shen Zai reluctantly agreed to his brother's request because he didn't want to hear it.

In order to make Shen Zai not too nervous, Shen Fu chose to turn on the speakerphone and put the mobile phone between the two of them.

It took less than a minute for the call to be connected, and Shen Fu spoke first.

"Shu Yunzhang, say a few words to my brother."

Shen Zai grabbed the hem of his clothes vigorously.

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be drinking water, because the sound of swallowing was obvious, and the moistened voice was slightly hoarse with a low sex appeal.

"What about your brother, he will be my brother from now on," Shu Yunzhang smiled softly, "Hello, brother."

Shen Zai thought of those photos, the handsome man had protruding Adam's apple and collarbone, and the corners of his lips were raised when he smiled.

He suddenly raised his hand to cover the position of his heart, where it was numb, as if passing through a burst of electricity.

"You are also called Brother." Shen Fu said.

Shen Zai lowered his head, faced the screen and said, "Brother...Okay."

Later, it seemed that Shu Yunzhang said something more, probably saying that he would take good care of him, and that he was more cheerful than Shu Yunzhang that Shen Zai had imagined.

Shu Yunzhang asked him if he had anything else to say, Shen Zai answered no obediently, he thought that Shu Yunzhang was probably busy and he wasted his precious time.

Finally, Shu Yunzhang and Shen Zai said goodbye solemnly, saying, "I hope to see you sooner."

Shen Zai couldn't cope with such complicated expectations, so Shen Fu took the phone, told Shen Zai that he still wanted to chat with Shu Yunzhang, and went outside the room.

Shen Zai sat down and saw the top one of the stack of photos his brother put on the desk.

A man in a black turtleneck has his arms on the steering wheel, his knuckle fingers are holding the edge, and he is looking sideways at the camera.

Originally, Shen Zai wanted to ask a question.

He wondered if Shu Yunzhang's agreement to take care of him was the result of careful consideration.

He is troublesome, very troublesome.

When Shen was 15 years old, a football match was held in his grade. He was a student in the liberal arts class. There were very few boys in the class. After organizing a team, only Shen was left.

Someone on the court was injured and couldn't play anymore. Everyone asked Shen Zai to be a substitute, but Shen Zai didn't go and hid in the toilet of the teaching building for an afternoon.

Because there were not enough people, his class finally abstained. All the previous efforts were in vain. One of the boys was angry, pointing at Shen and cursing: "Fuck, are you sick?"

Shen Zaiduo wanted to say: Yes, I am sick.

He hated himself as much as any angry person in the room.

Because he is an avoidant personality disorder patient, he is sick, and he is very sick.