Shadow Stream Road

speak up 04

"When did you know?" Qi Jingyu lowered his head, the shadow on his face covered most of his expression, and Shen Yu couldn't tell whether he was happy or worried for a moment.

Doesn't he want to let himself know his identity?Shen Yu suddenly felt a little regretful that he had just asked the question out of a whim and didn't consider Qi Jingyu's feelings. That's right, if Qi Jingyu wanted to say something, he would have said it long ago, so why wait for him to find out, let alone secretly liking someone for so many years , to be punctured suddenly in a very 'decent' way by the person involved, would everyone feel uncomfortable, right?

For Shen Yu, who is in love with Xiaobai, no matter what, he should choose a sunny day, in a place where no one will disturb him, and then the two of them will each hold a copy of the secret documents that list the past, big and small, that they are ashamed to tell others. For the other party, reach a consensus after witnessing the most difficult side of each other, put the secret documents together and burn them to ashes, and then sign a contract that will keep the other party secret forever.At least this way is considered 'decent', right?

Of course, all of this was Shen Yu's imagination.Swapping the positions of the two of them a little, he himself would be extremely embarrassed. If it was discovered that he had a crush on someone and was told about it regardless of the occasion, he would definitely be so ashamed that he would want to change his life on Earth.

While Shen Yu was embarrassed for Qi Jingyu, he blamed himself for having a big head, and he didn't care about the occasion when he spoke.

Looking at Qi Jingyu who was a little hurt, Shen Yu, who felt screwed up, tried to save him: "I didn't know it for a long time. Really! And I didn't mean anything else, don't get me wrong. I didn't mean that badly either! Haha! I I'm still worried that I don't have any photos from my previous high school, and I can't remember whether I was skinny or fat in high school, but luckily you bought it, after all, fat water doesn't flow to outsiders, haha! Haha!"

No one cheered, Shen Yu's smile froze on his face.

"Well. Then I'll wash the dishes first." Qi Jingyu got up and left without any twists and turns in his tone, as if he was not comforted by Shen Yu's words.

"Qi Jingyu——" Shen Yu originally wanted to ask if he wanted to help, but then he thought about it, what if he ran into Qi Jingyu secretly wiping tears in the kitchen after following him, even if they are a couple in a formal relationship, they don't want to be known by the other party about their embarrassing side, right?But if he didn't follow up, wouldn't it appear that he didn't pay enough attention to Qi Jingyu, obviously he was the one who brought up this topic first, and in the end, Qi Jingyu suffered the embarrassment of the secret being revealed alone.The embarrassing situation made Shen Yu in a dilemma, and his scalp was almost uprooted by him.

"what happened?"

"No, it's nothing..." Shen Yu fiddled with the innocent ornaments on the dining table in embarrassment, thinking about how to make up for it with a tangled expression.In the end, he chose to retreat and give Qi Jingyu a little personal space, and wait for him to sort out his mood before talking about anything else.

If he also revealed a secret and let Qi Jingyu know, would Qi Jingyu feel more at ease?But what kind of secret is enough to compare with Qi Jingyu's secret?According to what the grandfather said, Qi Jingyu has been paying attention to his life, so he must have known his dark history, but the timeline was pulled back before the two met, and Shen Yu really couldn't remember any shameful episodes.Shen Yu, who searched to no avail, was so anxious that he tossed and turned on the bed, beating his chest and stamping his feet, annoyed that he was an out-and-out idiot, or an idiot who was older but didn't expand his knowledge along with it.Or make up a Bai Yueguang object indiscriminately, tell Qi Jingyu how much he liked someone, but the other party didn't like him, and said that he is a different kind of guy who likes boys.Maybe such a bloody plot can comfort Qi Jingyu, right?Shen Yu thought wildly, at least the person Qi Jingyu likes also likes him very much.

Falling in love will make people's IQ become negative, Shen Yu still didn't understand this truth.

I've been lying on the bed for a long time, and the person who is going to wash the dishes hasn't come up yet. According to this washing speed, the porcelain bowls can be turned into round jade.Could it be that she didn't want to see him and was deliberately delaying time?Thinking of this, Shen Yu, who was lying flat, immediately rolled over and got out of bed.It was obvious that he just opened his heart. If Qi Jingyu took a step back at this time, wouldn't the relationship between the two be back to the original point.He doesn't allow this to happen.

He was about to go downstairs to arrest someone when he glanced out of the corner of his eye and noticed that Jingyu Qi was lying in the next bedroom.

Not sleeping in the master bedroom with him, but running to the guest bedroom that would only be used if the two of them had a bad time, Shen Yu panicked, his idea seemed to be confirmed, he gritted his teeth, jumped onto the bed in one fell swoop, and put Qi Jingyu, who had already closed his eyes, was under him.

No matter what, he weighed more than 100 kilograms. Qi Jingyu, who was sobering up with his eyes closed, was almost sat down by Shen Yu's buttocks.He forcibly swallowed the thing back, and wanted to ask Shen Yu what was wrong, when he heard Shen Yu's distraught voice: "Qi Jingyu, you are not allowed to hide from me! Also, you are not allowed to sleep in the same bed as me!"

Qi Jingyu complained, he really didn't want to hide from Shen Yu, he was just worried about disturbing Shen Yu's rest, so he answered a call from his mother in the guest bedroom, and heard her say that his grandfather's physical condition was gradually improving and his elder brother's condition was getting better. He seemed to be a different person recently, and he was extraordinarily obedient. Just returning to work was a high-intensity work arrangement. In addition, his knees were still a little sore. He felt uncomfortable and lay down.Just as I hung up the phone and was about to go back to the house, the scene just happened before I got up.

Qi Jingyu opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.He pursed his lips and looked at Shen Yu quietly, wondering what else he would say.

Once again, Qi Jingyu was held accountable, and Shen Yu, who hadn't prepared his lines, grabbed Qi Jingyu's collar and frowned slightly.

Now there is only a thin layer of window paper between the two of them. They can hear each other's voice clearly and see each other's eyebrows, but they lack a sense of reality. Fortunately, the window paper is thin enough. Reaching out and touching them can melt away in the heat of one of them.It is only a matter of time to pierce the window paper, the key is who will be the first mover.

Shen Yu grabbed Qi Jingyu's hand, crossed his fingers, bent down and pressed his forehead together, their breaths were entangled.

"Jingyu Qi!" Shen Yu suddenly shouted.

If his eyelashes could grow longer, maybe they could wrap around Shen Yu's eyelashes.Such a funny idea suddenly popped up in his mind, Qi Jingyu laughed out loud, he blinked, and stared intently at Shen Yu's talking eyes, if he ignored him at this time, he would probably really cry .

"here I am."

"You—" as soon as Qi Jingyu's voice fell, Shen Yu also softened, turned his head, and pressed against Qi Jingyu with a blushing face, his voice was no longer as rigid as before, "—let me lean on."

He originally planned to use a very pulling tone to tell Qi Jingyu not to mind the past and live with him well, but when he heard Qi Jingyu answering him in such a gentle voice, he immediately let go of his strength.He thought that if Qi Jingyu joined a sports club in college, he would definitely be sent off with the first red card.Too good at fouling is sometimes not a good thing.

Body temperature rises and breathing becomes disordered.

"Finished?" Qi Jingyu tightened his grip on the person in his arms, as if reminding him to continue.

Sensing the strangeness between each other, Shen Yu tilted his head and continued to poke the window paper: "Didn't you ask me to be responsible for you before? Although my butt hurt for a whole day that time, it was me who got drunk and played hooligans and took away the first time." Once, I will be responsible for you..."

"Also... I will take responsibility for letting you like me without authorization."

"So?" Qi Jingyu looked at Shen Yu amusedly, and the hands on his waist became restless: "What do you want to say?"

"I want you to know that it is a great honor to be the first person you like. And thank you for not giving up liking me for so many years. I know you definitely don't want me to know these things, but Since you like me, I will be responsible to you." Shen Yu got up and knelt on both sides of Qi Jingyu's body, held Qi Jingyu's face in his hands, closed his eyes and pecked, and then let it go embarrassedly, then lay flat on the side, looking good The appearance of sacrificing one's life for righteousness, "So you vent all your shame and embarrassment on me! Okay, come on! Don't hide from me after venting!"

Qi Jingyu, who was already prepared, was immediately defeated by such a trick, scratched his head, and laughed.If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have deliberately played tricks on Shen Yu.

"So you were just pretending?" After listening to Qi Jingyu kneeling and confessing, Shen Yu's eyes widened, and his whole body was as if struck by lightning, motionless.

"If you think about this kind of thing for a while, you will know it?" After all, he only talked to his grandfather. If no outsider told him, Shen Yu's stubborn elm head might have thought that the two were in love in the end. It all started with a premeditated one-night stand. "I was a little surprised at first, but when I thought about your recent misbehavior, I wanted to tease you. But your reaction was so funny that I didn't hold it back. But I was able to take the opportunity to hear your confession, which is considered a profit. Shen Yu, I like you very much. Whether it is the past, the present, or the future, I want to be by your side and protect you. It is my fault that I have not told you. Approaching you in the name of my junior, and I don’t want you to question my liking for you as repayment. I’m not as good as you think. I’m just a very selfish person. Everything I do is because I like you. So you also Don't have sympathetic feelings for me. You just have to keep loving me. Loving me is enough."

Shen Yu, who finally heard Qi Jingyu admitting everything in person, wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, and vented all the grievances that had been kept secret on Qi Jingyu, scratching and biting, it seemed that he didn't intend to let him see him the next day People: "Qi Jingyu, why didn't you tell me earlier, which made me worry all day long, worrying that you were just using me, and you would throw me away when you got bored. Are you doing it on purpose? play me!"

Qi Jingyu trapped him in his arms, and coaxed him softly: "But when you left without saying goodbye, didn't you just play around with me? I had a hard time looking for you. Senior."

Shen Yu was dumbfounded by the soft 'senior'. He raised his head, stared blankly at Qi Jingyu, and asked incredulously, "What did you just call me?"

Qi Jingyu repeated it again: "Senior Shen Yu can listen to it as many times as he wants."

Shen Yu's face turned red, and he plunged into the bed, no matter how Jingyu Qi pulled him, he couldn't get out. "Don't call me that!"

"Why?" Qi Jingyu was puzzled, didn't Shen Yu want to have a campus romance?Although the two of them were not on campus, they met on campus. Rounding up and down can satisfy Shen Yu's request, right?

Shen Yu wrapped in the quilt and roared angrily: "It will make people want to get pregnant! Don't shout! Don't call others like that!"

"But you are the only senior I know." Qi Jingyu is like peeling a rice dumpling during the Dragon Boat Festival, first removing the outer coat and then the inner clothing, revealing the white glutinous filling inside the rice dumpling. It melts in the mouth, and people can't help but want to taste it again until the whole zongzi is swallowed.

Shen Yu was confused by Qi Jingyu's rhetoric, so he had no choice but to compromise in a soft voice: "Then...well then..."

"Senior~"

"Um……"

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