Shadow Stream Road

bad deal

Xing Kunmin is off duty today, not on duty, and woke up early in the morning just to buy the long-awaited breakfast for Qin Huaiyu, who stayed up late to change the code, and did not expect to meet Shen Yu.The two who haven't seen each other for a long time naturally have a lot of topics to talk about. After the two of them finished chatting, the breakfast in Xing Junmin's hand was already cold, so he had to buy another one. Before parting, the two met next time and brought their own The other half had dinner together, and then we parted after saying goodbye to the left and the right at the intersection.

While chatting, Shen Yu didn't notice the passage of time at all. Shen Yu originally chose to go out to buy breakfast in the morning before the medical staff changed shifts before the ward rounds, but when he rushed back to the inpatient department, the nurse on the morning shift had just finished the ward rounds.

Seeing Shen Yu who was out of breath, he asked strangely: "Escort 601, where have you been? The nurse station didn't contact you."

Shen Yu apologized, "I'm sorry, I didn't look at my phone." When chatting with people, he habitually turned his phone on to vibrate, and because the pants he was wearing today were looser and carried in his pocket, he was less sensitive to vibrations.

"Your family member woke up for a short while in the morning and didn't get in touch with you. We plan to do a few more checkups for him..." Before the nurse could tell Shen Yu the physical checkup items arranged for Jingyu Qi in the morning, the person in front of him ran away instantly. Gone.I wanted to remind her not to run around in the hospital, but the head nurse who was not surprised at the side stopped her, waved her hand, and said clichédly, "Let him go."

Sports has never been Shen Yu's strong point, and he has never been a finalist in a sports meeting in high school. At this time, he rushed straight to the ward and ran not even losing to the captain of the school team's track and field sprint.

Qi Jingyu... Qi Jingyu... Qi Jingyu...

Shen Yu's lips were tightly closed, the hand holding the doorknob trembled uncontrollably, his heart was pounding involuntarily, the blood in his veins accelerated and flowed through his body, but his limbs were abnormally cold.

Before the beating heart jumped out of his chest, Shen Yu hurriedly grabbed his restless chest, took a few deep breaths, and stabilized the disturbed breathing. After another long breath, he lightly moved Push open the door.

It was no different from before I left, the trash on the table was still in the same place, the light in the bathroom was still on, and there was no trace of someone tidying it up.That's right, how could a person who just woke up get out of bed so quickly.Licking his dry lips, and carelessly wiping the sweat from his forehead twice, Shen Yu laughed secretly that he had no common sense in life.

Is Qi Jingyu really awake?Shen Yu asked herself three times, but still couldn't believe it.But if he really woke up, what should he say?

It was only a few steps away, he hesitated and stamped several times.On the one hand, he can't wait to see Qi Jingyu who has awakened, on the other hand, he is trapped by his wavering heart.

As Xing Kunmin said, he has been avoiding his true thoughts all this time, using external factors such as disparity in status and identity as the reason for rejecting Jingyu Qi, pretending to be deaf and unwilling to respond, but in fact he was just looking for an escape for his timid self. excuse.Ever since experiencing the double blow of the death of his parents and the failure of the college entrance examination, the once bright and carefree young man with a bright future has long since degenerated into the current frail, unbearable setback, afraid of getting hurt, and even more afraid of parting.The proud man who was able to stand in front of the teachers and students of the whole school and let go of his cruel words arrogantly has become a joke and gossip among the later generations.

He once had a lot, and later lost a lot.

Hope and despair always appear alternately at the nodes of Shen Yu's life. He who was eating candy one second may be knocked down by a fist the next.

So he was afraid and didn't dare to ask for extravagance.

In the past, he often held the idea that as long as he didn't own it, he wouldn't lose it, and refused to make changes, and he refused to get good intentions from outsiders.He imprisoned himself in a cage called ego.

Now there is a third possibility extending on the straight line of no choice.

Qi Jingyu stood there and waved to him, behind him was Shen Yu's unpredictable future, and under his feet were clusters of flowers.

Everything looked beautiful, so beautiful that it was unreal, as if deliberately setting up a trap for Shen Yu, luring him to step on a single-plank bridge that would fall if he was not careful.

So, is he really going there?

At this time, a faint voice came from the room, like a traveler who had been walking in the desert for a long time, it was extremely hoarse.

"Shen Yu, you're finally back." It was Qi Jingyu who woke up calling Shen Yu's name.No doubt, no hesitation.

His footsteps were obviously very light, but they were still caught by Qi Jingyu, who had a keen hearing. At the same time, Qi Jingyu also made the final choice for Shen Yu.

When he heard that man's familiar voice again, Shen Yu stopped worrying, got up and came to Qi Jingyu, looked at the man lying on the bed who was still weak but had a smile on his eyes, his eyes became moist instantly, his nose turned red, and he nodded excitedly . "I'm back."

"Shen Yu, come here." The surgical wound hadn't fully healed yet, and Qi Jingyu didn't dare to make too much movement, but seeing Shen Yu crying, he also felt distressed. He couldn't reach him, so he had no choice but to let Shen Yu get closer to him.Shen Yu squatted where he could touch, Qi Jingyu lightly bent his index finger, and slowly scratched Shen Yu's face, his bloodless lips opened and closed: "I lost weight." Probably influenced by Shen Yu, Qi Jingyu spoke Also a little choked up.

Tears had already blurred his vision, and the grievances of the past many days welled up in his heart, Shen Yu cried and said, "Yeah. I lost a lot of weight."

"You won't eat well if I'm not here," Qi Jingyu smiled helplessly, "Then what should I do?"

"Then don't leave me. If you are not by my side, the food will not taste good. I wait for you to send me a message every day. When I heard that you were in a car accident, at that moment, I felt that the sky was going to collapse When I got down, the whole person was frightened and stupid. I rushed to the hospital like a headless chicken. I didn’t know what to do. Fortunately, you are lucky and there is no serious problem. Otherwise, I don’t know what to do. These days I actually thought about it a lot. The doctor said that you might lose your memory. I even thought about whether to leave you. I won’t leave you. During the days when you were in a coma, every bit of life with you would always come to my mind. I don’t think I even knew when I fell in love with you, the undemanding Idiot. If you want to blame, blame you for insisting on picking me up." Shen Yu didn't dare to use force, so he could only gently pinch Qi Jingyu's fingers, put his forehead on the back of his palm, and asked in a low voice, "Don't Don't make fun of me like that again, okay?"

Qi Jingyu was stunned, unbelievable that these words would come out of Shen Yu's mouth: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know." Shen Yu's voice trembled slightly, and he finally made up his mind, "Qi Jingyu, I like you. When you are discharged from the hospital, let's get married."

Qi Jingyu couldn't believe his ears, he seemed to hear the word "like" from Shen Yu's mouth just now.Could it be that the car accident damaged the eardrum?

"Shen Yu, what did you say? Say it again!"

"I said that I found that I like you, and I still like you uncontrollably. I don't want you to leave me again. This feeling is too bad. So I want to ask you, after you are discharged from the hospital, do you want to marry me. Even if I have nothing, I will still bring you misfortune. If you agree to me, you will be doing the worst deal in the world, and you are a complete fool. So, do you still want to marry me?"

Qi Jingyu wrapped Shen Yu's cold fingers with his backhand, sighed, and said in embarrassment: "But I've always been an idiot, haven't I?"

Qi Jingyu is well aware of Shen Yu's past encounters, and also understands what made him weak and fearful, so he dare not act rashly in this doomed relationship, worried that if his pace is too fast, a little carelessness will irritate him. Seeing Shen Yu's sensitive nerves, let him hide in the turtle shell again. After thinking about it, the water still flows slowly. The method of boiling frogs in warm water is more suitable for Shen Yu. Without him, Qi Jingyu won, but he didn't expect a car accident, so he slept for two days, and even pulled the progress bar to the end, and gave him the biggest gift directly.

Qi Jingyu suddenly wanted to snicker that he could pick up an enlightened daughter-in-law for nothing without any effort.But Shen Yu was still crying, so he had no choice but to hold back.

"Shen Yu, you are not coaxing me, are you?" Seeing that he was injured in a car accident and was hospitalized, so I said something nice to coax him, let him heal faster, and regret it immediately when he recovers from his injury Zhong, "If that's the case, I'll be sad."

Shen Yu frowned slightly, a little dissatisfied.He finally mustered up the courage to take the first step, but Qi Jingyu actually questioned him, "What do you think of me. Marriage is a trifling matter. I always keep my word, and a gentleman's words are hard to follow."

I don't know who released his pigeons before, which made it hard to find him. After searching for several years, I finally found him, but I don't know him anymore.Qi Jingyu was in a state of distress.But he naturally wouldn't refute it like this, but he was really curious how Shen Yu suddenly became enlightened.He understands Shen Yu's character, if he thinks of him, he won't say nothing until now, let alone Qi Yun's credit, if Shen Yu said that Qi Jingyu has always liked him, Shen Yu would definitely think that Qi Yun was ordered by him , said that on purpose.

"Did someone tell you something?"

Qi Jingyu was good at everything, except that he was too good at reading people's hearts. Shen Yu couldn't hide his secrets in front of him at all, so he sighed and told the story honestly.

"I met Xing Junmin in the morning and went out to buy breakfast for his boyfriend, so we chatted for a while."

Shen Yu focused on part of his chat with Xing Junmin, "He and I have similar experiences, but we have completely different personalities and different ways of dealing with problems. In the past, when he had an opportunity, he would go for it. , He will refuse the announcement that he doesn't like. Even if he is hidden by the snow, he can say goodbye to the stage he once loved without looking back. It didn't take long before he put down his burden and started again. He lived a very free and easy life, it was me The look of yearning. At first I thought that a person like him would not have too many troubles, but later I learned that not only did he suffer from severe depression, but also his family conditions were not good. He broke the contract and paid a lot of money. I can’t think about it. When I think about it this way, sometimes I’m too delusional, and I always feel that I’m the worst in the world, but it seems that everyone has their own troubles. But what if there are troubles, life still has to go on. He is now I work as a doctor in this hospital, and my income is not bad, and his boyfriend is about to get married. I will show you his boyfriend's picture, and you will be shocked. I also thought he was a girl at first. Listen to him, he He and his boyfriend have separated and reunited many times, and there have been other people during the period, but in the end they still can't forget each other. The degree of blood is no less than that of a novel. Until now, they have not been recognized by the other's parents, but they are very happy now. Feelings are not things that can be explained clearly in a few words. In fact, Xing Jinmin didn’t say anything, but after listening to the grievances and entanglements between him and his boyfriend, and looking back at him, he still looked happy, and suddenly felt that something seemed to be Not as important as I thought. He sent us both to his wedding."

After listening, Qi Jingyu rubbed Shen Yu's hair, thought for a while, and said, "I'm suddenly jealous of your friend."

"Why?" Shen Yu was puzzled.

Qi Jingyu sighed: "He gave you advice in just a few words, but it took me a lot of effort to convince you that I was serious."

"Then how can it be counted as the same thing." Shen Yu muttered: "Who told us to start with that kind of relationship..."

"What kind of relationship?"

Shen Yu knew that Jingyu Qi asked that question on purpose, so he curled his lips, "It's the relationship between you and me."

After the rain, the sky cleared, the breeze was blowing, and the whole ward was filled with the smell of sunshine.

Although Qi Jingyu woke up, he couldn't get out of bed yet, and his consciousness was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred. The doctor said that he still needed a lot of rest to help the wound heal, but with Shen Yu around, Qi Jingyu had no intention of closing his eyes at all. I can't get tired of watching it, the more I watch it, the more I like it, and the more I watch it, the more satisfied I am.Even when Shen Yu and Qi's father and Qi's mother reported that they were safe, they couldn't bear to announce the news that he and Shen Yu were going to get married.Qi's mother was still worried about her youngest son's injury, but looking at it this way, there was no need to greet him at all.They didn't call all because of Qi Jingyu, but more often they cared about Shen Yu's mood, to let him relax and leave everything to them.Shen Yu is not a cold-blooded animal. After a long time, he also knows how his father and mother treat him.For a time, he wondered who was the real son of the Qi family.

"Dad, Mom." Shen Yu was a little embarrassed, not wanting to be heard by Qi Jingyu, deliberately hid aside, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Qi's father and Qi's mother on the other end of the phone didn't expect that Shen Yu would suddenly call their parents, and they were stunned for a while, but Qi's mother reacted first and quickly said 'hey'.Father Qi's expression was more reserved. He said: "When this matter is over, we will have a meal and prepare a big red envelope for you."

"What are you talking about, you are still avoiding me, so mysterious." Qi Jingyu asked sourly, "Is there anything else I can't listen to?"

The answer must be obvious.

Shen Yu hadn't realized that Qi Jingyu's character was so bad in his bones before, and because he was a patient now, Shen Yu couldn't do anything to him, so he just acted like a domineering and slapped his nose on his face.It's not that he really made some bad demands to make things difficult for Shen Yu, it's just that he couldn't keep his mouth shut.

"Shen Yu, it's been a long time since I took a shower. I'm not feeling well and smell bad."

Qi Jingyu's wound was still not wet, Shen Yu usually wiped him with a hot towel.The frequency is about once every two days, but since Qi Jingyu woke up, he has been pestering Shen Yu to wipe his body with malicious intentions, everyone knows Sima Zhaozhi's heart.

But Shen Yu was soft-hearted and couldn't refuse Qi Jingyu's request, especially when he frowned a little reluctantly, the other party suddenly cried out for pain, saying that the wound here was uncomfortable, and the wound seemed to be cracked somewhere.In this way, Shen Yu had to agree even if he didn't want to.

She was bumped into by a nurse last time, and Shen Yu was so ashamed that she locked the door ahead of time this time before fetching water to soak the towel.

If ordinary people were injured and couldn't take care of themselves, they would feel ashamed and uncomfortable, but Qi Jingyu not only asked Shen Yu to dress and undress him frankly, but also enjoyed it.

"Help me take off my clothes." Qi Jingyu clearly asked, but his tone was full of provocation.

Shen Yu had no choice but to admit defeat with a sigh.

Fortunately, the hospital gowns prepared by the hospital are buttoned, so you don't need to take them off, you just need to untie them and wipe them away from the wound.

But Qi Jingyu couldn't be satisfied so easily.

"After wiping the top, what about the bottom."

When Qi Jingyu was unconscious, Shen Yu also wiped his body, but the situation was completely different at that time, at least Qi Jingyu would not raise the little red flag.

Shen Yu, who hadn't done that kind of thing for a long time, suddenly blushed and asked Qi Jingyu angrily: "You...what's going on with you!"

Hearing this, Qi Jingyu even raised his buttocks, and said in a serious manner: "Can't you have a physiological reaction after being injured? This is unreasonable. Besides, which one of us is with whom? Have you ever seen that piece of skin on your body before? That's not the case, why didn't you confess your love for a long time, but you're still shy."

After Qi Jingyu said so, Shen Yu had no way out, so he had to slowly take off his pants.I really don't know who it is for the convenience of wearing a hospital gown and not needing to wear underwear.

"Don't avoid it." Qi Jingyu raised his eyebrows with a smile.

Looking at someone's something, Shen Yu felt very complicated in his heart, how can someone be injured and hospitalized for a whole day?