give me your hand

They missed a chance to meet each other, but ruthlessly separated them.When they meet again, will they still pass by?

Mingxi wiped his tears-drenched eyes, stood up, not wanting to let his thoughts go back to the past.The day after early winter was a bit cold, and Mingxi shivered.Two months have passed, Aicheng should have returned to China, Mingxi did not go to look for Aicheng, she thought, if they are really destined, they will meet again in this city.After waiting for three years, I will not be in a hurry now.

Mingxi walked into the coffee shop opposite, and habitually sat by the window. "Please have a cup of coffee, thank you..." Looking at the crowd passing by outside the window, she always tried to find a familiar face in the crowd, but she was always disappointed.In a city that is no longer unfamiliar, I always see strange faces.Her heart began to quiet down bit by bit...

Mingxi looked at the time, she had been sitting for more than an hour before she knew it, it was already afternoon, and the sunlight slanted in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.She checked out and stood up, stretching lazily.

When she pushed open the heavy wooden door, one foot had already stepped over the threshold, and was about to leave, a girl just pushed the door and was about to come in, and she had already stepped in with one foot, just one in and one out .A miracle happened, they were stunned almost at the same time.What will happen at this moment?

Life gives us too many colors, it always seems to be interpreting a novel, with twists and turns, it seems that it has been arranged long ago, and fate can't be escaped.

Three years ago, God arranged for them an adventure that they couldn't meet each other, and let them pass by each other.Today, three years later, they stand for each other.

"Pig head" Ming Xi couldn't believe it, he stared blankly at Ai Cheng, and kept pushing the door.I do not know how long it has been. "Idiot, do you see clearly? Get out of the way and block others." Aicheng also seemed surprised, but seeing Mingxi standing there stupidly, motionless, she couldn't help laughing.

"Oh..." Mingxi didn't know whether to continue pushing the door to go out, or retreat into the coffee shop, and still stood there blankly looking at Aicheng.

"Why are you still as stupid as before, pig." Seeing Mingxi like that, Aicheng couldn't help laughing again.After speaking, she pulled Mingxi and walked out.

"Pig head, where were you going?" Aicheng still held Mingxi's hand, looking at Mingxi with a playful expression.

"I..." Mingxi stopped and looked at Aicheng quietly, how many times he imagined that they could meet each other on this street, but when they really met, Mingxi didn't know how to express the joy in his heart.

"I miss you so much..." After speaking, Mingxi hugged Aicheng desperately, at this moment, she just wanted to be willful once, on the street, in the crowd, she didn't mind.Aicheng didn't struggle, and quietly let Mingxi hold her.Mingxi is still her Mingxi, never lost.In the early winter, let this embrace warm each other.Three years, at this time, is just a noun in front of love.

"Let's go home, shall we?" Mingxi let go of Aicheng, and looked at Aicheng with consulting eyes.A trace of hesitation flashed in Aicheng's eyes, and he was silent for a moment.She lowered her head, looked at Ming Xi holding her hand tightly, and nodded in agreement.

"Really?" Mingxi was as excited as a child, and hugged Aicheng again.But why at this moment, she felt a little pain in her heart.She saw the hesitation in Aicheng's eyes, which hurt her, and she didn't want to ask. In three years, maybe some things have really changed.But as long as Aicheng is willing to return to her, she is willing to spend all the time in the future to make up for it.

"Don't leave me again, okay?" Mingxi's voice was choked with sobs. After three years of waiting, she never shed tears. Today, she cried like a child, mixed with joy and fear of losing again.

"What's wrong, Xi?" Aicheng noticed that Mingxi was crying, and pushed Mingxi away.Seeing the tears on Mingxi's face, Aicheng wiped her tears with distress. "Fool, why would I leave you behind, never again." Since he won't leave, why is there so much hesitation in his eyes?

"It's been a long time since I saw you, so I lost control of my emotions. I'm fine, hehe." With tears on his face, he smiled very sadly.Shouldn't you be very happy?We just met, why did we smell the sadness of parting soon?Did Mingxi think too much?But this feeling became stronger and stronger, and she was a little breathless.

"I want to stay here with my parents for a few more days. I just came back from abroad and haven't been with them for a long time. Can we go back in a few days?" Aicheng felt Mingxi's sadness, but she couldn't help her. Mingxi drives away all the sorrows.If she didn't ask Mingxi to wait for her to come back three years ago, she might be by another woman's side now, so she should be very happy, right?

"Did you really agree to return to the city we used to live in because of your parents? Why did I see another kind of hiding in your eyes?" Mingxi just looked at Aicheng, but Not a word.

"Okay, stop thinking about it, let's go home. My parents must be very happy to see you." Aicheng pulled Mingxi, looking very happy.She didn't want the first meeting three years later to be replaced by those unhappiness.She loves Mingxi, but she finds that her love is not enough.The happiness that has been lost for a long time has returned to her at this moment, and she wants to cherish it and enjoy this love.

"Xi, what do you think my mother will do when she sees you? She won't recognize you..."

"Xi, do you remember the first time you met my mother? She treated you like a boy, it was fun."

"Of course I remember, don't let me into your room and say that men and women are different."

"Ha ha…"

They talked and laughed along the way, forgetting those sorrows.When happiness comes, we should all cherish and grasp it.Because we don't know when she will slip away suddenly, so please cherish it.

The sun is warm, and in the early winter evening, it sprinkles a golden color.The lily has long since withered and fallen, as if it has entered hibernation.

Ming Xi sat on the balcony, squinted his eyes and fell asleep, with a smile on his face, she should be very happy in the dream, right?Aicheng sat next to her and read a book, looking up at Mingxi from time to time.Looking at the happy smile on Mingxi's face, Aicheng actually felt a moment of heartache.How long can she stay with Mingxi?She couldn't help but want to reach out and touch Mingxi's face, but this slight movement woke Mingxi up.The expression on Aicheng's face immediately changed into a happy smile.He stretched out his hand to help Mingxi straighten his wind-blown hair.

"Wake up, seeing you smiling so happily, did you dream?" With a naughty tone, like a child.

"Where is it? I dreamed of you." Mingxi held Aicheng's hand. "Oh, right? What do you want to eat? I'm going to the market to buy vegetables." The tender eyes...

"Well, I won't tell you..."

"Are you sure? Then leave you alone at home and let the dog bite you"

"Then I'm not sure..."

"The pig walks so fast, wait for me." Aicheng called from behind...

Mingxi slowed down and took Aicheng's hand.The long shadows cast by the setting sun look so harmonious and well-matched.

Shopping together, cooking, eating together, watching movies together, sleeping together, happiness is nothing more than that, right?Ordinary but warm.

"Xi, let's go on a trip!" Aicheng snuggled into Mingxi's arms, feeling the warmth Mingxi brought her.

"Do you want to go to the countryside?" Mingxi lowered her head and looked at Aicheng tenderly.

"Well, we once agreed to go to the countryside to watch the sunset together. You said that the sunset in the countryside is very beautiful, but we have never had time to go. I want to see it."

"Well, wherever you go, I will accompany you, and you will never leave." Full of happiness concealed the uneasiness at the beginning.Mingxi took Aicheng's hand and conveyed her love.

The next morning, they set off early, and it was already noon when they arrived in the countryside.

After settling down, Ming Xi began to cry hungry...

"Hungry, hungry..."

"Let's go to the people in the village to eat, and I'll make you hungry."

"En, En is really hungry" said Mingxi, dragging Aicheng to the village.

"Slow down"

"Let's eat quickly, we can go to the top of the mountain quickly, so excited"

"Cheng, I haven't been this happy for a long time, thank you." Sitting on the top of the mountain, the wind was blowing slowly, and it was a bit cold. Mingxi opened his coat and wrapped Aicheng, his movements were so gentle.

Aicheng didn't look back at Mingxi, but just looked at the sky quietly, waiting for the sunset, but there were tears in her eyes, it was touching happiness, right?

"Xi, promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you must be well, you know?" Aicheng can't imagine what will happen in the future, now, she only hopes that Mingxi can be well.

"Well, I promise you"

"The stream is so cute"

Mingxi sensed Aicheng's strangeness, but she didn't want to ask anything, she was afraid that if she asked, everything would change, she didn't want to lose.

They stopped talking, leaned on each other, and looked at the sky quietly.

As dusk fell, the setting sun was like blood, illuminating the entire sky red.

Slowly, the sky began to darken.

"We're going home, idiot." Ming Xi lightly switched to Ai Cheng, but he didn't know that the person in his arms was sleeping soundly.

"Fell asleep so quickly, we're going home, it's very cold on the mountain, I'm going to catch a cold." Mingxi patted Aicheng, and the person in his arms finally woke up.

"Well, fell asleep." Aicheng rubbed her eyes, as if she hadn't slept enough.

"Fool, it's so cold, you can fall asleep, what should you do if you catch a cold?" Mingxi looked at Aicheng lovingly, but Qun couldn't bear to blame him.

"Don't you still have you? Don't be afraid." Aicheng said mischievously like a child.

Ming Xi rascally shook his head and helped her up.

"I want you to carry me"

"En,," said Mingxi squatting down, and easily picked up Aicheng.She frowned, "You seem to have lost weight, lighter than before."

"That's why you bullied me, so I lost weight"

"Where is it? When did you bully you?"

"I said yes"

"Okay, okay, it's my fault, I'll make it up for you later"

"No, I need you to make it up now"

"How do I get it back now?"

"Well, punishing you to carry me down the mountain is considered compensation."

"Well, I will always carry your back"

"Don't let go?"

"Don't let go, for the rest of my life, even if I'm tired"

"fool"

"Ha ha"

In a blink of an eye, they have been in the country for several days. These days, they are like children who do not cause trouble. They sleep until they wake up naturally every day, then make breakfast together, go for a walk outside, and live happily and fulfillingly every day.The village is used to the two of them going in together every day, and they will greet them warmly when they see them, thinking that they are a young couple on vacation.Mingxi is completely silent in this kind of happiness, as long as Aicheng is by her side, no matter what she does, she feels so meaningful.

"Xi, we should go back tomorrow, get some rest." Aicheng looked at Mingxi like a child, moving and touching for a while, she had no intention of going to sleep at all

"Yes, my lord." Mingxi jumped onto the bed suddenly, got into the bed, brought a burst of cool air, and she quickly hugged Aicheng. "It's cold"

"I just saw you playing, don't you call it cold"

"Hey, it's different, it's still warm in my wife's embrace." Ming Xi squatted down on Aicheng with his head, which made Aicheng itch.

"Stop playing, you have to take the morning train tomorrow, be good, Aicheng patted Mingxi on the back.

Mingxi turned over suddenly, looked at Aicheng seriously, "I love you"

Aicheng was overwhelmed by Mingxi's sudden confession, and before she could react, Mingxi had already kissed her lips.

"I love you!!!"

Happiness is always very short-lived, and it has disappeared before it comes to enjoy it.When Mingxi thought they would live happily ever after, Aicheng left her.She doesn't believe it's real, and Cute and Honest goes away.

"Xi, I'm sorry, I'm going back to the United States, and there is a lover waiting for me. This time is very happy, thank you for waiting for me for three years, let's find a woman who really loves you. Bless you, I must live Happier than me, you know?"

Mingxi looked at the note left by Aicheng with a blank expression on his face and dull eyes.Just sitting there blankly, as if everything didn't exist anymore.

"Xi, what's the matter? Why are you sitting on the ground alone in a daze?" Yan didn't know when he came.Mingxi looked at Yan, but couldn't say a word, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would cry out uncontrollably.Yan took the note in Mingxi's hand, frowned, "Aicheng called me, she's on the plane tomorrow, bless her." Yan sat beside Mingxi, patted Mingxi's shoulder, and wanted to give She is comforted. "Perhaps, she also has her own bitter loyalty, please forgive her." Ming Xi lowered his head, the expression on his face began to distort, his hands were clenched tightly, and he was always fighting.She was trying to suppress herself, afraid that if she was not careful, she would cry.

"If you feel uncomfortable, just cry out." Looking at Mingxi's appearance, Yan also felt uncomfortable.

"I'm going to find her." Ming Xi stood up, her voice was hollow.

"I'll accompany you." Yan didn't stop her.

Ming Xi looked back at Yan, and forced a smile

"I'll wait for you downstairs at your house, I'll always wait for you, always"

It has been a long time since the message was sent, but Aicheng has not responded, and the phone has not been reached.Aicheng's ignorance left Mingxi with no choice but to send messages over and over again and call Aicheng over and over again, but she never responded.Finally, Mingxi cried helplessly.Everything happened so suddenly that she was not mentally prepared, so why did she just leave?Could it be that she didn't love her enough?Or she doesn't love her anymore.no one told her the answer

"I'm sorry, Xi..." Aicheng also cried, Mingxi kept calling and sending incoming messages, she knew all about it, she didn't dare to answer her calls, she was afraid that she would be reluctant.She was afraid that she would not have the courage to say leave again, but she had to leave.At this moment, it is Aicheng who is even more helpless, right?Obviously in love but have to separate, God tricks people.

This night, Aicheng had no sleep, and Mingxi waited foolishly all night.

"I'll wait for you until eight o'clock"

When Aicheng received this message, she was already in the car going to the airport.

Eight o'clock, nine o'clock, 09:30, but Aicheng was never seen.

"Let's go home." Yan came over at this time, looking at Mingxi with distress, but didn't know what else to say.

When she got home, Mingxi didn't say a word, just showered, ate, and slept, as if nothing had happened.Yan just accompanied her quietly, not knowing how to comfort Ming Xi, maybe time can make her forget those pains, I hope she can be strong.

"Come have a drink with me." This day Mingxi took the initiative to ask Yan out to meet him.When Yan arrived at the bar, Ming Xi had almost drunk.

"It's not bad, the amount of alcohol has gradually increased. After drinking so much, are you drunk?" Yan looked at the seven or eight wine bottles on the table, and said to Ming Xi with a smile.

"Haha, don't worry, I won't get drunk if you didn't come"

"Ha ha"

They just drank one cup after another, no one mentioned Aicheng, they just chatted about some trivial things in the past.Mingxi finally drank and climbed down, Yan heaved a sigh of relief, and sent her home, seeing Mingxi's painful expression, Yan also felt uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry, Xi, forgive me for not telling you the truth about Aicheng leaving you, I'm afraid you will be even more sad. Since she didn't want to tell you, it must be for your own good. If she is still here, seeing you like this, She must be very sad. I hope you cheer up quickly and don't let her worry about you." Yan sighed, but there was nothing he could do.

Winter passed quickly, and the lilies grew new leaves.Mingxi stayed at home every day, taking care of the flowers and plants.The whole person has no vitality.

In the middle, Aicheng called Mingxi once, just a simple greeting and asked her to take good care of herself.Ming Xi asked to find her, but Ke Kecheng refused.Just sent a cold text message: "I'm sorry, I don't love you anymore, I don't want to see you again, and I don't want to see you for the rest of my life." After that, they never got in touch again, and Mingxi never thought about going again. Find Aicheng.She tried her best to stop thinking about Aicheng, but in her dreams, Aicheng's shadow always appeared.Sometimes she would hate Aicheng very much, hated that she was so cruel to her, that she left her so easily without saying goodbye.She thought that hating her would make her forget her, but it just made her miss her even more.

Time passed day by day, and she found that she had no way to hate Aicheng, she could only hate herself and couldn't let go.In her dreams, Aicheng was always with her. She always dreamed that Aicheng came back to find her, asked her to take good care of herself, and then left again.She wanted to catch Aicheng in her dream, but she always woke up from the dream with tears streaming down her face.

"Fool, I don't hate you anymore, I miss you, I really miss you, do you know? How are you doing? I will take good care of myself, you must live happier than me, you know? "

Everything began to settle down slowly, and Ming Xi became more cheerful than before.If it wasn't for Ai Jia's sudden appearance, everything might have been put into words, Mingxi would live her life peacefully, and God made another joke for her.

"Aijia, why did you come here suddenly, and didn't call me to tell me, let me pick you up?" Mingxi was very surprised to see Aijia suddenly appear in front of her.

"Brother Mingxi, my sister is sick, go and see her." Aijia said with a gloomy expression.

"Is she okay? She said she never wanted to see me in her life." Thinking of Aicheng's words, Mingxi's heart ached again.

"Please go and see her, she is very sick, I know you miss my sister very much"

"She's very ill, what's wrong with her?" Ming Xi began to get nervous

"Go, Xi, don't ask any more questions. Once you go, everything will be clear." At this moment, Yan came over, patted Mingxi on the shoulder, and nodded to her.

The whole ward was filled with the smell of potion, Aicheng lay quietly on the hospital bed, the pure white sheets made Aicheng's face even paler, without any blood color.There is a salt water bottle hanging by the bed, and there is a big machine that ticks, showing the signal that life still exists.

Mingxi couldn't believe everything in front of her eyes, and tears flowed instantly.

"Why did you become like this only three months after you left me? What's wrong with you?" Ming Xi choked up, holding Ai Cheng's hands, his heart felt as if someone had stabbed him thousands of times.

"Wake up and say something to me, okay? I will listen to you, and I will take good care of myself, please..."

Lovely Cheng has been in a coma and did not wake up, no matter how much she cried and begged her, Aicheng just didn't look at her again

"Can any of you tell me what happened to her? Isn't she fine? Isn't she going to get married? Why is it like this now?" Mingxi became a little hysterical.

"Xi, I'm sorry I kept you a secret for so long." Yan looked at Mingxi and couldn't help crying.

"As early as three years ago, when you were unconscious in a car accident, Aicheng's body had already been diagnosed with kidney cancer, so she lied to you and said that she went home and wanted you to wake up early, but you never woke up. Later, her parents sent her abroad for treatment, thinking that her condition was under control when she came back this time, but her condition changed suddenly. She didn't want you to worry, so she lied to you that she had someone she liked, but she just didn't want you to wait for her any longer." Yan After a pause, seeing that Mingxi didn't show any expression, she continued: "She has never let us tell you the truth, she bears all the pain alone, I just hope you can be well, every time I talk to her about you, she I couldn't help crying, saying that God was playing tricks on her and didn't give her time to love you properly"

Mingxi couldn't help crying anymore, God was really playing tricks on them.

Mingxi took the letter that Aicheng left her and left the city. She didn't wait for Aicheng to enter the operating room. Everything was not important to her. She didn't want to know the result of the operation, so no matter what the result was In this way, Aicheng will always survive in her heart.

"When the tears fell, everything seemed so peaceful. I hid in the room and looked at the lights on the ceiling quietly, looking for something in a trance... I only knew that everything in the past appeared again and again in my mind. I said If one day I haven't contacted you for a long time, it proves that I don't exist anymore, I just hope you will live happily! The only thing that can't bring your love is hurt, you are right, I shouldn't break into your life...now Quit your life! I know you love me very much, do you know? I love you too... But there are some things I don't want to tell you, and I don't want you to be more sad... I hope you are so happy every day, you are a very good person I will find someone who is suitable for you to love you, you are a good person... Finally say 'husband, thank you for your love' Aicheng..."

She loves her very much, she loves her very much, this is enough,