Black Bear's Curse

I can't help but say that leaving this home is a matter of no turning back. . . . .

The moment I stepped out of this house, my heart was full of fear; however, I knew that in this situation where there was no way out, only by bravely facing the cruel facts could I alleviate or suppress this fear.Fortunately, when they came to this garment factory full of sisters and mothers, they quickly accepted and encouraged the new apprentice to learn the skills of machine maintenance, including of course the mechanic Master Huang.

In this busy and compact learning life and environment, I put all my time and energy into learning, exploring and researching maintenance skills, so that I can quickly have the ability and confidence to deal with problems independently.Although it is unavoidable to be scolded by Master Huang, I regard it as a means of cultivating newcomers to relieve the psychological pressure of being severely frustrated. . .Slowly, Master Huang gradually let me maintain the machine independently, and only supervised and guided me, so that I could get more and faster mastery of the maintenance process.

When it comes to relationship or marriage, others will say, "Working in a garment factory is not afraid of not having a girlfriend or wife!"

I think that my appearance and figure are not inferior to others, except that my skin is a little dark, but I am still welcomed and pursued by many young female workers in the factory.It’s just that in addition to dealing with the focus on learning at that time, I was moving towards some more challenging crafts. For those girls who liked me, I only held “sweeteners” for fun or to pass the depressed mood. . .Serious about picking a girlfriend?I can only say, "I'm sorry, I don't have this plan at the moment!"

However, what makes life difficult is not work, but when facing sexual urges; young people have a strong sexual desire, especially like the suppressed "shock" in their hearts when they are under pressure, they always think about Find a "vent outlet." . .In addition to "self-solution", under the encouragement of the male workers in the factory, they will also go out with them to find "vent outlets", such as: massage parlors, dance bars, etc. . .

When looking for sex with women, I occasionally think of Jiang Xi's "service skills", and I feel that these two feelings are completely different. . .The former is a game that requires you to take initiative, while the latter is mostly passive or enjoyable. More importantly, the former needs to be spent, which is a burden for me who was not paid well at the time; If you give less "tips", you will get "rolled eyes", which is quite uncomfortable.The latter is different, as long as I go to some saunas or bars, I will meet many comrades who voluntarily serve me. Although I lack a kind of feminine softness, but I am free to solve my desires, so why not do it? ?Therefore, under such conditions with many "advantages", once I can't suppress the demand, I will look for opportunities to solve it in this kind of place. . . .

"Black bear, do you want to have a good time?" I am used to coming to this sauna. As long as I walk into the dark room, I will often be interrogated by some feminine comrades.

"..." Often, I would walk to a corner without saying a word, lie down and wait for the other party's service.

"Wow! Black Bear, you are really strong and powerful, I like it." The other party who likes you will follow you, and the game starts like this without much conversation between the two parties and your love and my willingness. . .

"It would be nice if I could meet the one from last time who was good at playing..." Over time, whenever I wanted to vent, I would come to this sauna, thinking to myself.However, the other party seems to be familiar with the time and cycle of my visit. Every time I come here, the other party will always wait in the dark room, and the first sentence is this sentence, "Black Bear, do you want to have fun?". . . .

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"You..." I looked at Jiang Xi, and couldn't believe that the other party was one of the people I met in that sauna. . . . .

"What am I? That's right... I'm that, your queen's waiter!" Jiang Xi said without feeling inferior.

"Jiang Xi, you... how did you become like this?" I really can't imagine, how could the other party become so feminine?

"Feminine, right? Don't you like this type of person?" Jiang Xi looked at me angrily.

"It's not like this, I don't have such an idea..." Actually, I have neither a special affection nor a special resistance to this kind of feminine comrades, but it is really hard to see the former buddies become so accept.

"No? I don't know why you ignored me before? Later, I heard some people in the sauna mention that every time this black bear came, he would look for some comrade Jiao Didi's services..." Jiang Xi looked at it with an angry look. I said.

"It's not like that... I really wasn't picky when I got there, but you are my buddy... How can you become so feminine?" I looked at the other party with a dissatisfied expression.

"Brothers? Pooh!... how many years, do you still have us buddies in your heart? Have you ever thought about the life and future of our buddies? No, do you care at all!" Jiang Xi said fiercely.

"Jiang Xi, we have to live, we need to plan for the future..." I tried to express my intention.

"But, what about your relationship? What about your future partner? Haven't you thought about it?" Jiang Xi said while staring at me.

"Yes! Therefore, I have a girlfriend, and I have the opportunity to get married and have children in a few years..." I said my dream without hiding it.

"Cheng Daxiong, you cannot deny that you are gay, what you need is a same-sex partner..." Jiang Xi stopped me from continuing.

"Jiang Xi, you are wrong, I am not gay, I am definitely a normal person, a man who likes women!" I said flatly.

"Then what should I do? Didn't you say you want to be with me forever? That's the promise you made many years ago!" Jiang Xi frantically tugged at my car door, as if trying to pull me out of the car.

"Jiang Xi, you...that's just some jokes, don't take it seriously!" I was afraid that the other party would behave impulsively, so I quickly opened the car door and pushed the other party aside. aside.

"Playing? How can you take the promise you made as a joke... Cheng Daxiong, have you forgotten your curse? One word from you made me obsessed with you, thinking you like it Feminine, I started to learn the manners of women, knowing that you like to be served, I ran all the way to the provincial capital to wait for you..." Jiang Xi was enraged by my words, and he continued to explain the reasons for his change.

"Jiang Xi, I didn't curse... oh! How can you understand me..." I really can't believe that his change is because of me.

"Okay, okay...even if you don't admit it, but you have to undo those curses of yours for me, so that I will never cling to you and stare at you. Hurry up and undo these curses!" Jiang Jiang, with fire in his eyes Hee, at this moment, he can't wait to kill me immediately.

"I...I don't know..." I am in a messy mood at the moment, and I can't wait to disappear in front of the other party immediately, hoping that everything will return to peace.

"I don't know? It's simple enough, but you tied me tightly, I can't leave you, Big Bear, I love you, I really love you very much..." Jiang Xi broke down and cried out.

"..." The first time I encountered this kind of scene, I didn't know how to solve it for a while, so I could only stare at the other party in a daze.

"You go... The farther you go, the better, never let me see you, I will ruthless you..." Jiang Xi turned and ran towards home without looking back at me.

Looking at the back of Jiang Xi leaving, I felt a sense of helplessness and sadness in my heart; at the same time, I saw a big tree in the direction Jiang Xi left, with a crow standing on the branch, staring at the tree silently. Looking at me, it seems to be lamenting a certain spell, right?I have no idea. . . . .