Black Bear's Curse

"Could it be that you just keep chasing your dreams, chasing that unrealistic dream all the time? Do you just let your life be confused? Didn't you say you would get married and have children? You still have that mother in your hometown who treats you Hope!" "It" kept reminding me. . .

At the age of 25, I am so old that I feel confused about my future, without a clear goal? . . .Before meeting Wu Yamin, I was absolutely clear about the direction of the future, clearly knew what I wanted, how to take the next step, and even planned the time period for buying a house, getting married and having children; but, unexpectedly When Wu Yamin said "I like you", he disrupted the "Future" that he had worked so hard to manage.

I know that if I don't change the status quo, no matter how hard I try, I will never be able to get rid of Wu Yamin's shadow; so, I accepted the invitation of the female employee who has always expressed his love for me, and tried to cheat with her, have dinner, Watch a movie, and even take a step into the park. . .However, when she reached out to hold my hand, I waved her hand away inadvertently; when she was trying to get close to me, I always thought about how to avoid her approaching, and even thought to myself said, "If it was him... how wonderful it would be!"

"What's wrong with me? There are women who like and voluntarily dedicate themselves, but I have a sense of fear? Instead, I look forward to dreaming that I can dream of crows having fun with him? Am I a little... abnormal?" Every time I refuse to like me When I was a woman, I kept questioning myself. Although I had a similar relationship with Jiang Xi, in my own concept, I only thought it was a way to vent my sexual desire, which didn't mean I was gay. . . . .

On this day, I tried to go out to eat with the female employee again; however, when I was eating with the other party, there was an uncontrollable emotion in my heart that entangled myself and wanted to escape from the other party. . .So, after the meal, I sent the other party home directly.On the return trip, I turned to the sauna without thinking about it. Although I knew it was past [-] o'clock in the evening and there would not be many people, I insisted on going in and taking a look, so as to get rid of the impulse I suppressed this week. , vented out heartily.

As I expected, there are only a few people in the sauna at a glance; after I steamed in the sauna for a while, I walked into the dark room and wandered. There seemed to be few people in it. I was a little disappointed, but I knew that some things could not be done. demand.

After staying inside for a while, I stood up and walked outside; at this moment, a rough hand pulled me by the passage, and I was pulled to the bedside without any precautions.I felt a burly man approaching me deep in the darkness and pushing myself down on the bed.

"You..." I sniffed the other person's scent, it seemed a little familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was for a while?

"..." The other party didn't speak, but his hands didn't stop, and he started his searching and stroking behavior.

"Do I know you?" I felt a little panicked, but I didn't want to resist the other party's move.

"..." The other party still didn't speak, I just felt that the other party's lips were close to mine, kissing and swimming gently, his naked body was pressing on my body, and I felt that this man was strong and heavy.He grabbed my hand and slowly walked to his chest, waist, and lower part, and finally touched his proud big peng. He let my hand hold tightly and felt the momentum. . .

I was dazed and confused, but I knew that all pretense and restraint would disappear completely in this dark room under the temptation of the other party; I knew what he wanted to do and I would cooperate with him Both parties are intoxicated and enjoying the waves of passion and happiness. . . . .