a bear is following me

"Car, why the f*cking car hasn't arrived yet! Phone, yes, call, mobile phone, Big Bear's mobile phone!"

I was gasping for breath, feeling trembling all over my body. I supported his face with one hand, and searched for the cell phone on Daxiong's body with the other hand. I felt that my hands were shaking violently. At this time, my body was already covered with his blood. He kept searching like a robot, but his tears grew more and more, and his movements became more and more numb.

"It's useless, he stabbed my heart, I can't last long."

His eyes were half open, his voice was weak, I put my ear to his mouth, listening to his words that made me despair, I shook my head desperately, I can't believe it, I don't want to believe it, everything happened too fast and too suddenly , it's not true, no!Must be dreaming!I must be in a dream!Chen Wen, wake up quickly!You told me it was all a nightmare!Big Bear is alive and well!Nothing has changed!

"I won't listen, I won't listen! You lied to me! You said you would never leave me! You can't break your promise! You can't lie! If you want to die, then I won't live!"

I hate myself, it's all my fault, if I didn't go to the airport today, and didn't go to him, Big Bear wouldn't choose to stay, and this kind of thing wouldn't have happened!It’s all my fault, it’s my selfishness, if I knew it would be like this, I’d rather he go to America, never hear from him, or never come back, as long as he’s still alive, I beg you to live, I beg you.

"Brother Dou, be obedient, promise me to live a good life, promise me?"

He tried his best to open his eyes to the maximum, but I could no longer see the look in his eyes. I calmed down and nodded my head hard, but I felt that this end was heavier than Mount Tai. That kind of despair seemed to come from here. From a moment on, it will be engraved in my heart forever, and I will never forget it.

"I did so many things to hurt you before. It was my fault. I just liked you so much, so I tried every means to get close to you. I bullied you to make you remember me. Can you forgive me?"

"I forgive, I have forgiven a long time ago!"

"I've never heard you say that you like me. Before I die, I want to hear the truth. Tell me, do you like me?"

"Asshole! I like you, I love you! Don't die, you can't die! I want you to kiss me, I haven't been kissed enough, get up quickly! As long as you get up, I am willing to do anything, I promise everything You!... Big bear? Big bear, wake up, don't scare me! Wake up!"

I hugged him, and said what I wanted to say willingly, until I found that he closed his eyes and didn't move a little bit. It felt like the whole world was about to explode. I was about to suffocate in an indescribable and uncomfortable way, and my mind started to suffocate. I was dizzy, I couldn't accept this fact, I shook the bear desperately, but he didn't respond at all, it was quiet, and in the end, all I was left with was a serene smiling face.

At this moment, I didn't have any expression. I tried my best to suppress the frenzied emotions in my heart. The tears had dried up. I closed my eyes and faced the person I thought was the most important in my life. Without any hesitation, I kissed deeply. Go on, willingly, because I owe him this kiss, and there will be no chance to pay back the thousands of thousands after that...

(Double update tonight, next time when the total number of likes exceeds 3600, thank you, okay~)