a bear is following me

"Chen Wen, my cousin has been discharged from the hospital."

I can't remember when I got home last night, and I can't remember when I fell asleep. I just remember that Xiaoyu was still waiting for me when I got home. He didn't even ask anything, but just said lightly, "Go to bed early."

At night, Xiaoyu surprisingly didn't hug me to sleep, which made me feel more empty in my heart.I lay flat on the bed, but he turned his back to me.Thinking about the big bear I saw at that time gave me a very complicated mood, wondering why I was crying and why I felt uncomfortable, he had his own life and didn't care about my business, but no matter what I thought, my heart was Very sad, lost.

"His death has nothing to do with me."

It has been a day since this happened, and I was listless when I went to work during the day, and my mind was always distracted when I was working, or I was in a bad mood for no reason, Xin Yuan worriedly asked me what was wrong, and I told him that I saw a ghost last night.

"He's leaving today, don't you go and see him for the last time?"

After leaving the company after work, Xinyuan, a nympho, actually asked me for Xiaoyu's QQ number. Although I didn't tell him that Xiaoyu was actually a fellow, he was my boyfriend after all. Just give it, so I didn't tell him, but gave him a brain shot, haha, I also learned this trick.

"Go? When? Where?"

When I got home, during dinner, Xiaoyu suddenly mentioned Big Bear, and suddenly remembered the things I had temporarily forgotten because of the food, and then became upset, until Xiaoyu said that he was leaving, see you for the last time?I suddenly became nervous, and I asked curiously.

"He is going to the United States. He is probably a permanent resident. The plane is at eight o'clock tonight."

Hearing this, I panicked again in my heart. I looked at the time, and it was already past six o'clock in the evening. I suddenly had an urge to break through the door. I was shocked by this thought.Thinking he just left?He wanted to leave without explaining to me what happened last night?But what am I, why do you have to explain to me, we just passed by each other in our lives, besides, I already have Xiaoyu, but, but I just don’t reconciled, I don’t know why I am not reconciled, I want to hear He explained what happened last night and I want him to apologize to me for leaving without saying goodbye!

While thinking about it, a pair of chopsticks fell to the ground, making an ear-piercing sound, as if the porridge boiled last night fell to the ground, the same heartache.

"No, I, I don't want to go!"

I glanced at Xiaoyu, and I said something against myself. In fact, my heart was already on the road. I wanted him to give me an explanation, a reason for leaving without saying goodbye. I'm only willing to let him say it himself!

"Really don't want to go? Can you hide it from me with your little thoughts? Go ahead, I'm going to move back after this meal. I know what you want most in your heart...Hey, look at you Come on, why are you crying, it’s not like you can’t see me anymore, we are best friends, aren’t we?”

Xiaoyu like this is the most unbearable, the more he understands me, the more I can't stand it, I couldn't help crying, he helped me wipe away my tears, and gently pinched my face.

"Xiaoyu, I..."

What Xiaoyu said is right. I have never been able to forget Big Bear during the days I lived with him. The scene I bumped into last night and the feelings in my heart have further verified my thoughts. Maybe, I really have no choice but to leave Big Bear, even though he disappointed me last night, I just want to see him, I think maybe, I really fell in love with that guy!

"Go quickly, it's already seven o'clock, I'm fine, he will leave in a while, but there will be no chance."

He spoke very calmly, without any emotion. I looked up at him again, and he gave me a faint smile. At this moment, I don't know what to say, I only feel uncomfortable and distressed.

"I'm sorry Xiaoyu, then I'm leaving."

I couldn't help but give him a last kiss on the face, thinking that there might be nothing I can do in the future, I don't know how to repay his kindness to me, I hope all this entanglement and pain will pass quickly.

I dare not look at Xiaoyu again, I know he will forgive me.Gently closing the door, I ran downstairs, making up my mind that I would let Big Bear stay no matter what, and let him admit his mistake to me!until i forgive...

(I didn’t have time to update last night because of something. I will make up for it tonight. I will update three chapters, one chapter first, and the other two chapters will be updated at night. Thank you~)