a bear is following me

"Chen Wen, I want to hear you tell the truth, do you still like my cousin?"

"Guess, I made a small mistake at work today, and I was told by Sister Wang."

"Can you never forget him?"

"Later, what did you say? It turned out that Sister Wang made a mistake. In the end, I was right and she was wrong. At that time, she was so embarrassed that she died."

"My cousin was hospitalized with stomach bleeding."

"Ah! When did it happen? No, I have to go and see him. Anyway, I haven't seen him for a long time."

"Hey, eat first, let's talk after eating."

I never dreamed that one day, Chen Wen could be my family bear. During these days we lived together, ate together, walked together, slept together, and lived together, as if we were back in college, as if I was doing a Dream, a long, long dream, in the dream, I feel that I am the happiest person.

Just thinking of my cousin makes me feel very guilty and sorry for him. I feel very selfish. For my own selfish desires, I took Chen Wen away from him. Every time I went to his company to see him, he always looked depressed. but he didn't mention anything about Chen Wen, but I know he will never forget Chen Wen, but he is afraid that I will feel guilty and don't want to say anything, but this makes me feel even more uncomfortable. Maybe, what I did is not unacceptable.

Facing all kinds of pressure from work, and the guilt that often appears in my heart, I am very troubled, and the only thing that makes me happy is to see Chen Wen hungry and ask me for food every time I come home from work. He talked about work, nonsense, and hugged him to sleep at night, which made me feel very satisfied, but occasionally he behaved in conversation, often suddenly sad, this kind of Chen Wen has never happened before, Nothing will make him uninterruptedly unhappy for so long, I know there must be another person living in his heart, my cousin, Chen Wen can never forget him, just like he can never forget Chen Wen.Sometimes I ask myself, is it really wrong for me to do this, should I give back things that may not belong to me, but I am so reluctant, very contradictory, and very painful.

In the evening, I received a call from my boss. He said that Xiaobo was sick and was hospitalized, and asked me if I would go to the hospital with him tomorrow.During the meal, I hesitated for a long time, thinking whether to tell Chen Wen, until I asked him a few questions, he always avoided the topic by breaking the topic, although this method was very blunt, although he did not answer directly Me, but his method had already given me the most accurate answer, so I decided to tell him about the hospitalization, and the instant change of expression proved everything, and I felt very uncomfortable.

"Chen Wen, are you really going? It's already so late, why don't you go tomorrow."

"Let's go now. I haven't seen him for two months. I just take this opportunity to see him."

"Hey, okay, wait a minute, I'll make some porridge, and you can send it to my cousin."

I tried to make the last resort, but Chen Wen was still so resolute, even though he was worried that he would not be safe at night, after all, he had been beaten before, and he didn't recover for a long time.

"Slow down, don't burn it! Be careful on the road!"

I handed the cooked porridge to Chen Wen, and gave him some concern, and he left in a hurry, as if he couldn't wait to meet the most important person in his life.I stood blankly at the door until his back disappeared, as if he would never come back.

After closing the door, I struggled in the room for a long time, and suddenly I had a feeling that the sky was about to fall. At this moment, I endured a strong heartache and made a decision that I will definitely regret. I comforted myself in my heart, Maybe it's time to wake up from the dream. I should feel satisfied after being with me for such a long time.

Opening my eyes, I wiped away my uncontrollable tears, calmed down the turbulent emotions, and called my cousin...

(I really saw my novel on the headlines, and I felt an unknown little excitement in my heart. Thank you for your support. I must double tonight without explaining...)