bitter fireworks

In the haze, Zhichun was walking towards me.I opened my arms and held him tightly, for fear that he would disappear from my arms again.I can't let him go anymore, I've lost enough, even the dreams and hopes I've held on to for more than ten years, can I still give up Zhichun?What's the point of my life without him?

Hugging tightly, I deeply appreciate the feeling of thinking about it day and night.I was intoxicated, but the disappointing tears seemed to come out of my eyes again, warm and wet...

"Xiao Yong, wake up, hug me so tightly, you're suffocating me!" Wu Wei's loud shout brought me back to reality from the psychedelic dream.

When he woke up, he found that he was hugging Wu Wei tightly, he couldn't help but blushed, let go quickly, and looked at him awkwardly, not knowing what to say.

"What dream did you have? Hugging me so tightly, and kissing my arm, with a nympho..." Wu Wei was still complaining

"No, I'm used to sleeping alone. I don't know what happens when I fall asleep. I'm sorry..." I said

"It's still sophistry, the bottom is tough, and it hurts me!" Wu Wei didn't let it go

"Tch, morning erection, what's all the fuss" I said

"I used to think you were a eunuch, and I never dealt with female classmates. I didn't expect your dick to be quite big and hard, haha..." He was still laughing at me

"I used to study, how dare I do that, really... you thought it was you, and you only know how to hang around girls every day." I kicked the ball over

"Oh, let alone, it was too skinny back then, and I didn't appreciate it. Do you know that Chen Li in our class? She is also in Guangzhou. I have always been in touch with her..." Wu Wei began to wear clothes while talking. clothing

"What? Are you dating her?" I also got up and got dressed

"I can't say, oh, I don't know what she thinks, anyway, I like her very much, and I'm not afraid of your jokes. We have been classmates for so many years. I liked her in high school, but at that time she only had that kid Liu Zhichun in her eyes. We are nothing in front of her. Fortunately, that kid Liu Zhichun didn't dump her, so I had a chance. I never told anyone else, but you are my best buddy. You have to keep it a secret for me, you know. You have a good relationship with Liu Zhichun, but you can't tell him, lest you say something about me..." After saying this, Wu Wei also got dressed

"I know, I will keep it secret, how can we find my brother later?" I began to worry

"According to your address and phone number, I analyzed it. The phone number is definitely not available. It is a mobile phone number. It is probably the number of the manager, so I can only look for it by address. I am too familiar with you, and I am more familiar with that Helong Village. There is a friend I used to work with, and Chen Li is also in a toy factory there..." He thought for a while and then said, "The reservoir in Taihe is not big, so we will slowly search along the reservoir. It’s secretive, and most of the time we eat fast food, so we’ll look for rental houses with a lot of fast food.”

Wu Wei is worthy of being the little Zhuge in the class, his analysis is clear and logical.

We go out, then drive straight to our destination.

Guangzhou is indeed very hot, and the sky is gray, unlike our hometown where there are blue sky and white clouds.Dull air always makes people feel bored, and there is a lot of people, just one feeling - irritability

When we got out of the car, Wu Wei pulled me away, and a few people still looked at us with strange eyes. I didn't think much about it at the time, but later I felt that two big boys holding hands, those who have this tendency of complex will inevitably put us together. Look at it as comrades.The Taihe Reservoir is not very wide, but it is very long. The emerald green water waves are shining in the sun, and there are cool breezes blowing from the reservoir, which makes me feel much better!

I searched all the way, nothing but disappointment, the sun was on my head, the cement road under my feet was getting hotter and hotter, the inside of my shoes was already wet, and my body was sweating profusely. Wu Wei took me to a small shop and bought Two bottles of water, drink with your neck up, and the bottle will bottom out after a while.

"Auntie, may I ask, do you have a company called ???" Wu Wei asked the proprietress of the shop

"You want to go there too? Young man, come into the factory seriously, the company is unreliable, alas..." Auntie persuaded us kindly

"Oh, we didn't enter that company, we came to find fellow villagers," Wu Wei continued.

Then the aunt told us how to get there. Thanks to the aunt, we ran directly to that place.

Sure enough, under the house, there were a lot of disposable fast food in the trash can and outside the bin, and there were two people standing outside the door, chatting.Didn't pay attention to our arrival, probably in his 30s, still tall.

We went up and asked my brother's name, first they ignored us, but later Wu Wei was smart and said that my brother introduced us.Hearing that they were introduced, these two guys got excited and immediately greeted us to come in. They smoked cigarettes and made tea. First of all, they still didn’t let us see my brother. Finally agreed.

Walking into their so-called office space, I was stunned.In a room of more than ten square meters, there is not a single stool. Dozens of people are all sitting on the ground. A guy wearing glasses is talking happily in front of him. My brother is listening to the guy's lecture attentively. He didn't seem to notice when we came in. .I couldn't control it so much, I yelled loudly "brother, what are you doing?" because I spoke the dialect of my hometown, and other people couldn't understand me, only my brother and my brother lied to me. The villagers can understand.

Little Glasses was stunned by the sudden lion's roar, and stopped abruptly, stopping his lullaby.Everyone turned their eyes to Wu Wei and me. My brother was stunned at first, then surprised, and immediately stood up and approached me step by step.

The two brothers reunited after a long absence, and I hugged him tightly, tears falling down again at some point.I dragged my brother to go straight outside. First of all, he was unwilling, so he asked the little glasses for advice with a questioning look. I said loudly in Mandarin, "My grandma is dead, and my brother is the eldest grandson. The family is anxious for him to go back. Let's talk about what's going on!"

There is no way, although grandma's life and death are uncertain, and I don't know whether she will have an operation or not, but right now, I have no other excuses.

Of course, the leaders of those pyramid schemes will not let us go so easily, besides, my brother’s ID card is still in their hands, and Wu Wei has seen the world, so he said to the leader, "It is imperative to leave, if you want to continue to hide Here, just hand over your ID card obediently, otherwise, if we call the police, none of you will be able to escape."

Maybe the boss didn't want to get entangled with us, or maybe he was afraid that we would call the police, so he finally returned his ID card to my brother. My brother seemed reluctant, but he heard that grandma died. According to the customs of our hometown, the eldest grandson is a must. He was there, so he left with us.

I know that I won't be able to convince my brother for a while, he has been brainwashed, and any words I have can't impress his dream of getting rich.So I kept lying to him and didn't tell him the actual situation. After he knows it, he will gradually wake up after a long time. Besides, there is a mother at home. My mother will definitely be able to convince him, and there are so many things happening at home. He should also go back and help his mother share the burden!

I rested in Wu Weina for one night, and I sent my brother on the train going north, but I didn't go back, and I just found an excuse to stay in Guangzhou.

Wu Wei went to work, and I had to go out to find a job by myself. I didn’t know why so many people wanted to study and graduate. This time when I was looking for a job in Guangzhou, I realized the importance of those things.I have not graduated from university, only have a high school diploma, and have no work experience. It can be said that I have hit a wall everywhere, not to mention it is a relatively off-season.

After searching for a day, I returned to Wu Wei's rental house exhausted. He hadn't finished get off work yet, so I took a shower by myself. After I took a shower, I wanted to rest for a while before going out to eat. I fell asleep suddenly.When Wu Wei woke me up, it was after 7 o'clock in the evening.

"How many hours do you go to work? Do you get off work?" I asked Wu Wei

"Oh, there is no way to go out. I have to work 11 hours a day. I am still the team leader. Be free. I don't have to work so hard and do physical work. It will be even more difficult if I am an employee..." Wu Wei told me

"That's really tiring..." I said

"You haven't eaten yet, let's go and have dinner together!" Wu Wei pulled me and left

Maybe straight men don't think there is anything wrong with holding hands in their bones, but I feel weird.

It was the food stall again, but this time we each ordered two dishes, I ordered fried pork with mushrooms and braised fish fillets, and he ordered Kung Pao chicken and water spinach, and added soup.Soup is rarely eaten in our hometown, because there is a proverb in our hometown, "When others eat meat, you drink soup; when others make trouble, you take responsibility", so there is rarely soup on our dinner table.In fact, I still like soup very much, especially the soup made by Cantonese people. It is really delicious and nutritious.

After Wu Wei drank a few bottles of wine, he talked too much. He talked about how he liked Chen Li.I have no choice but to comfort him. For him, I have never fantasized about him. I have always regarded him as a good brother, a good buddy.

When I got back to the dormitory, I fell on the bed and fell asleep. Wu Wei took off his clothes and went straight into the bathroom to take a shower.

Because I drank a lot of beer and urinated a lot, I couldn't hold it back, and I didn't care that he was taking a bath, so I went into the bathroom carelessly.This guy is naked and wearing shower gel. He is fair and clean, has chest muscles, and has a lot of body hair. The little brother is not awake, so he can't tell the actual size, but the mushroom head is red, and it doesn't look like he has done anything bad.When I saw a male body, I had an inexplicable impulse, maybe because I was drinking, I went up to touch his little Wu Wei out of boredom.Then he ran out, this guy ran to the bed after washing, and touched me, saying he was revenge for that arrow.

But I know we are brothers, he is straight, I can't have dirty thoughts about him, besides, I still have my Zhichun.

"Dude, I haven't ejaculated for a long time, come and help me get rid of the fire!" Wu Wei looked very drunk and told me to masturbate.

"Not good..." I shrugged off

"Tch, Zhang Long and I used to fight together in the dormitory. It's boring to play by yourself, but it feels comfortable to play by others." He still didn't let it go.

"No! How disgusting..." I refused

In my heart, except for Zhichun, other people really can only watch, I can't do dirty things.That would make me very sad, even though Wu Wei is a straight man, it might be purely for him to vent, but he wouldn't take it to heart.But I like men. Wu Wei is my brother. If I do this, I will have my own feelings in it. If he knows my sexual orientation in the future, think about what happened tonight and call me How can I feel sorry for him?

The guy masturbated on his own without my help.

I drank wine and set up a tent while intoxicated...