bitter fireworks

I am lonely in a city without Zhichun, this kind of lonely and heart-wrenching parting is always eroding my heart.All of a sudden my world is only black and white. I always like to drink alone in very dark nights. Only wine can make me forget the reality and the past. Only wine can make me numb, numb enough to forget Season, forget the pain.

I have become a drifter, and I have been doing it in every place for a long time. It seems that wind, food and camping have become my melody. Sometimes I will stand still in the middle of the road for no reason. I always hope that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. They called me a "crazy person", I fell in love with the sea, I like to go to Shekou, Dameisha, and Xiaomeisha in Shenzhen, even if I don't like the excitement there, I like the sound of the sea and the charm of the sea.I also went to Daya Bay to see the Gold Coast there, and went to Country Garden to appreciate the beauty of Shili Silver Beach, the deep blue sea, and the broad mind that always gives me a feeling of relaxation. It can accommodate everything for me, and I can Crying loudly in front of it, shouting loudly, making loud noises, the sea always gives me a smile, listens to tell, and roars loudly for me when I am not normal, causing crystal tears to float around.

I picked up the phone, compiled the words I wanted to say most into a message, and sent it to Zhichun. He didn't know my number, and I never contacted him, but he knew that I was the only one in the world who would send this message. He, I said: "With a pen, there are thousands of waves on the shore! No fear of right and wrong, the heart really wants to return; if the flower is complaining about the butterfly, who should I blame? Should I go or stay? No matter what I think, it is wrong. ! Flicking the fingers, the years are instantly annihilated. People fly south, but there are tears in the eyes, and the dream is full of Jun..."

Not long after, he sent back a message, "A few dishes, a few cups of rice wine, but I don't see Yiren returning, I'm alone in a lonely village, I read the king and wept blood, is it possible that the two will never see each other from now on?"

Yes, from now on, the two sides of the world will be separated, and there will be no way to help the destiny, only tears will be shed in other lands, and from then on, the world will be boundless...

When I was in a state of intoxication, one day I received a call from a strange person. When I answered it, I never dreamed that it was from my uncle. He begged me to go back and save Zhichun. On the days when we were separated, Zhichun had a girlfriend. It's just that he has never paid attention to it. Although the girl likes Zhichun very much, Zhichun treats her indifferently, and often drinks outside, stays in the county town, never comes home at night, and also makes some cronies. Wealth made Zhichun take drugs, and now he is addicted, and his temper is very different from before. Uncles and aunts can't do anything about him, so please let me persuade him.

This is undoubtedly a bolt from the blue, drug use, a noun that I never thought would be associated with Zhichun actually happened.

It's time for me to wake up, not for myself, but also to save him!