Brothers second and third

Chapter 7

In those few days, I ran between the hospital and the school every day, in a hurry.Because I have to tell the content of the class to my second child again every day, I also listen very carefully during class.In the hospital, the second child was half lying on the bed, holding the textbook like a primary school student and listening to me. Sometimes I was puzzled by a certain concept, and when I suddenly looked up, the second child stared at me.

"Look at me?"

The second child ignored my question and asked me instead: "You can't even listen to it in class? You're too stupid!"

Since he was hospitalized, this kid has become more and more unscrupulous, and I don't want to argue with him.One night the second child wanted to eat fruit, I washed it and gave it to him, but the second child refused to eat it and said, "I don't eat the skin, just peel off the skin."

I said, "I haven't seen you peeling fruit before?"

The second child was confident: "I am a patient now!"

I threw the fruit to him: "Well, do you like it or not!"

The second child smiled and picked up the apple on the quilt and said, "Were you so impatient with Yang Xinkun before?"

After hearing this, some past events in my heart were touched again. I didn't say anything, but I packed up the things in my hand and said to my second child, "I'm leaving first!" expression.

Walking on the road, I don't know why my mood is so low. Yang Xinkun is already a person from the past, but whenever I mention this name, I still feel a little sad in my heart.But when he thought about what he did to his second child, only anger remained in his heart.I don't know why the second child suddenly mentioned Yang Xinkun today, and why he asked so suddenly.

Back in the dormitory, the boss asked me: "It's early today, is the second child asleep?"

"Sleep."

I can't hide things in my heart, and whatever is on my mind is shown on my face.The boss looked at me and asked, "You won't quarrel with the second brother, right?"

"Damn it, no way! I don't care about him once he's sick."

The boss laughed: "The second child, that bastard, never speaks and does things without going through the brain, even if he says something, it is unintentional."

"Understood, hey boss, I found that you have become so talkative since you got a girlfriend, you are going to be a dad!"

The boss continued to chuckle: "Why don't we chat with you casually!"

The next day, Saturday, I had long forgotten what happened yesterday, and got up early in the morning to buy my second favorite mutton noodles and rush to the hospital.As soon as he entered the door of the ward, he saw the second child groping for something while holding onto the table beside the bed.I hurried over to help him: "Fuck, didn't the doctor say that you have to lie down for another day or two before you can move your legs? Why did you get out of bed by yourself." When the second child raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot.

I helped my second child to sit on the edge of the bed: "Didn't you sleep well last night?"

The second child said: "I made you upset by what I said yesterday. I thought you would not come today."

"Damn it, you've become morose after lying down for a few days, I'm so angry!"

The second child laughed: "I've been sleeping in bed all day these days, but I can't sleep at night."

Fuck me, I was played by this kid again.At first, I really thought it was because of a sentence from yesterday that my second child remembered that I didn't sleep well. I didn't expect that this guy slept too much during the day and suffered from insomnia at night.Helped the second child to sit on the edge of the bed, and asked him if he wanted to eat noodles, the second child said that he was in a hurry to urinate just now, so he had to wait for him to finish.The second child leaned on the bed and ate noodles. I fetched water for the second child and wiped his legs with a towel.

I said: "Second, do you feel like a young master, is it comfortable for the servant to serve you?"

The second child slurped the noodles: "It's okay! But you're wrong, I'm the master, not the young master, and you're a concubine, not a servant."

"Go away! You are the master!"

"Why am I not a master anymore, I think I must have been a master in my previous life!"

The old man in the hospital bed next to him suddenly interrupted after hearing what the second child said: "Young man, the previous master was a landlord. When we were young, we couldn't eat all day long and were bullied by the landlord's family all day long."

The second child smiled embarrassedly, and hurriedly picked up my breakfast: "Master, do you want noodles?"

The old man also laughed: "I am full today, you can eat."

While wiping my second son's hands, I gritted my teeth and asked my second son with my lips: Why don't you give your breakfast to the old man!The second child licked the chopsticks with his tongue, which meant that his saliva was stained, and the old man hated him.I was laughing and joking all morning, and the time passed quickly.

Almost a week after the operation, the second child was able to walk in the corridor with the support of the wall. Although he was limping in a plaster cast, I was still very happy to see the second child getting better day by day.About a few days later, the plaster cast of the second child was also removed, and the wound stitches were also removed.

Looking at the wound on my leg, I asked my second child, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore, it's just a little cold."

"Really? How come, why don't you wear a pair of fleece pants?"

"No, there is a steel bar in the leg, which is cold and cold."

I looked up at my second child: "Just talk nonsense!"

The second child laughed.This kid is still in the mood to joke!After the second child was able to get out of bed, he clamored to go back to the dormitory. We thought that the winter vacation would be in a few days anyway, so the second child might as well stay in the hospital and receive anti-inflammatory drugs for a few days.The second child is talking about everything, anyway, he wants to go back to the dormitory.We couldn't beat him, so we went back to the dormitory with the second child after the discharge procedure.Then came the exams and so on. Anyway, I was busy all day, and my life was very fulfilling.Once I said to my second child: "When your leg is healed, let's find Yang Xinkun to vent your anger on you!"

Unexpectedly, the second child said calmly: "Farewell, I don't hate him anymore."

I was a little surprised: "This is not like your style!"

The second child looked like a savior: "When will the grievances be repaid, and besides, I taught him first."

"But didn't you say before that 'it's not a gentleman not to take revenge'?"

"Then I also said 'be forgiving and forgiving'!"

I guess the boss was talking to the second child when he was in the hospital. If it was normal, the second child would definitely not give up like this.I thought about it, in fact what the boss said is right, even if we can’t swallow this breath now, we have to admit it, we were the ones who made the first move, but if Yang Xinkun dares to provoke again, the boss said: Then we will let him live for the rest of his life Never try to get up and walk again!

In a blink of an eye, the winter vacation came, and when I got home, I found out that my sister-in-law had given birth to a boy.The elder brother surrounded the little nephew all day long.He wanted to hug the baby, but he was afraid that his rough hands and feet would hurt the baby. The sister-in-law said: "It's okay, I will protect you, come and hug."The elder brother lay beside the little nephew, looked at the pink smiling face and said: Forget it, I will hug him when he grows up.Uncles and aunts were busy too, and the whole family was very happy for the arrival of this little life.

On New Year's Eve, the family gathered around the table to have a New Year's Eve dinner. My aunt teased my little nephew and asked me, "When will you give birth to a son for our family?"

My sister-in-law asked me with a smile: "Does Depeng have a girlfriend now?"

Brother was eating: "You are not young anymore, it's time to find a partner, don't just fool around all day."

I scratched my head, not knowing how to answer them.

The sister-in-law said: "Our Depeng is so good-looking and has a diploma, so we definitely don't have to worry about finding a partner. An ordinary girl is not good enough for our Depeng!"

The elder brother said: "That's up to him to take the initiative, which girl will take the initiative to send it to my door."

The sister-in-law rolled her eyes at her brother: "I will take the initiative to send you to the door for someone like you, but Depeng is much better than you!"

The elder brother looked at his sister-in-law foolishly and smiled.The uncle looked at the children and grandchildren in front of him happily, and the wrinkles on his face from years of hard work were also smoothed out a lot.On New Year's Eve, it is customary in rural areas to welcome the God of Joy and God of Wealth, and to light a wood fire in the yard to symbolize the prosperity and health of the coming year. Firecrackers and fire jumping are also set off.After everything was done, I lay on the bed at night, listening to the occasional sound of firecrackers in the distance, thinking about the expectant eyes of my family, thinking about my happy brother and sister-in-law, and thinking about my confused future, I couldn't sleep all night.

The new semester is here, and I have been in the city of Harbin for two or three years in a blink of an eye.Walking out of the station, I saw so many passengers passing by, smiling and holding hands, they were very happy.I came to the school dormitory silently, cleaned the dusty table, shook off the dust on the bed, and polished the floor. Looking at the empty dormitory, my heart also became empty.I don't know what will happen tomorrow. Do I want to be so lonely by myself, doing laundry alone, eating alone, watching TV alone, sleeping alone, and living my life alone.For me, the future is like a deep quagmire. I know it's there, but I still have to step into it step by step, and I can't do anything about it.Happiness is out of reach, but happy people are always in pairs by your side, which makes you feel even more unfortunate how unfortunate you are, as if the whole world is avoiding you and despising you, happiness is clearly coming to you, but The moment you closed your eyes and prepared to hug him, he walked around, leaving you alone, still alone.

New semester, new beginning, but I still live a numb life.The happiness of the eldest is being accompanied by the goddess, the happiness of the fourth is being accompanied by girls, the happiness of the second is a comfortable bed, the happiness of the fifth and sixth is the ideal of studying abroad, my happiness?have no idea.Later, I became addicted to the Internet, skipping classes all day long and staying out at night.Anyway, it's been like this all my life, and it doesn't matter anymore.I live my life numbly, and the world outside me has nothing to do with me.Then I added a lot of people to chat and started sleeping with some strangers.Some of them are tall, some are short, some are fat, some are thin, but on the bed, they are all moaning crazily, writhing under me, looking at their expressions, I seem to see my ugly self.

I quit all my former part-time jobs, and my life was messy. When I was the poorest, I only had five yuan in my pocket, and I refilled it into the Internet cafe without thinking about it.In that world of nothingness, I spent countless nights.After spending my last penny, I went back to school.At the school gate, I just met Li Zhe who had returned from a trip. He looked at me and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time. Where have you been recently? Is there something wrong?"

I said: "It's okay!"

Li Zhe: "Did you eat? I just went to the restaurant, let's go together."

It was only when I devoured my meal in the restaurant that I felt alive and hungry.Li Zhe asked me: "Are you really okay?"

Me: "It's okay."

Returning to the dormitory after dinner, only the second child fiddled with the phone by the bed.He looked up at me: "Fuck, I haven't seen you for a long time, I'm going to call the police!" I didn't look at him, and didn't speak.The second child went on to say, "I've called roll call for you every day for the past few days. I can't hold on if you don't go to class." I remained silent.The second child continued: "Are you okay?" I shook my head.The second child said: "I went to find you at your part-time job the night before yesterday, and they said that you resigned. Is there any difficulty for you?" I remained silent, and the second child said, "Is there no money to spend?" As he said that, he took out two hundred yuan from his pocket and handed it to me. I took it, nodded to him, then turned around and left. The second child shouted from behind: "Fuck, where are you going?" He ran wildly and went directly to the Internet cafe.At that time I had completely lost my mind, I didn't think about anything, I didn't even know day and night.Those days are just gloomy when I think about them now, and I hardly have any memory.