Brothers second and third

Chapter 33

Hello everyone, I am the host, Li Zhe in the article.When I posted this post, someone asked me why I called it "Brother, Second, and Third." Actually, it didn't mean much. "Brother" is me, "Second" is the second, and "Third" is the third. My brother is just a bystander. By.

On September 2012, 9, the day the second child got married, the third child disappeared.I called him for a long time that night. At the beginning, no one answered, and then I couldn't get through again.I was always afraid that something might happen to him, because he was depressed after he separated from his second child, and I was afraid that he would be overwhelmed.On the day of the second child's wedding, the third child was very stubborn and insisted on going to the wedding venue, but several of our good friends hoped that he would not go. Everyone knew that if the third child appeared at the wedding venue, whether it was the second child or Lele, or both parties Parents will be very embarrassed.I couldn't hold back the third child, so I had no choice but to agree to go with him.I called him that morning and made an appointment to meet him in Sofia, but the third child didn't show up until noon. I thought he had entered the hotel first, so I went in and asked the sixth child, but he said he didn't see the third child.I called him again, but he never got through.

On the day the second child got married, there were not many people in our circle of friends. It’s not that everyone doesn’t have a deep relationship with the second child, but he and the third child have been together for so many years. Regardless of their gender, we have already seen them both. They were a model couple, but in the end they were forced to separate under various pressures.The eldest who was most opposed to their being together back then did not attend the wedding of the second child, saying that he was afraid that seeing these two people would make him upset.The wedding of the second child was not grand, but a lot of relatives from his family came, and everyone's faces were relieved. They congratulated the second child on finally getting married, but they didn't know that there was another person who was alone at this time. sad.

After the third child disappeared, we did not tell the second child the news. Firstly, he just got married. Now that he has decided to start a new life, we sincerely hope that he will stop dwelling on the past. This will not only be bad for him, but also for the third child and Lele is also unfair. Secondly, the parents of the second child are old, and they don't want the disappearance of the third child to affect their son's life. The two old people have repeatedly asked us to find the third child. They have no regard for the third child. They just think that the third child is just like the second child, a child who has "goed astray".

On the night of September 9th, I searched for the old five and six people all night, but we couldn’t find the third child. Later, at dawn, the sixth child said that we should report the crime and ask the police to help us find it. We are all afraid of the third child. Sometimes confused to do something irreversible.When I arrived at the Public Security Bureau, people said that such a normal adult has the ability to act independently. Even if I report the case now, it will take 9 hours before the case can be filed.The police mean let's look for it again.

September 9, Teacher's Day.I asked my colleagues to help me substitute for the class, and I contacted Lao Liu and several people to continue looking for Lao San. I searched hard all day, but found nothing.

On September 9, the police filed a case.

On September 9, someone finally said that he seemed to have seen such a person. He said that he had seen him near the train station on the night of September 13.Later, I found the hair salon where the third child appeared last. It was a shop in the so-called "red light district", and the smell was a bit pungent after entering.After the boss knew my reason for coming, he pushed me out of the store and finally paid him a few hundred yuan before he led me to meet a woman.The woman told me that she received the third child that night, and the third child had sex with her and left after making love. I asked her what time the third child left, and she smiled and said, "Who knows! I sold myself and It's not based on time, if you have a long time, I can give you a cheaper price, do you want to play?" I rejected her offer.Before leaving, the prostitute said: "He is really a strange person. He always looks so sullen when he comes to play. It is best to be happy when you are a human being. Next time you see him, tell him to be happier!" I nodded and left.

On September 9th, news came from the police. They said that someone had seen a suicide suspected to be the third child at around 20:9 am on September 10th. The so-called witness said that he got up early to exercise that day and saw someone He looked dejected and wrinkled even though he was wearing a suit. He said that the man climbed up the Songhua River Railway Bridge and hesitated for a long time when he got to the middle of the bridge. Witnesses said that when he was about to shout, the man turned over The fence jumped and disappeared into the rolling river.According to the police records, the person who committed suicide by jumping into the river had a thin body and a height of about 4 meters, which did not match the third child, and no one found the floating body on the banks of the Songhua River in the following months.I don't believe that the third child would end his life so cruelly.

On September 9, there was still no definite news about the third child.The second child came back from his honeymoon in Hainan, and he invited me to his house as a guest, saying that he wanted to thank me for taking care of him and the third child over the years.After I went to his house that day, I was always afraid that I would leak my words, so I didn't dare to drink a drop of wine, but the second child drank a lot, and finally he was a little drunk, and finally couldn't help asking me: "The third child...is he okay? ?" Lele next to her listened, but silently stroked the back of her second child. This unfortunate woman was also under a lot of pressure.

I didn't dare to look up into my second child's eyes, and just answered him: "It's fine, everything is fine."

The second child said, "That's good."

On September 9th, there was another new situation with the police. Someone at the train station said that he had seen the third child. He said that late at night on the 25th, when he was waiting for the bus in the waiting room, there was a man in a suit and sitting with his luggage. Opposite him, there were not many people in the waiting room that day, and the man in a suit was very conspicuous. After he sat down, he seemed very sad, and sobbed for a long time with his head down.I asked the police, "Did you say where you went?"

The policeman said, "Probably Hangzhou."

After that, I entrusted a lot of people to use all the social connections I could. I retrieved the video from the train station that day. From [-]:[-] p.m. trace.What's more, I searched according to the third child's ID number that day, but I didn't find any information about his ride.

Later, I thought about the family of the third child, did the third child go back to his hometown?Should I ask the third child's family?After searching through the school's old archives for a whole afternoon, I finally found the record sheet for the information about the third child, and called the home phone number recorded in it. The moment the call was connected, I didn't know what to say. What if the first child and the third child are not at home?What if the family members of the third child ask about the third child?I don't know how to answer myself.A man's voice came from the other end of the phone, and I said, "Is it Shan Depeng's family?"

The other side replied: "Which one is Shan Depeng? I don't know."

After hanging up the phone, the last glimmer of hope was shattered.

At the beginning of October, it suddenly occurred to me that the third child mentioned to me that he wanted to go to Tibet, so I hurriedly told the police about it, and the Public Security Bureau said that they would send people to investigate as soon as possible.But then the police gave me feedback that there was no travel record about the third child throughout September.

Afterwards, there was no news of the third child, and the third child just disappeared completely.

In July 2013, someone with good deeds inadvertently disclosed the matter of the third child to the second child. I was teaching students that day, and my mobile phone was turned off.The second brother broke into my classroom suddenly, and he ignored the surprised eyes of the students, he grabbed me with trembling hands: "The third... where did the third go?"

Seeing that the second child looked nervous, I had to call my colleagues to help me continue the class.I took my second child to the school's coffee shop. It was a small bookstore when we were studying.The second child sat down, stared at me and asked, "Where is the third child? Didn't you tell me last time that he is fine? Where did he go?"

Facing the second child's problem, I can only sigh: "Second child, don't blame us for not telling you, we all hope that you can live a good life with Lele. The third child...he is missing."

The second child stood up all of a sudden, his voice raised: "What the hell! How could such a big person disappear?"

I looked around and they were looking at me and my dick.I signaled the second child to sit down: "Don't worry about listening to me. The third child disappeared in September last year. We have also called the police for a long time, but there is no definite news about him. Some people said that they saw a person suspected of being the third child. I went back to Hangzhou by car, and some people said...it seemed that I jumped off the railway bridge, but it was all suspicious, and the police did not confirm that it was the third child."

The second son listened to my words and looked sad. This man who has always been strong began to sob in the coffee shop.Regardless of the suddenly quiet crowd around me, I sat next to my second child and stroked his back lightly, I didn't know how to comfort him.

In August 2013, during the physical examination, Lele was told that she was two months pregnant. The parents of the second child were overjoyed, and finally there was a smile on the face of the second child.

In September 2013, the second child suddenly said that he wanted to take a walk along the bank of the Songhua River. We persuaded him for a long time, but he insisted on going.The parents of the second child were very worried about him, and wiped away their tears and didn't want him to do this.Persisting until the end, Lele still held the second child's hand and said, "You go, the child and I are waiting for you to come back." The second child kissed Qin Lele's forehead and bid farewell to the family.I followed him for the first few days, but later I couldn't accompany him because the school started to go to work.I know what the second child is thinking, but a year has passed, even if the third child committed suicide by jumping off the railway bridge at that time, there is no body left now!

October 2013.The second child searched along the banks of the Songhua River for a whole month and returned home to no avail. He was in a very bad state of mind. The parents of both parties were afraid that the second child's emotions would affect Lele's pregnancy, so they separated Lele from the second child for a while. Time, I heard that Lele cried for a long time the day she left home.

After the Spring Festival in 2014, my wife gave birth, and Lele was in the same hospital as my wife.

Lele gave birth to a girl for her second child. The little girl is very energetic, and her voice is loud when she cries. Everyone said that she will definitely be a cheerful girl in the future.When the second child was holding the child, he finally smiled, and his eyes were a little moist.During the few days when Lele was hospitalized, I often saw my second child coming over. He was in a good mood and took good care of Lele.I thought that the second child would finally be able to live a good life in the future, and he would live up to his parents' worries about him for more than half a year. Now he has finally come out of the shadows.

In July 2014, the second child suddenly proposed to visit Tibet, and I knew what was going on as soon as I heard it.man!The second child still couldn't really let go.The second child's family was taken aback by his sudden request, and the second child still kissed Lele's forehead and said, "It's okay, I'll come back as soon as I go." During the two weeks since my second child left home, I received calls almost every day. Lele's phone call, Lele is very worried about her second child. She thinks that she will call her second child every day for fear of irritating her second child, so she and I each call my second child every other day to confirm the situation of my second child in Tibet. , to know if he is in a good mood.

At the end of July 2014, after the second child returned to Harbin, his overall condition became very bad again. Sometimes his temper would explode suddenly, and we all thought that something might be wrong with him.The second child's family wanted to take him to the hospital for an examination, but the second child cursed and said, "You are all fucking patients!" Later, he thought of a reason to trick the second child to the hospital, and the doctor diagnosed that the second child had become mentally ill. Schizophrenia.The second child was treated in isolation that day, and the second child's parents stood at the entrance of the hospital for a long time.Lele called me at night, she couldn't help crying as she talked, I could hear her sadness, I knew that her love for her second child was never less than that of her third child.

In October 2014, the condition of the second child has improved a lot, and he will greet us normally when he sees us. When he talks about the past, he seems to be talking to us, and he seems to be talking to himself. He said: "This is all No matter how hard you try, you still can’t escape this fate, so I admit it.” Speaking of his precious daughter, the expression on the second child’s face became happy, and he would ask us: “Is Lele okay? Is the child okay?” We After telling him everything was fine, he smiled and said that he had to get well soon and go home to take good care of the mother and daughter.

2014 is about to pass, and the third child has really disappeared, and there is no more news.The railway bridge on the Songhua River was also blocked and stopped operating because of its long life.

In December 2014, that is, some time ago, the second child’s illness suddenly flared up again. I answered the phone call from his parents and rushed there immediately. At that time, the second child was obviously angry and smashed things all over the floor. The second child was sent to the hospital for treatment. Fortunately, the problem was not serious.Now he has been discharged from the hospital, and his mood is very stable. It's just that Lele is suffering. She is obviously very sad, but she still has to look happy in front of her second child.Lele was afraid that the second child would suddenly get sick and hurt the child, so he sent the child to the parents of both parents. Sometimes the second child would mutter that he missed the child, and Lele would say: "You take good care of your illness! Our children will also be able to recover if they are well. I went home." The second child would ask Lele: "Really?" Lele smiled and said: "Really!" Then she would shed tears when she turned around.

The second child is very smart, and he learned to speak earlier than my baby. Last weekend, I went to visit the two old people at the home of the second child's parents. The second child laughed happily when he saw me, a very cute little girl.The old man said that the child has started to speak now and can call mother, but he still can't call grandpa and grandma.When I was holding my second child, I didn’t know whether she wanted to breastfeed or thought it was uncomfortable for me to hold her. The child made a "baba" sound, which sounded like "Daddy".The mother of the second child cried, and I comforted her, feeling a little sad myself.

After writing for so many days, my story is finally finished. Sometimes I think about it carefully, everyone in this story is a victim, the second child, the third child, Lele and their family members, but think about it carefully , it seems that no one is the perpetrator, so why is everyone suffering?

Sometimes when I write, I think of when we used to study together, we were carefree, the second and third children were smiling all day long, as if there was always something happy, and we couldn't close our mouths when we were happy.But now things are changing, the third child is missing, and the second child is sick.Sometimes when I write about the relationship between the second child and the third child, I feel sorry for them and feel very depressed.

The second child and the third child, my two good brothers, I watched them love each other, struggled and wandered, and finally separated in pain. I also wanted to write about their stories in 2012, but I couldn’t bring up the pen in the end. Dare to write about their sadness, which is also a great psychological challenge for me. 2014 is about to pass, and their stories are finally finished, and my heart is relieved.The third child said that life must go on, no matter how you fall or get hurt, life should go on.Yes, life goes on.Then bless all netizens, I hope you can truly be happy, happy, and safe, bless you!

☆, postscript

postscript

I am writing this article not to tell you the sadness of the second child and the third child. As I said earlier, I hope that all comrades can bravely face their families and face the society.The identity of comrades cannot be chosen by oneself, so since God has given comrades this special, you should learn to accept it, don't give up on yourself, let alone despise yourself, love yourself well, if you are lucky to have him, then please take care of yourself love him.There are always all kinds of unsatisfactory things in life, and when you can't change it, then accept it gladly.

I wish all comrades can be happy, bless you all.

PS:

1. In order to protect the privacy of the parties in real life, this article has rewritten part of the story, but it does not affect the reading of the story and the integrity of the story;

2. The author of this article hopes that comrades will live an active and healthy life, not to suppress themselves, let alone give up on themselves.

3. If necessary, this article will continue to write some recent developments, but the premise is to protect the privacy of the parties involved.

4. Please don't go into who the parties are, etc., or the same sentence, protect the privacy of the parties.

5. All names in this article are pseudonyms, so don’t think too much about those who match up with people around you, it’s fake!

6. The last sentence is for the third child. I always believe that you are still alive. If you read this article, please contact me. We miss you very much.Of course, if you want to change the world and start your life again, then I also sincerely wish you, brother here wish you happiness!