Sadness on the Left Bank

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I have never believed in love.So what is the passionate relationship between Lin Xi and me?I felt like I was living in contradiction.Every time Lin Xi's clean fingers gently inserted into my body, I felt that it was the love I wanted.However, back to reality, I doubt whether we can really afford everything.So, while enjoying the stimulation and warmth that Lin Xi brought me, I frantically sorted out my mood.Lin Xi loved me so much, but I hesitated over and over again.I hate myself for being like this.

When Lin Xi pulled the luggage and knocked on the door, I was taking a shower in the bathroom.I didn't have time to tidy up, so I ran out with a bath towel on.Lin Xi covered her mouth with both hands exaggeratedly:

"My God, such a welcome ceremony is too grand, my little heart can't stand it"

I gave her a hard look.She came in happily.My distress began to spread.I have to be more cautious in the future, not to let the company's friends know about it.So, we began to stage a ridiculous plot.Every day when she goes to work, she goes out first, and I go out after 10 minutes.Every day she gets off work first, and I get off work 10 minutes later.We plan to go out on the weekend, first make an appointment to meet, and then deliberately create a chance encounter.Every time we met, Lin Xi secretly held my hand, and I tried desperately to break free.When we go to places where no one is around, we will gnaw on each other crazily.In the dark of night, we will also hand over our thin bodies to each other on the benches in the park.Lin Xi said she loved me with her life.If one day I don't love her anymore, she will go to another world by herself.I was taken aback.I said: I love you Lin Xi, just like you love me.Absolutely not a cent.When I said this, my heart began to feel sad.My Lin Xi, thank you for loving me so much.It makes me feel like no one in this world loves me like this anymore.However, I am still worried that there will be too many unknown obstacles on the road ahead.I love Lin Xi deeply, and Lin Xi loves me desperately.With such motivation, I should be more firm in my will.Go bravely in the same direction.Encore, don't hesitate to love someone.That way, one day it will hurt the other party.Encore, hold each other's hand and make love rain or shine.No matter how hard it is.Enke, for the true love, for Lin Xi, come on.When I am conflicted, I am used to encouraging myself in this way.As for Lin Xi, I always leave her an optimistic side, because I want her to be happy.I don't want to infect her with Reverse's sadness.