a virgin story

On May [-]th, when we were having a meditation class, I suddenly felt dizzy, the table in front of me shook, and I looked up to see the lamps dangling on the roof.By the time I realized that it was an earthquake, the teacher had already rushed out of the classroom first, and then the orangutan rushed out second.When we walked down the stairs from the twelfth floor, a lot of people had gathered in the small square in front of the teaching building, and several teachers kept shouting with loudspeakers: "Students, don't go back to the classroom, superiors!" The leader instructed that there was an earthquake, students should not panic and do not go back to the classroom..."

I was sitting on the curb next to the square discussing the earthquake with my classmates. Liu Bin came from the dormitory with a book in his hand and asked sleepily, "What's wrong, is it an earthquake?"

"Yeah, you just know!"

"I was skipping class and going to sleep, when I suddenly felt someone shake the bed and woke up."

"It should be a small earthquake, but I didn't feel much."

We always thought that the source of the earthquake was in the province, but at night we heard that a major earthquake had occurred in Sichuan.I was a little dazed at the time, how far is Sichuan from us, and we can feel the earthquake there!On my way back to the dormitory after self-study at night, a girl in front of me suddenly burst into tears while talking on the phone, and the friend next to her supported her.The girl gradually sat on the ground, crying and speaking in dialect.We can understand the general idea from her friend's intermittent translation.It turned out that there was an earthquake in her hometown. She called her relatives when she couldn't get through to her home. The relatives said that the situation there was very bad and told her not to worry too much, but she had to be mentally prepared.The girl's tears kept flowing, and the young face under the light looked helpless.I took out the tissue in my pocket and handed it to her, and walked back to the dormitory silently.

The next day there were reports on the Internet that the situation at the epicenter was still unclear, but many worrying pictures had been posted on the Internet.There are also caring groups organized on campus to introduce the situation in the disaster area.We were very surprised at the time, we had never experienced such a serious situation, and felt that the Tangshan earthquake was history, but now the same thing happened around us, and it happened just now and is still going on, so we became nervous.The teacher also became serious during class, and had to observe 3 minutes of silence before each class.

For the first time, I felt the fragility of life.

After gradually learning more about the situation in the next few days, everyone's hearts tightened.Discussions about the earthquake are everywhere on campus, and there are many additional temporary donation offices on the street.

I kept thinking about that girl, wondering what was going on with her family, but I haven't seen her since that night.

The ordinary days always pass quickly, so the ordinary days also become blurred in memory.Just like when I recalled my freshman year, I couldn't remember many things.For example, I can’t remember when Wu Bao started to be single, when Tang Lin started to stay out at night, when Li Kang started to be inseparable from me. In the past, he only pestered me occasionally to make trouble. It buzzed around my ears like a fly, and the most frightening thing was that I seemed to enjoy Li Kang's buzzing.

University life is absolutely enjoyable at the beginning, but it will get boring after a long time, and I feel super boring at this time.I can't just go on like this, I just signed up for the computer rank exam during this time.

I asked Li Kang: "Are you going to apply for the computer grade test?"

He gave me a damn look: "I don't want to read any more in my life."

I laughed, this kid told me more than once that the college entrance examination was a sin he made in his previous life, and he paid off the debt in this life.It seems that the high school life has been oppressed, and the psychological shadow has seriously affected the child's way of thinking.

Since I signed up for the computer rank test, my life has been enriched. In addition to the courses arranged by the school every day, I also have computer classes in extracurricular remedial classes.Although he was busy, he felt at ease in his heart. When he was busy, he would not think about other things, not about Jiang Yiming's indifference and his unrequited love for Jiang Yiming.I'm happier when I'm busy than when I'm idle. Why do I abuse myself like this?Of course those who still practiced are happy, alas!

Classes and classes are over every day, and the schoolbag is filled with messy notes, and I am in a hurry every day.

The final exam came as scheduled, and I started busy with the exam again.I remembered that when I first entered college, I heard someone say: In college, elective courses should be compulsory, and compulsory courses should be passed.I am very glad that I took this sentence as someone's fart at the time and didn't really believe it, so I was able to cope with it during the exam.Li Kang believed this sentence and had a great time playing every day.When I told him: There are two weeks left in the exam.Ya's sleepy eyes said to me: Help me occupy a seat in the study room.I told him again: the exam is only one week away.He played World of Warcraft and said: Go to self-study tomorrow, remember to bring me a midnight snack when you come back tonight.I told him again: The exam is tomorrow!Li Kang asked: Which subject will be tested tomorrow?Therefore, it turned out that Li Kang failed not only one subject, but three subjects.When the class teacher came to the dormitory to look for Li Kang in a rage, this guy was still sleeping. I shook him awake and pointed to the class teacher outside the door, and he rubbed his eyes in surprise.

Jiang Yiming also failed the exam. I know this kid is different from Li Kang.Since Jiang Yiming broke up in love, he often went to class in a daze, and after class, he played basketball until the sky was dark.He smiles so brightly when he is playing, I think he should also learn to play?In this way, maybe he will smile so brightly at me.After Jiang Yiming failed the course, he was in a hurry to prepare for the make-up exam. This course will not be learned in a short time. The teacher took a lot of notes during the class.I pretended to find the notes in class by accident, and then pretended to be excited and said to Jiang Yiming: "Hey! What a coincidence, I still have the notes from last semester. Do you want it?" Of course I expected him to ask for it.He also thanked me happily, and I patted him on the shoulder: "Be polite to my brother!"

The start of the new semester means that the computer test is coming soon, so I am busy with self-study every day.Whenever Jiang Yiming went out to review, I always wanted to call him to wait for me, but I couldn't say it every time.Hey, it's a normal thing, even ordinary classmates would do it, but I still can't do it, it seems that saying this sentence is like saying I love you.Sometimes I would follow behind him to see which study room he entered, and I would also sneak in through the back door to find a good position where I could see the boy's back.

If it was just the beginning of university, I think I would try my best to maintain a good relationship with Jiang Yiming.I often wonder if time will turn back?It would be nice if it flowed backwards.Back in time to the day when Jiang Yiming asked me how old I was, I would put my arms around his shoulders with a smile and say: I am two months older than you, call me brother!Or go back in time to the night of the first meeting, I would say: Jiang Yiming, you have a bad stomach, I will drink this glass of wine for you.Or turn the time back to the first semester of freshman year, when Jiang Yiming fell in love, I would say: It's no big deal, and the buddies in our dormitory will accompany you!

Time will not turn back after all, so Jiang Yiming and I are still strangers.