Tianxiong and Zhibing

In the autumn of 2005, there was nothing special about it. It was as late as in previous years, and there was a patter of autumn rain, which made people troubled.

After the Mid-Autumn Festival, Wang Tianxiong celebrated his 33rd birthday. Finally, he couldn't stand up to his mother's tears. He hurriedly married a woman he had only met a few times, and tried every means to make this woman conceive a child. Never had sex with the poor woman again, not even once.

Wang Tianxiong lived in a cage he woven with his own hands, and his life was oppressive and dull. He didn't understand how his life could be like this, but he was powerless to resist, and he didn't know what the result of the resistance was.He only knows that what he likes in his heart is a man, and what he desires in his heart is also a man, but he must live in reality.

That year, Ang Lee's "Brokeback Mountain" was released in the United States, which caused quite a stir.Wang Tianxiong has heard others mention this movie, but he has not seen it yet. His homosexual enlightenment education started from "Lan Yu" shown in the video hall on the street. He was once moved by the characters in the play and secretly liked it. Liu Ye, especially the scene where Lan Yu had a car accident, moved him to tears.But in Wang Tianxiong's life dictionary, the word love has never appeared. To be precise, he has never met anyone who makes his heart move, so he keeps wandering in the world of both sexes.

In fact, for a married man's love, there is really nothing to say. Any sincere relationship is worthy of respect, but it is difficult to tell clearly who is right and who is wrong for this kind of emotion that lives in "latency".As long as the person concerned feels good, the premise is not to hurt too many people.In fact, the final outcome is often that you either hurt the person who loves you, or you are hurt by the person you love. The only solution is to divorce and return to the way of life that comrades should have.

Every day, Wang Tianxiong works and lives step by step. From the company to home, and then from home to the company, life is like plain water. The only happy thing is that the child is about to be born. This upcoming little life is probably the only one in this life. happy.My wife is always standing on the sidelines, she is a relatively introverted woman, she is unwilling to ask for anything, and she will pretend to be loving in front of outsiders.

"You are so happy to give birth to a child for your old Wang's family. You stare at his belly every day. Why don't you care about the child's mother?"

"I don't care about you anymore. I have delicious food and drink all day long, and I don't let you do housework. Doesn't that count as caring?"

"You are concerned about me, you are clearly concerned about the child in my stomach"

"Of course they are all concerned. Only by maintaining a good mood can a pregnant woman give birth to a healthy baby. If you have anything to say, I will do it."

"Did you help me find out about my brother's job search?"

"Well, I've already inquired about it. The personnel department said that it's the end of the year and there is no recruitment plan. There will be no recruitment until March or April next year. I will talk to the personnel department at that time, and I will definitely get him in."

"That's about the same. You, brother-in-law, can't count your words. My mother's family is waiting for your news. If you can't handle it, I'll be ashamed to face others."

"Okay, I know the size"

Living in a marriage without love, there will always be a feeling that life is worse than death, but after a long time, there will also be a feeling of letting go, anyway, if you can't die, just live.

Wang Tianxiong's mother can see her son's pain, and often persuades him: "Mom knows, you are not satisfied with Chunling, I forced you to get married, but now that you have children, you should treat her better. The growth of the child is also good."

"I know, I'm working on it"

"You have to know that it takes a lot of determination for a woman to bear a child for a man. If Chunling doesn't like you, how can she be willing to give birth to you?"

"Ok, I know"

Wang Tianxiong also knew that what his mother said made sense, but when it came time to put it into practice, he found it very difficult.He lives in an invisible net, and it is painful to open his eyes and close his eyes. Deep down in his heart, he longs for someone to save him and help him out of the sea of ​​suffering.Even if it's just once, that's fine.

When that person finally appeared, Wang Tianxiong's eyes became a little nearsighted.

His name is Xiao Renjie. He is a new college student in the company. He is handsome and full of vigor. He is very polite when he sees everyone. them.Soon after, all kinds of news about Xiao Renjie became the main topic of their leisure time.Even the young girl at the front desk in the company likes him very much, she always treats him tenderly, and stares blankly at his back as he goes away, like a nympho.In short, this handsome guy quickly conquered the hearts of many people in a very short period of time.

However, it didn't take long for everyone to discover a pattern.Xiao Renjie is so polite to everyone, and his kindness to others is only at the polite stage, but he never has an affair with anyone. Over time, some women who can't get it will hold grudges, and even start to envy Xiao Renjie. Closer girls.

For example, the girl at the front desk regards Yi Fangfang as her biggest rival in love, because Yi Fangfang and Xiao Renjie are in the same department, and they are slightly attractive and single and unmarried. This is simply the biggest thorn in her side.

One day, the girl at the front desk intentionally left a message for a very important meeting, and told Yi Fangfang until it was almost past time, which made her unable to attend the meeting in time, and was severely criticized by the leader. I don't even know that I have suffered this injustice for nothing.In fact, she really likes Xiao Renjie, but Luo Hua is intentional, Liu Shui is ruthless, Xiao Renjie only maintains a colleague relationship with her, and can't get any closer.

At first, Wang Tianxiong didn't notice Xiao Renjie, he only knew that he was a rather handsome college student who was in different departments and didn't have much contact with him.

At the end of the year, the company held a 10th anniversary celebration. Xiao Renjie came over with a glass of wine, and called out "Minister Wang, come to cheers", and suddenly shortened the distance between each other. I don't know if it was because of the lighting, or because he drank some wine The reason, anyway, seeing the smiling Xiao Renjie at that moment, Wang Tianxiong was a little fascinated all of a sudden, and couldn't help but be infected by the vigor and sunshine exuding from Xiao Renjie.

He drank the wine that Xiao Renjie handed over, and at the same time was poisoned by him, a seed secretly germinated in his heart.Xiao Renjie's white teeth and dimples when he smiles are really charming. No wonder all the Obasans in the company covet him.He also saw that the party branch secretary, a middle-aged aunt, took Xiao Renjie's hand and insisted on persuading him to join the party. When he spoke, he refused to let go. The nature of this was too obvious.

"Today's scene is really lively, it's the first time for me to participate in this kind of event," said Xiao Renjie

"Yes, similar activities were held during the fifth anniversary celebrations before, but it was not as big as today's scene."

"Minister Wang, how many years have you worked in the company?"

"I have been here since the establishment of the factory. I am the first batch of college students assigned, and I am the oldest employee."

"Then you have to learn more from your seniors, you have to teach us well"

"I'm nothing. Your group of college students are all graduated from prestigious universities. The situation is completely different from when we first entered the factory. We just came here and everything is new. Now the foundation is so good. As long as you work hard, Will get a chance soon”

"is it?"

"I see that everyone likes you very much"

"Where is it?" Xiao Renjie was a little shy and turned his head away on purpose.

"Of course it is. Yi Fangfang from your department treats you so kindly and praises you in front of us all day long."

"Don't listen to her, she's talking nonsense"

For Wang Tianxiong, he is the middle-level manager of the company, and there are many opportunities to talk to Xiao Renjie, and if he wants to approach him on purpose, he also has the opportunity.But he knows a little bit that "rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest", although he also likes Xiao Renjie a little bit in his heart, after all, he doesn't know if he is gay or if he likes himself.

In this way, life passed quickly, and Wang Tianxiong and Xiao Renjie became acquainted a lot.Regarding Xiao Renjie's love experience, there will be several versions circulated from time to time, and everyone does not take it to heart.

Until one day, the company organized employees to go hiking in the suburbs. Halfway through the climb, Wang Tianxiong received an important call from a customer. He communicated the details of a contract with the customer on the phone. Xiao Renjie's cell phone called.It was a new Nokia mobile phone. I don’t know what model it is. It has a camera. It happened that Wang Tianxiong also wanted to change to a mobile phone with a camera function recently, so he tried to take a photo with Xiao Renjie’s mobile phone and felt the effect. not bad.

When Wang Tianxiong was looking at the photos in his mobile phone, he accidentally found some other photos of himself. He was very surprised. In those photos, some of them were looking at documents by himself, and some were in meetings. I don’t know when Xiao Renjie secretly taking pictures.He asked Xiao Renjie: "Why is there a photo of me in your phone?"

Xiao Renjie seemed to have remembered something, grabbed the phone and ran away like the wind.

After this incident, Wang Tianxiong paid more attention to Xiao Renjie, and sometimes he would suddenly think of him when he went home to watch TV.What the hell is this handsome guy doing? Thinking of this, a smile appeared on his face, and he shook his head again.Seeing his appearance, his wife said strangely, "You are sick. You are giggling and shaking your head alone at home."

"Really, am I like this?"

"If you have this spare time, think about my brother's work carefully."

"Here it is again, are you bothered?"

People often say that liking someone doesn't make sense.But it really makes sense to pursue it.Wang Tianxiong likes Xiao Renjie because he is handsome and personable.