brother in love with brother

Later, when we were parting, I wanted to go shopping for those who wanted to go shopping, those who wanted to watch movies, and those who had nothing to do would go to school. I made excuses and said that I was going to do some shopping, "It's all right, why don't I go with you." Song

"It's okay, don't worry, you'd better go and accompany your siblings." I, Song is the most careful one among us in life.

"That's fine, take care, call me if you need anything."

"Don't worry." I

As I said that, I walked towards our so-called home, walking slowly, without taking the bus, walking among the crowd...

I opened the door, didn't change my shoes, just lay quietly on the bed, smelled the smell of my little brother left on the bed, thought that he slept with me in the morning, and went shopping with other people in the afternoon, that chilling feeling ah.

If it was a year ago, if he was looking for a girl, I would absolutely support him, even if I didn't want to.But now, just when I thought we would be together, he chose a girl again, isn't it funny?Sometimes I really feel that I am super stupid. Others are having fun, but I am hurting myself, shit~~~! ! ! ! !

I looked at the ceiling and stared blankly for 3 hours.Didn't go back to school until 08:30 in the evening.

Not long after I got back to school, my younger brother called, he hesitated and answered. "Brother, how are you doing today?" There was no difference in his tone, and he felt the same as usual, feeling that he was not worried about Xin's problems or my problems.

Instantly felt that he was so strange, this is the little brother I know?I still said calmly, "It's okay." I didn't ask any questions, and I didn't care, which was very different from usual, but, do I still have to listen to his excuses?

He also felt the coldness of my tone, and I just walked to the door of the dormitory, "I have something to do, hang up."

I sorted out my emotions, swiped my card and entered the dormitory.

We didn't contact each other the next day, but the teacher called and asked me if I was out to play. I said no, knowing that I was free, so I was asked to help in the laboratory in the next two days.

I don't know what to do. Regarding our relationship, I want to think about it carefully, and there is no need to rush to the sky, but we have been together for a long time, and the relationship is really deep. Personally, I feel that the relationship will either grow or fade with time. , Therefore, life is very important, and for the younger brother, I am the former kind.

And he didn't call me for the next few days until after 5 pm on the 10th when the leave was accepted.

"Brother, what's the matter with you, are you okay these days?" He asked

"Well, I'm busy, helping the teacher with things." I

"Are you so busy that you don't have time to call me?" He... We were all silent for a while.

"Little brother, if you want to leave, I won't force you." I don't know why I suddenly made up my mind to say this.

"Ah, you...why...ask like that." There was a visibly trembling in his voice.

"You can tell me after you decide." I hung up the phone after finishing speaking.Instantly felt depressed, alas~! !

He keeps sending me messages asking me why?It makes me feel cold.

For the next two days, I didn't answer his calls, and his message was still asking me why I said that, and I finally replied angrily, "Xiang brother, let's separate, and we don't have to face so much in the future, so hard .Love that Xin, sorry, I broke my promise. '

'Brother, you know?you listen to me explain' him

I wasn't replying to his message. I was afraid that I would regret it in the next second, so I turned off the phone.

Although he kept sending messages on QQ, I didn't respond. I turned off the computer, put on earplugs, turned the volume up, and listened to "Zhang San's Song", lying on the bed, and the brothers in the dormitory told me to I didn't hear it, and they thought I was asleep, so they didn't bother me anymore. This song seems to be written for our comrades.

'I want to take you everywhere to fly around the world to see there is no trouble, no sadness, free and happy body and mind, forget the pain, forget the place, we set off to wander together, although we don't have luxurious mansions and beautiful clothes, but our hearts are full of hope, we want to fly there Take a look at the world from a far away place, the world is not so bleak, let's fly to that far away place and look at the world, the world is still full of light'