embrace the memory of youth

After the meal, Gao Ji took the initiative to ask to clean up the mess. When he was busy in the kitchen, Lin Qingping signaled me to go out with his eyes, and I followed behind him. , he is very knowledgeable, even if he is strongly dissatisfied in his heart, he is willing to create opportunities for me and Lin Qingping.

Walking on the road, Lin Qingping forcibly pulled my hand into his. I tilted my head and glanced at him with a very satisfied expression. I didn't intend to break the atmosphere. I did as he wanted. The outside is quieter than the urban area. Many, vaguely, a few pedestrians passed by us, and then waited behind us and muttered: Look at the two big men holding hands; several times I tried to break free from his hand in embarrassment, but the strength became even worse. His meaning.

"This feeling is really good," Lin Qingping said in the silence.

I smiled lightly and did not respond to him, and then he said, "No matter how difficult the road ahead of Xiaoyu is, I hope to accompany you all the way."

"Lin Qingping"

"kindness"

"Do you know? You are such an excellent person, and you are considerate to others. I feel that I am lucky enough to meet you because of the blessings I cultivated in my previous life. But if there is no Liu Bing, we must go with the flow when we are together. Say I don't like you, it must be a lie, you have touched me every day after several months of getting along, even the hard-hearted have already softened their hearts, I know that my love is still there, and he is sure of it Loving me, it’s just that fate tricks people, love each other but can’t stay together, this is the biggest joke God made on me, but I don’t complain, because we already have a life to pay for us.” I can’t go on talking here, Stopped, then turned around and hugged him and said "I'm sorry, I really don't want to betray my love, because of me, he has lost too much"

He stretched out his arms and hugged me and said, "Idiot, you tend to think too complicatedly, love doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, and it's still selfish. The one in your mouth knows that you are living so depressed, and he must feel uncomfortable. Don't worry, I will be fine. Treat you, forever, as long as you want"

"I know you can do what you said, but I can't even imagine tomorrow. Maybe you think I'm cowardly, but love really hurts people's hearts. He and I are an example." I said helplessly.

He let go of me and grabbed my hand and said "Take you somewhere"

"Where are you going?" I asked suspiciously, and he replied "I'll know when I get there."

Ten minutes later, we arrived at an empty place, it was pitch black, and there was no scenery at all. Then he yelled and did not come out to help. Zhou Yuan appeared with a torch in his hand, and lit a heart-shaped pattern made of candles on the ground. , The lights flashed to the sky in an instant, a word Yu and a word Qing came into view in the middle of the heart shape, I seemed to be frozen in place, and I was moved to tears.

Then Lin Qingping took out a bouquet of roses from nowhere, walked up to me, knelt down on one knee, took out a gold ring from his pocket with his left hand, and said in his mouth, "Xiaoyu, I love you, please give it to me once." chance, let me love you well"

I stood quietly and looked at him. I knew that once I accepted it, I would forget Liu Bing. Otherwise, it would be too unfair to him, but it would be unfair to Liu Bing. I hope that time will go back and I will not meet him. I have no intention of rejecting such a good man, but I can't accept it.

"Brother Liu, you should quickly take the ring from my father," Zhou Yuan said impatiently.

"I...give me time, I'm really sorry, now..."

"It's okay, I'll wait, but you take the ring, no one else will think of you except me." After Lin Qingping finished speaking, he stood up slowly, and then put the ring on my hand. Only then did I notice the ring on his hand. The ring I wear is the same as the one I gave it to me.

"That's right, dad, second dad, you must be happy." Zhou Yuan turned to smile and said, I turned to him and said, "I'm not that old, don't bark."

Lin Qingping said, "It means I'm getting old"

"No, I didn't mean that, what I meant...forget it, I won't say it." They laughed every time they saw me talking, and I also laughed because their laughter infected my tears.

At noon on New Year's Eve, Lin Qingping said that everyone went to the temple to worship after lunch, but the old lady refused to go because her legs and feet were inconvenient. , This is the first time I feel sorry for that handsome man. I don't know what happened to them. As far as I know Lin Qingping, he is not the kind of person who holds grudges, and Zhou Yuan is also very disgusted with Gao Ji. Reveal half a sentence.

In order to take care of me this time, Lin Qingping did not choose the small path up the mountain, but took the big road instead. For his careful care, in front of Gao Ji, I can only thank him from the bottom of my heart.

After a journey of 10 minutes, I finally arrived at the temple where I had been away for several months. The fragrance of offerings from the temple is still so good, and the fallen leaves on the branches have long since disappeared. However, the flow of people is not as scarce as last time, and people come and go to worship .

"Master, we are here to see you!" Lin Qingping yelled towards a room door after entering the temple.

The master we met last time came out slowly, everyone saluted politely, and then Zhou Yuan wanted to call his mother, but swallowed the words back, but the master saw Zhou Yuan was a little excited, and his eyes finally revealed the love of mother and child .

After three o'clock in the afternoon, the master will have an afternoon class. Lin Qingping and Zhou Yuan quickly blended in. As for Gao Ji, he should be putting on airs, but he still looks good. I am the only one who has no thoughts. At that time, I retreated from the temple and walked to the bamboo greens of the last time. The bamboo greens in winter are not as lush as last time, but it is a different scene.

I was sitting on the rock where Lin Qingping was back to back last time, only to realize that Lin Qingping was growing like a seed in my heart, but he was always covered under Liu Bing's luxuriant tree. Sweeping across the skin, the golden ring on the finger was shining in the eyes, I closed my eyes slightly, Lin Qingping's face kept turning in my mind, I laughed, laughing at myself for being so vulnerable, I started to shake my mind so quickly thought.

Suddenly I felt someone push me from behind, my center of gravity was unstable, my whole body threw forward, and my face hit the ground heavily, thankfully the stone was not high, and there were weeds and dead branches on the ground, so I wouldn’t break myself , I heard a voice before I even came to my senses, "Oh, why did you fall, you deserve it"

I got up slowly, and saw Gao Ji gloating on the rock. I looked around and saw no trace of Lin Qingping and Zhou Yuan. It seemed that he followed me out not long after I came out. I stared at him fiercely, rubbing the quilt The place where I fell in pain, then turned around and was about to leave, but he stopped me from behind, "Where are you going, you fell down and wanted to frame me?"

"Remember what you did today, I will definitely repay you twice," I said calmly without turning my head.

"It's up to you, I can warn you, leave Qingping, otherwise the next time it won't be as simple as falling like today"

I sneered and said "You don't have any qualifications to ask me"

"Be as good as that bitch, with a sharp mouth, but I will make you like him in the end." After he finished speaking, I turned my head and stared at him, then stretched out the hand wearing the ring and said, "I never took Such a warm gift, and it’s no wonder that Lin Qingping is careful, he only held my hand two or three times, and the size I bought is just right.”

He jumped off the rock and grabbed my hand and said "take it off for me, you don't deserve to wear this"

I shook off his hand and pushed him away vigorously and said, "It's not up to you to say whether you deserve it or not. I have nothing to do with Brother Lin. Since you want to match us up so much, I will do what you want."

He rushed in front of me, raised his hand, and slapped me across the face, cursing, "Damn bastard, you better not show your strength in front of me, or you will be rewarded."

How could I let him bully me? I slapped him in the face with a backhand. He obviously didn't expect me to do such a thing. He was stunned. Then I turned and left the bamboo forest and walked towards the temple, while he was still cursing behind my back. I haven't heard it very clearly, maybe the war between me and him has begun.