bear hand

After another burst of ups and downs, Haotian had already fallen asleep with me in his arms.There was a whining sound from his mouth, and his cry just now was quite attractive.However, I clearly remember that when I was with him, I was still thinking about Lu Chen, but Lu Chen already had his own life, so it was impossible for me to bother him.It's true that love is selfish, and I didn't give up my lover selflessly, but the reality is like this, I don't need to let him guard someone I don't love, his pain will only make me more uncomfortable.

Looking at the sleeping Haotian, I feel a little bit sorry.Maybe my decision today was a wrong decision, but when I planned to be with Ye Qiang, I just wanted to see Haotian again.It's just that I didn't expect me to develop so quickly with him, so I gave myself to someone I like in a daze.But the person I love in my heart is not him. I don't know when I will forget Lu Chen, maybe I will never forget him.

Me: "Haotian, I'm sorry"

I kissed Haotian and fell asleep with my arms around him. His body was very warm and comfortable.

Early the next morning, it was already noon when I got up from bed, and Haotian was not in bed anymore. The intense exercise last night made me very uncomfortable, and I didn't recover after sleeping all night.I took out the mobile phone that Haotian gave me from my pocket, and sent a text message to my brother-in-law, telling him that I am safe, and helping my mother tell them that I am looking for a job in XX.I should be very worried that my parents didn't hear from me yesterday, maybe my sister is even more worried, let my brother-in-law tell them.After sending the text message, I also thought about it, I should find a job, I can't rely on Haotian like this all the time, no matter how rich he is, it's not mine, it's always uncomfortable to spend it.

Coming out of the bedroom, Haotian was watching TV in front of the sofa.

Haotian: "Get up, you must have been exhausted last night."

Me: "Looks like you didn't enjoy yourself last night."

Haotian: "Then let's do it again"

Me: "...do you have anything to eat?"

Haotian: "It's on the table"

A pack of KFC was put there, I was very hungry, I just took a hamburger and ate it, and discussed with Haotian while eating.

Me: "I want to go out and get a job."

Haotian: "What's the matter? Afraid I can't support you?"

Me: "I just don't want to be a useless person."

Haotian: "I like ambition, but what can you do?"

He talked about my sore spots, yeah, what can a criminal who graduated from high school do?

I have no idea……"

Haotian: "It's hard to find a job in your situation. I'm not talking about you, you may not even be able to maintain the most basic life now."

Me: "I still have strength"

Haotian: "Do coolies? 5 yuan an hour? Let's just stay at home and be a man and woman. The money is up to me."

Me: "Hey, I can't go as an MB. Anyway, I know this city before, and there are quite a lot of bears."

Haotian: "Don't even think about it..."

Me: "Selling meat is better than selling physical strength, I'll buy you a big blow-up doll with the first money I make."

Haotian: "...do you really want to find a job?"

Me: "En."

Haotian: "...Forget it, I'll ask my friend, there should be a shortage of people in his company."

Me: "En."

Haotian: "But if you want to be an MB so much, you'll get 200 yuan first."

I:"……"