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I don't know how long I slept, but for the first time in two years, I didn't dream about Lu Chen.It was also the first time that I slept so deeply. Looking out the window, it was the sea.It seems that it is not far from the city that the monkey mentioned. I didn't think about Lu Chen anymore. Now as a person who loves him, all I can do is to leave him far away and not affect his life.I know I can't forget him, but all I can do is try not to think about him.

Ye Qiang has been sitting in front and looking out the window, not knowing what to think, and U Xiong has been driving, neither of them said a word, just like Haotian and monkeys before.Haotian! ! , By the way, how is Haotian doing now?

Me: "Brother, do you know the whereabouts of Lin Haotian?"

U Bear stopped the car and startled me.

U Bear: "Haotian...he is dead"

Me: "How is it possible??? What's going on!!"

U Xiong: "You should know about his escape"

I know……"

U Xiong: "I was the one who picked him up. We changed cars on the way, and when we got to the third car, we were spotted by the police. He got out of the car and let us go first. He ran up a mountain by himself, and was finally surrounded. Jumped off the cliff and died."

Me: "... how is it possible"

U Bear gave me his mobile phone: "Look for yourself"

It was a piece of news, I looked carefully, and the photos posted on it were so bad that I couldn’t see my face clearly, but the dress was definitely Haotian’s, and there was blood stains from my nosebleed on the left collar.Head dizzy for a while, slumped in the car.Knowing two bad news in one day, Haotian also left me, Ye Qiang must have known about it long ago.If Ye Qiang went out with him back then, with his skill, he would definitely be able to escape with Haotian, Haotian... I think back, he took care of me so much in prison, but died because of me.I am the Sangmen star, whoever gets close to me will be unlucky, so is Haotian, and so is my brother-in-law.What's the point of my life.

Me: "Stop..."

U Bear: "Go to the toilet?"

Me: "Ye Qiang, come down with me, I have something to tell you"

I went down first, Ye Qiang looked at me, opened the car door and got down.Facing the sea, the sea breeze is very comfortable on the body.

Me: "...Brother Qiang, let's go"

Ye Qiang: "What's wrong?"

Me: "I want to end here, I don't want to drag you down anymore, even if I leave with you now, I don't have any ability to make money, I don't want to drag you down anymore, I'm a broom star, whoever gets close will be unlucky, You are good people. So I don’t want to feel sorry for you, Haotian’s death was caused by me, let me pay him back, at least I can still be with him in that world, and… I love him”

Ye Qiang looked at me, without the expression I thought, very calm and smiling.