[Call for Papers] Fan Notes

Chapter 7 Mother's Appearance

Father's notes about mother are very few. Fortunately, there are memories of mother behind him. It seems that in father's notes, mother is still yearning for the two of them. I don't think my mother would mind, because I don't know how precious something is until I lose it, and I don't know how many regrets and tears I have to use to make up for it.

As the age increases, people of the same age are already married. Compared with single older youths, father and Uncle Li are both "stand out from the crowd". They are considered excellent men, and they have never had many suitors. Excuses can not only last for a long time, whether you like to live alone, or you already like someone in your heart, but that person must only appear in a world that only belongs to two people.Father and Uncle Li didn't know much about the gay circle, but they didn't enter this circle. In their words, they needed to get married and have children. They didn't belong to this circle, they just belonged to each other.

The self-deprecating days of Father and Uncle Li are destined not to last long, because from the beginning of their relationship, they are doomed to have a painful separation, but they resolutely embarked on this path, maybe they never asked each other when they were together. Forever and ever, as long as two people sleep on the same bed today, they don't have to explain the separation tomorrow.

Apart from love, the most irresistible thing in this world is family affection.At that time, grandma was the only relative of father. Grandpa passed away early. One can imagine the burden on grandma's shoulders, but she is not a complaining woman. What she is looking forward to is my arrival. She thinks that father is a Good son, she thinks her daughter-in-law is my mother.

The mother fell in love with the father so desperately. I think there is one reason that dominates, that is, the father saved the mother's life.My mother is a woman from a fisherman's family, and she often goes to the ferry in Baijia Town to deliver meals to my grandfather.The water in Baijia Town rises every summer, which is naturally due to the release of water from the upstream reservoir.When the reservoir is filled with water, there will be fish. Grandpa is an expert fisherman in the town. Because it is troublesome to go back and forth to eat at noon, my mother was in high school at the time, and there was nothing to do at home during the summer vacation. This job was handed over to my mother. , and the mother, as the elder of the family, is naturally duty-bound. My younger siblings are too young, and it is naturally unsafe for children to play with water.

That day, my father happened to have lunch early and went to the river to fish. My mother walked behind my father, maybe because I said a few more words, maybe because my mother had the feelings of a girl at that time, and she didn't want to kick her. Stepping on the loose mud, the whole person fell into the river. The river was very deep and my mother couldn't swim, so my father jumped into the water immediately.

Fortunately, there was a tree that fell into the river on the bank. My father grabbed the tree and rescued my mother. According to my mother's recollection, my father was so scared that he cried at that time, and even gave his mother his first kiss. The artificial respiration taught, but the father who had never tried it didn't know if it was right.

The father's hand pressed hard on the mother's stomach until the mother spit out a few mouthfuls of water, and finally came back to life, and from that moment on, the mother had given her heart to her father.The first man to kiss her, the first man to touch her belly, the first man to pull her back from hell.

The father has love for the mother, and the most loving kind may be brother-sister love.When my mother graduated from university, she returned to Baijia Town. Because my father was studying for a postgraduate entrance examination and my grandmother was not in good health, my mother took on the responsibility of taking care of my grandmother. In the eyes of my grandmother, even everyone in Baijia Town In her eyes, the mother is already the daughter-in-law of the Bai family, and the only thing missing is a certificate, or a wedding.

Grandma's health finally appeared, and my father had to rush back, kneeling down in front of grandma in the hospital bed, and also kneeling down in front of mother.My father wanted to take my grandma to his place many times, but my grandma only had one condition, that is, to marry my mother, and she could live anywhere.

At that time, grandma knew that she could not procrastinate any longer, otherwise she would feel sorry for her mother, because the tuition fees of father during school were all paid by mother to grandma, and then grandma would hand it over to father.Grandma said a word: She can live without my father, but she absolutely cannot live without my mother. She owes my mother too much in her life.

"Is there a woman you like outside?" Grandma asked his father. At this moment, she is the master of his father's fate, because she can choose not to eat or drink, while his father can only kneel aside. It seems that grandma can talk to him. a gift.

"No."

"Do you like Jing Qing?"

"like me……"

The father wanted to say what kind of liking the younger sister was.

"I'm getting married tomorrow. I just want to hug my grandson. If not, I can just hug my grandson. Give me a grandson. You can go as far as you want." Grandma was really angry, and she burst into tears.

In this way, my father and mother got married, and my father resigned from the university. He stayed in Baijia Town exclusively, and began to work as a physical education teacher in the town to accompany his grandmother and mother. However, this was a kind of torment for his father. , It is a kind of condemnation of conscience, he often smokes and drinks dull wine alone facing the distance, mother knows, father is not happy.

Fortunately, my appearance brought more joy and laughter to the family that had not been seen for a long time, and grandma seemed to have waited for the best consummation in her life, and finally let go when she hugged me one day, and I lay in her arms, No crying.

It was only gradually that the family began to struggle, and my mother began to encourage my father to go out and find a job that could really support the family.My mother didn't regret the decision at that time. If there was a father's bondage outside, then she and me in his arms were enough to become a kind of father's bondage.Who is the person who knows my father best in this world?Then this person is either Uncle Li or the mother. It can be said that they are equally divided, and the father does not understand himself, otherwise the irreparable tragedy that followed would not have happened.

My mother's natal family, my grandparents, uncles and aunts also admire my father, because there are not many high-achieving students in Baijia Town. In their eyes, mother is happy. A woman who graduated from a college can marry a person like my father. What I used to say about my mother being an idiot has turned into envy and jealousy. It’s just that my mother’s heart is tied to my father and me, and I don’t have much time to pay attention to her brothers and sisters. For their complaints, my mother also smiled. However, the pain in the mother's heart may only be clear to her.

ps——

Say nothing, you know.