[Call for Papers] Fan Notes

Chapter 12 Fire in Paper

As time goes by, my father's salary is getting richer and richer, my mother misses my father more and more, and my father misses me more and more naturally.Finally, after a phone call, my mother took me on the train to Haizhou, and embarked on a road that I could never turn back.If mother was given another chance to choose, would mother still be so eager to grow a pair of wings and fly to father's side without hesitation?Some things will never have a second chance to choose, because the first choice, they think that is the best choice.

My mother is not a beautiful woman, but she is definitely a woman with temperament, and she is also a smart woman, but this smartness can only be used in her dealings with others. Once it is related to her and her husband's emotions, she will also going to be silly.

From his father's notes, we can see his sadness and helplessness, and he was even embarrassed, because he felt that he was sorry for two people, his mother and Uncle Li.I don't know how long my father endured this kind of contradictory torment. After many times of hasty, my mother finally started to complain. She even began to pay attention to her father's body. This man with broad shoulders and even six-pack abs Man, why can't he enjoy the pleasure of sex with him? Could it be that there is something wrong with his father's body?

His father thought of his mother as Uncle Li when he had to have sex every week. This practice made him feel guilty, but he really couldn't find a better way. He even closed his eyes sometimes, but once his father He still called out Shang Quan, which was Uncle Li's name.

"Shang Quan, who is Shang Quan?"

"The bright moon shines among the pine trees, and the clear spring stone flows upwards. Who do you say is Shang Quan?" Father smiled. This is the commentary he had prepared for a long time, and it finally came in handy.

My mother smiled, her name is Jing Qing, and her favorite poet is Wang Wei, and what my father just recited were the two lines she especially loved. My heart turned out to be happy, as if I was really on the bluestone among the pine forests, letting the bright moon shine in, and letting the clear spring flow on my body.Because this time, my father clearly took the initiative a lot.

I don’t know that sex is an indispensable way of emotional pleasure between many couples, and it is also an indispensable way of emotional verification among gays. In the end, my father was sent to the hospital by his mother. Of course, his father did not go with his mother. He is a face-saving He is also a person who knows that there is nothing wrong with his body, but his sexual orientation is getting more and more deviant. Naturally, he took Uncle Li to go for the checkup.

Father and mother were together, and Uncle Li agreed, or in Uncle Li's eyes, he felt that if it wasn't for his appearance, father would have married and had children with mother and lived for the rest of his life.Uncle Li has a broad mind, so broad that he can make any sacrifices for his father, even if it is a joke from his father, even a joke like wanting to eat mulberry, Uncle Li can go to several supermarkets to find and release for his father. To the freezer where two people live.I think this is also the reason why my father likes Uncle Li more and more, because Uncle Li has too much sadness in his heart, because Uncle Li looks more and more afraid of losing his father when he looks at his father, but he is the kind of person who cherishes today's morning instead of retaining tomorrow dusk.

The detail that bothers my father the most is that every time the two of them are passionate, Uncle Li will always ensure that his father's lower body is cleaned well, no matter whether he has time or not. The body was clean and sent home, which belonged to the man and his wife that Uncle Li liked.

For being able to spend time with his father, Uncle Li naturally cherishes it. The two have their own jobs, and the father has his own family, and Uncle Li has never missed his father's request, no matter what time it is what reason.

The result of the examination was taken by my father, and he took it home together. I don’t know what was on my father’s mind that day or how to explain why I was in good health but sluggish on the bed?He saw that his examination results were all healthy, although he really hoped that it said impotence and premature ejaculation, he didn't have to care about these, as long as he could deceive his wife.

Maybe the moment my father came home and saw me was happy, happy enough to make him forget all the unpleasant things, but he would definitely become careless.Because my mother saw another inspection report, which belonged to Uncle Li, and there were three large characters of Li Shangquan on it.

"Why do you have two inspection reports? The inspection results are exactly the same." The careful mother has already detected a hint of danger.

"How is it possible, he is infertile, so I dragged him over to check with me to see if all these years of treatment have cured him."

At that moment, my father thought of the infertile Uncle Li, the healthy Uncle Li, and the fact that the class committee and his students were separated because they had families. He understood that infertility was caused by Uncle Li. A lie, maybe a lie that even Uncle Li himself has forgotten.

At night, when his mother teased his father, his father was indifferent, his heart was full of Uncle Li, and he seemed to have discovered that his mother knew about Uncle Li, because what his mother looked at him was no longer the old resentment and love, but instead guesses and questions.

"I like men." The father finally dropped this heavy bomb, which destroyed the seemingly happy family. "Jing Qing, let's get a divorce."

That night, my mother cried all night while holding me, who was five years old, while my father smoked cigarettes all night in the living room, and it seemed that the culprit of all this was my godfather, that is, Li Shangquan, even though he Appeared in my family with an unfamiliar name, but the smart mother still guessed it, but from the moment she got married, the word divorce was erased from her dictionary, so the crying mother looked at the sleeping I still have the father who can't see through, she must do something to protect this family and let this man return to him.

That night was also the first time that my mother knew about homosexuality and gays; that night, my mother's life began to turn; that night was destined to be the beginning of all unhappiness.

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The sad story begins...