Suona sound deep in the mountains

Let’s say that I abandoned my home without hesitation, and left the house with only a few clothes I changed and washed every day, and came to the entrance of the village. I thought I was a man, and the world was so big that I could settle down anywhere.But when it really came to this juncture, a sense of loneliness and despair still surged in my heart, which made people feel unprecedentedly desolate.The season is close to the end of the new year, and there are only a few days left, but these few days are the most difficult for the homeless.According to Li, I should go to Guangdong.As long as I go to the Pearl River Delta, no matter where I am, I can find a job and I will have a place to live.But all I did was not just looking for a place to stay, but for one person——that is Uncle Fu!Since I sent Uncle Fu away at the entrance of this village, I haven't seen Uncle Fu for almost two months, and I haven't even heard from him!Now I have given up everything for him, if I can't be with him, I can't be reconciled no matter what!

Thinking of this, I no longer feel uncomfortable, and I am no longer confused. I originally wanted to go to Uncle Fu's stone house on the mountain first.Now that I think about it, I don't need to go, I should first go to Xifeng Mountain to find Uncle Fu!

Xifeng Mountain is a place with lofty mountains at the junction of Longhui and Xinhua in Hunan. I have heard about it for a long time, but I have never been there.I heard people say that there are high mountains everywhere, and the mountains are full of rocks, and there are very few places with soil.The field there is just the size of a palm, scattered in scattered stone nests. At the beginning of the reform in the 80s, when the villagers there were dividing their fields, some people casually took off the bamboo hats they were wearing and threw them on the ground.He quarreled with the people in the team, saying that he was given a small score.Finally, someone found his bamboo hat and picked it up for him, only to see that there was a mound under it.Counting again, his fields are not too many...

It is said that Baima Mountain is a hundred miles away from Xifeng Mountain. There is no road connecting them, and they are all mountain trails. But no matter how far it is, no matter how difficult it is, I still want to go.

I walked back to Xiyang River, Monk Bridge, Liudu, and Tantou from Wangbanqiao via Mashfield.Choose the straight road with few people.Wherever you pass, you can see hills and ravines, narrow field ridges, and sometimes there are three or two cottages located under the shade of trees in the mountains, small bridges and shallow streams, and winding mountain roads.Seeing someone coming, the house dog in front of the house barked wildly.At the end of the year, every household is busy with people.

The road I took basically circled around the foot of Baima Mountain where my home is located. There were low mountains in front of my eyes. It was very majestic to see Baima Mountain standing abruptly and isolated.It is very admirable.

It's my first time here.I walked to the monk bridge and saw that the terrain here was very steep.Here is a secluded half of the hillside, downhill along the mountain road, there is a wide river, and there is a high mountain on the other side of the river, and there is a temple on the top of the mountain.

There are not many residents in Heshang Bridge, and all of them have shops.This is a rural market, and people come to it only on market days, and shops have business.

It was already mid-afternoon when I set off from home, and after driving all afternoon, it was already dark when I arrived at the Monk Bridge.I found a family to stay overnight, and the head of the household agreed without saying a word.

This is a single-family house, a low old wooden house, and the owner is a tall and thin old man, in his early sixties, with a thin and skinny figure, which makes people feel a little rigid.

The old man welcomed me into the house and started cooking.The bacon was smoked on the shelf, and the old man was not stingy, just cut off a piece and fried it.After the food was cooked, the old man drank by himself and sifted a bowl for me. I said I couldn't drink it, so the old man stopped pushing.While eating, the old man asked me, "What's your surname? Where did you come from? What are you doing?" I told him, "I'm from Baima Mountain."To go to West Wind Mountain.He said: "Oh, the surname is 'Wu'." I asked him: "What is your surname?" The old man said politely: "Miangui. The surname is Ling, and the name is Qingfeng." I was surprised and said: "What an elegant name! Did you take it yourself?" Ling Qingfeng said: "No, my father took it for me." "Then your father must be a scholar?" Ling Qingfeng sipped his wine, put down his glass, and said slowly: "It's a Poor teacher."

"Teachers are not poor now!"

"It's just that when he was a teacher, he couldn't even support his family."

Only then did I notice that I had been in this house for so long, but I hadn't seen anyone in his family.I asked curiously: "Old man, where is your family?"

Ling Qingfeng sighed, "I'm the only one in my family."

I couldn't help saying sympathetically: "Are you alone? Don't you have a wife or children?"

"Yeah, none of them."

"Have you ever married a wife?"

"I married a wife. I lived with me for less than a year, and then I left."

I asked curiously, "Then why did she leave?"

Ling Qingfeng smiled and said: "I don't know either. I married a girl from the Yao family and was already pregnant. Once when I came back from a long trip, I never saw her again."

"Then where did she go? Did she go back to her mother's house?"

Ling Qingfeng just laughed, not at all miserable, as if he was talking about other people's affairs and had nothing to do with him: "I didn't go back to my mother's house. I went to Shaodong and got married."

Since he doesn't care, I'm not afraid of causing his displeasure by accidentally speaking: "Then she is pregnant with your child? Did she abort it?"

"It hasn't been destroyed. She was born as a daughter, and now she is married, and she is married near us."

"Does your daughter recognize you?"

"Acknowledge me."

I became more and more curious, and the topic went further and further: "Can't you marry again later?"

"Why should I marry! The life of a bachelor is pretty good. He is free and free, not controlled by others, and he is more at ease than a god. When you want to be happy, you can find a lover to play..."

I laughed and said, "Then how many lovers do you have?"

Ling Qingfeng also said with a smile: "I'm just saying that, but in fact I didn't..."

"Didn't you tell the truth! Don't worry about me telling you out. Actually, I am the same. Do you want men instead of women?"

Ling Qingfeng smiled mysteriously, and said: "Brother, do you like this too? If you don't say it yourself first, I really dare not say this to you... It's terrible to say it... If others find out, they will be beheaded." Yes. There have been people here who died because of this..."

I said: "Tell me you don't be afraid. To tell you the truth, I just went out to find my man, and that's why I walked outside in the wind and snow..." So I roughly told him about the matter between me and Uncle Fu said.After hearing this, Ling Qingfeng said in awe: "Brother, you and your uncle Fu are really amazing, really admirable! I never dare to say a word to anyone, for fear of being known that I am such a person here I can't live. I have never met a person like me. I usually smile in front of others like a very happy person, but who knows how lonely I am in my heart! These words in my heart It doesn't matter if I have nothing to say, but I sleep until midnight at night. This temper is more uncomfortable than opium addiction! Alas! Don't talk about it, I have been aggrieved in this life! If I didn't happen to meet you tonight, I would I will never be able to say this in my whole life... I will die without closing my eyes...!" As she spoke, tears began to flow!