Qiyue Ruomeng

From that day on, when school was over, Nan Ziruo could always be seen at the door of our class.I know it's not waiting for me, but her girlfriend Chi Ai.

"Something has happened. Ximei is going to jump off the building, and she is on the roof of the girls' dormitory." After a few weeks of calm, I was shocked by the news of the gossip girl in the class as soon as I arrived in class this morning.

Almost all the students in the class ran to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory at the fastest speed.

Against the sun, I saw Ximei sitting alone on the edge of the roof, crying very sadly.Shouting "Nan Ziruo, you are an asshole." At this moment, I was surprised by the girl's daring to love and hate.Even though I thought she was rude and hated her, but at this moment I respect her.In the face of her performance, I think I am a coward.

"Xi Mei, come down first, can we have a good talk about something?" Nan Ziruo stood behind Xi Mei and said cautiously.

"Nan Ziruo, why? Why did you end up with that Chi Ai? Is there anything I can't compare to her? What do you think?" Xi Mei cried loudly.

"Xi Mei, can you wake up? Your sister told me not to hurt you again when she went abroad, and I never liked you, not at all. If you want to dance, okay, you dance. You After the dance, I will jump down with you, anyway, I have lived enough, come on, let's dance together." Nan Ziruo said angrily.Stepped forward and took Xi Mei's hand, shouting angrily.

"Nan Ziruo, you are a lunatic." After Xi Mei yelled, she turned and ran away.

I watched Xi Mei run out of the girls' dormitory, and then Chi Ai stood downstairs in a daze, as if also frightened.I walked over, patted her on the shoulder and told her, "Go up and see her, she needs you now."

It wasn't until Chi Ai realized that he walked upstairs quickly.I followed her and stood behind the door on the roof, watching Nan Ziruo hugging Chi Ai in pain.Suddenly I felt that I was so redundant, I didn't have the courage to love her, I didn't have any reason or identity to care about her and hug her.

In the blink of an eye, several months have passed since Ximei's incident. Nan Ziruo, Ximei, and Zuo Xuan are also major shareholders of the school, so the school didn't care about it.Everything is business as usual, everything is calm.After that incident, the relationship between Nan Ziruo and Chi Ai became better and better.Nan Ziruo and I communicate less and less, I still have Zuo Xuan's protection by my side, we are a couple in the eyes of others, and I accept all of this calmly.Chi Ai and I are not very good friends, but because of Nan Ziruo's relationship, I occasionally talk to her.I don't want to bring too many things to Nan Ziruo, so I am willing to keep this love in my heart and love it.

Time flies, and the end of the term is coming as scheduled.During this period of time, I used my studies to fill my time. Only in this way can I restrain my feelings for Nan Ziruo.If Nanzi is busy falling in love with Chi Ai, there will be very little talk between us.She returned to the dormitory very late every night, and I went to the classroom very early every morning, so apart from sleeping in a dormitory every night, there were very few opportunities to meet her.

First day of final exams.I discovered early in the morning that something was wrong with me today, and my period came to me early.Clutching his stomach, he lay down on the table.I think the most pitiful thing in this world must be a woman.I endured the pain and finished answering the paper. I was sweating profusely after I finished the paper.I just realized that my body is really weak. Thinking of Nan Ziruo's gentleness and her concern last time when my stomach was uncomfortable, tears welled up.Suddenly I miss her so much, miss her care, miss her hug, miss her comfort, really want to hear her say "you still have me."

But she no longer belongs to me, her world only has Chi Ai.I cried so embarrassingly that the invigilator and Zuo Xuan were anxious, and Zuo Xuan immediately picked me up and sent me to the infirmary.I think the nervousness of the invigilator is due to fear. I have a little problem every time I am the first in the liberal arts. How do I care about Zuo Xuan?

"Young man, you go back to take the exam first, and she will be fine with me watching." Teacher Xiao said, looking at Zuo Xuan and me with a smile.

Despite all kinds of reluctance, Zuo Xuan was persuaded to leave by Teacher Xiao.

"Dysmenorrhea?" Teacher Xiao asked while touching my stomach.

"En." With wet tears still hanging on his face, he bit his lip and nodded.

"Hey, why did Zuo Xuan send you here this time? Where's Nan Ziruo?" Teacher Xiao asked while prescribing medicine.

"She should accompany her girlfriend." I said with my head down.

"This kid finally let go of that girl Xihe. I persuaded her to give up a long time ago. She just didn't listen. When I saw her so nervous about you that day, I thought it was possible for the two of you. Unexpectedly, she found someone else. It's a pity Yes, I think you two are quite a match." Xiao Yaru shook his head and sighed.

"Teacher, why do you know Nan Ziruo so well? And don't you mind same-sex love?" I began to wonder how this teacher Xiao knew so many things about Nan Ziruo, and he seemed to be familiar with everything in this school.What was even more surprising was that she actually thought that Nan Ziruo and I were more suitable.

"I, I am the family doctor of Nan Ziruo's family. Because Nan Ziruo came to this school, so their family transferred me here to watch her. She was very naughty when she was a child, and she always talked with her. Boys fight, and every time they come home from school, they are all injured. Their family is afraid that she will be dishonest in the boarding school, so they let me watch her. So I grew up watching Nan Ziruo when I was young. Why, I Doesn’t she look like she’s in her 30s? I joined Nanjia as a family doctor when I was 20, and I graduated earlier. That’s why I know her so well. As for same-sex love, I think it’s quite normal.” Teacher Xiao sweetly Sweet smile.I didn't expect that she would tell me so much, and I thanked her with a smile.

"Sister Yaru, how is Qiyue?" After taking the medicine, I was falling asleep when I heard Nan Ziruo's familiar voice.

"It's nothing serious, just poor health and menstrual pain." Xiao Yaru looked at Nan Ziruo and said with a smile.

"Then I'll carry her back to the dormitory first. If Zuo Xuan comes over later, you can say that I have brought Qiyue back to the dormitory." After Nan Ziruo finished speaking, I vaguely asked about the familiar smell , just like that night.She carried me back to the dormitory, and I lay quietly on her back, sleeping soundly.

After I woke up, I saw Nan Ziruo sitting beside my bed, his distressed eyes reminded me of happiness in the future.

There was a burst of warmth in my abdomen. It turned out that Nan Ziruo had put a warm baby on me.

"Boy, thank you. It's nice to have you here." I smiled weakly.

"Why are you in such poor health?" She looked at me with a pale face and asked distressedly.

"Because you are no longer by my side." I looked into her eyes and suddenly said this sentence.

She froze, obviously not knowing what I meant.

At that moment, I wanted to tell her that I love her.