Before you wake up, love well

"I thought that when I came back, I could gradually give up this unclear circle, change my identity, live quietly in a small city, find a girl to marry and start a family. But after a long time, I found that I I can't do it at all. When I go shopping with girls, I don't feel the heartbeat at all. I know that some things really can't be changed. And for him, I am determined to "come out" with my mother and tell her the only thing I didn't tell before through her secret.

"After doing a lot of foreshadowing and preparation, I told my mother, Mom, I love you. But now I am in love with another person, but in reality, many people can't accept it because it is a man. Mom, you want me Is it happiness? I didn’t find happiness before, so I came back; now I may have found my own happiness, and I want to leave. This job is good, but if I continue this job, it will give me more pressure. I’m afraid there will be One day I won't be able to bear it.

"Mom said, son, you told me not to get married before, so I guessed something, so I didn't dare to force you to get married. I always thought it was caused by my relationship with your father, but I didn't expect it to be this reason. But as long as you If you feel happy, just do it. Mom doesn’t support you, and she still hopes you can find a girl to marry. But mom understands you. The path you choose is difficult, you know? Come back when you are tired and have difficulties .This will always be home.

"I cried and that was the last time I can remember crying in front of my mother.

"I only know one thing, no one can stop me from falling in love with Yan Fei.

"We are in love with each other. Maybe in this relationship, I love a little more, but this is not important. The important thing is that I still feel the sweetness in the process of giving. I resigned and came to this city for this relationship. And now he also chooses to leave for this relationship.

"Now that you know everything, you said at the time that you would definitely have a chance. Now that I'm going to be alone, do you still think being with me will make you happy?"

She hesitated and said, "I know you, it should be okay."

"Don't be silly, little girl, even if a homosexual forms a heterosexual family, it may be more of a responsibility than a relationship. A life with only responsibility but no emotion will only make the two of you more painful. In this life I've broken one woman's heart, and I'm not going to let another woman break my heart."

"So now that you've resigned, where are you going? What are your plans?"

"Go home for a while to see my mother, and then go back to Jincheng to see my brothers and friends. I will look for a job after a while."

"Jobs are hard to find these days."

"What are you afraid of! I have more than half a year of experience as a reporter, three years of experience as a front-line teacher, and three years of experience in editing and typesetting in a magazine. I don't buy a house or marry a wife. There is still a way to make a living. The boat arrives The bridge head is naturally straight. As talented as I am, so hard-working, so willing to learn and work hard, especially such a handsome young man, there will be people wanting me wherever I go.”

she laughed.Usually she would tease me in this situation, but now, I only see her red eyes.Of course, she might have been overwhelmed by the boiled fish.