Before you wake up, love well

I like to use symbols to replace life itself, because those symbols are harmless to people.In front of those symbols on the computer, I am just a happy and innocent child.My feelings will not be affected by the words I coded, although sometimes a lot of words are written intermittently with tears.

But Yan Fei doesn't like my writing, because he said that people who write are too sensitive and will not be happy.I hope to be a happy person, so when I met him, I stopped writing, even if I did, it was for him, the raging bear who made me fall in love deeply.In order to fall in love with someone, I found that I can change a lot of things in myself, including some ideas that I thought there was no way to change, such as cooking instant noodles.

When I was in college, in order to make ends meet, I began to write the same love stories I imagined for many youth magazines.Of course, like many people who write for a living, live a life of instant noodles in front of the computer.

I stopped eating instant noodles after college and my stomach started to cramp at the smell.And told myself that I would never eat instant noodles again if I was killed.But I can still cook delicious instant noodles, put the leaves of cabbage and tomatoes that I don't like to eat very much in it.This is what Yan Fei likes, so I often make it for him. Even if I don't like the taste, seeing Yan Fei eating noodles makes me feel what happiness is!

Happiness is seeing your loved one eating the food you made with your own hands and smiling like a child.

I like to see his smile - a simple and honest smile, just as I like the feeling of him hugging me from behind.This feeling lets me know what warmth is, and more importantly, I can feel the security I want, a sense of security that can forget everything.Everyone is vulnerable, the key is whether there is someone who can help you share. Fortunately, in my lifetime, I met a man I want to meet.Although I don't know what will happen to us in the future.

after?Who knows.I only know that when it's time to love, just love well.