After amnesia, Lao Gong thinks he is Mary Suba

When Xu Zhen was a child, he had a dog with golden hair that would glow in the sun, and his hands were soft and warm to the touch.

But he only kept it for less than half a day, and the dog named Xiao Qiqi was sent away by Xu Chun's parents.

The doctor told Xu Chun that he had a strong allergic reaction to animal hair, and he was forbidden to touch cats and dogs in the future.

Xu Chun was very sad. He went after being sad all night? He asked his mother if he could give birth to a younger brother, but his mother said that the upper management did not assign a younger brother to their family, so there would be no younger brother.

It's too much, even Yi Zheng will have a younger brother next year, why doesn't he have a younger brother to play with? !

A few days later, my mother told Xu Chun that Aunt Lin had passed away, and her son was having a hard time being alone, and asked Xu if he would like to let him come and live at home.

Of course Xu Chun is willing, very willing!

He remembered Shang Qi, that beautiful little boy, whose clothes were always clean and tidy, like a little prince, who looked very serious with his schoolbag on his back, but he didn't like to talk to people, but it didn't matter, he So beautiful, even without talking.

Before Xu Zhen could go back to the country, he met Shang Qi in a panic at the corner of the street.

After more than a year, Xu Chun saw him again, and still felt that this man was too good-looking. His amber eyes met the dreamy and colorful lights of Christmas, like fiery trees and silver flowers falling into the bright river, and ripples appeared on the quiet lakeside. In a circle, there are tiny bright spots of light dancing.

His long hair was disheveled by the cold wind, and his face was also dirty. When he looked up at Xu Chun, he was unexpectedly innocent and pitiful.

Just like that, Xu Zhen brought Shang Qi back?

After washing, he put on Shang Qi's old pajamas, which had a yellow circular pattern. Shang Qi's hair was wet and curled, and he sat obediently on the small bench with both hands holding the hot milk he gave him. What did Xu Chun think? like.

He is really cute.

He is beautiful and cute. He shouldn't be called Shang Qi, but Xiao? Pretty.

"...Little? Beautiful." Xu Zhenyi accidentally called out stupidly.

Shang Qi didn't move, just turned his head slightly? Looking over? His eyes were covered with moisture, and he couldn't see any emotion. "Don't bark."

Xu Chun is young and doesn't know what it means to be shameless, and he doesn't feel ashamed if he is a nympho and gets caught. He still smiles? He leans up, his eyeballs are almost glued to it, "No screaming, this is beautiful Words can only be called by beautiful people."

Shang Qi stopped talking again.

If he doesn't talk, Xu Zhen loves to talk, and he can talk non-stop even when no one is answering, "Why don't you like to talk, my sister told me, little? A child needs to talk more to be smart!"

Shang Qi glanced at him lightly, but still didn't speak.

"Okay." Xu Zhen pouted, reluctantly, "Although you are smart if you don't talk, but if you talk... well, you will definitely be smarter."

After all, Shang Qi is a well-known "other people's kid", who is obedient, sensible and good at learning, while Xu Chun himself is a model representative of a wild child, a bastard, and disobedient.

Shang Qi drank the last sip of hot milk, and Xu Zhen forgot whether he was smart or not in the blink of an eye, and quickly asked him: "Hehehe, it's delicious. I like this drink the most. Do you want it? I'll let you drink it again." Auntie will cook for you."

Only then did Shang Qi, who cherishes words like gold, speak, his voice was very empty, and the short ending was tightly held back, as if he would be careless if he said something? Careful to break something, "No need."

"Okay, then? Would you like a pudding, it's delicious!"

Xu Chun ran in and out, took a gold-rimmed plate and used a small spoon to gouged out a piece, and chattered to Shang Qi about which chef's latest creation this pudding was, and how delicious it was according to the introduction.

"How is it? Is it delicious?" Xu Chun's eyes were big? He moved closer and stared at Shang Qi without blinking. Shang Qi almost saw his own face from his eyes.

Shang Qi asked him not to get so close to him, and when he met the pair of eyes that Xu Zhu was looking at him with satisfaction, Shang Qi fell silent.

No one has ever cared about what he likes, whether he thinks the food in his mouth is delicious, and no one has ever pretended to be himself with such expectant eyes, just waiting for his own answer.

Shang Qi knew for the first time that it turned out that when someone cared about him, he really couldn't say no.

He nodded lightly, and squeezed out a barely audible tone from his throat, "Yeah."

"As long as you like it!" Xu Chun's eyes burst out with joy, and he danced, "Then? I'll let them do it for you tomorrow!"

Shang Qi lowered his head and quietly agreed in his heart: "...OK."

After Xu Zhen was happy, he scrambled forward: "I am older than you? You should call me brother, and I will listen to you."

Shang Qi held the pudding by himself and ignored him.

He looks good even if he doesn't pay attention to people. Xu Chun squatted in front of him and held his face to watch him eat pudding. Shang Qi was very quiet when eating pudding. The size? Size? His lips were closed, and his mouth was biting? Biting.

Xu Zhen stared at it for a while, but he still felt that he was really beautiful, his face was so delicate, and his hand seemed to be very good, um, can you poke it, just poke it? It won't break it, right?

No, no, no poking around.

"...I really want to take a bite."

Oops, how careless? I said it out loud, this time Shang Qi could be considered to have reacted, and looked at Xu Chun with an unbelievable expression on his face, afraid that he would really pounce on him? Bite himself on the face.

"No, no, no!" Xu Zhen couldn't argue, "I don't eat children, don't be afraid, I am, just... Oh, you continue to eat, leave me alone!"

After eating the pudding, Xu Chun finally stopped feeding Shang Qi, and started to introduce him to the room?, determined to introduce every corner and every object clearly, "This is the place for washing, and here is a small room. "Study room, you can do your homework here, I've installed the best small desk lamp for you, the eye-protecting effect is excellent, and this one is specially placed for you to prevent the water glass from being knocked over by mistake."

"The lamp in the bedroom has four different modes of light. You can adjust the one you like. Switches? There are three in total. Besides this, there is one on the left side of the door and the head of the bed. This one can't be dimmed, just switch?..."

Xu Chun pressed the button, and the room was suddenly plunged into darkness.

Then, he pressed the light again, and the room suddenly became brighter.

"What’s wrong with you!"

Shang Qi's face was pale, his hands were tightly clutching the pajamas on his lap, the clothes were clenched into a ball, and Shang Qi was shaking all over.

Xu Zhen immediately realized, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't you like the dark? Don't be afraid, I, I didn't do it on purpose, wait a minute, I will give you my star light, you can turn it on at night to sleep ..."

Shang Qi grabbed Xu Chun's forearm, his strength was surprisingly strong, Xu Chun was in pain from his grasp, and the surrounding skin was red, before Xu Chun had time to cry out the pain, he was hurt From the arm? From Shang Qi's trembling.

All of a sudden, Xu Chun's heart softened, and he said softly, "Are you still scared?"

Shang Qi held him tightly, as if grasping a life-saving straw. When he raised his head, his complex and hazy eyes became clear and clear, and all defenses faded away? Shang Qi asked softly, "Will you hug me?"

At this time, Xu Zhen still doesn't know what kind of posture he is breaking into Shang Qi's barren and chaotic world.

"I would."

……

When Xu Zhen gave Shang Qi a position, he had just walked into the gate of Shang Qi University's campus. This was the place they had been missing for three years.

There is no trace of Xu Zhen in Shang Qi's college life. They have not had any contact for three years since the birthday party broke up unhappy. During these three years, Shang Qi has not seen Xu Zhen. In this place alone, I have suffered both physical and mental torture.

They don't count as misses because they never started.

In fact, Xu Zhen never told Shang Qi about one thing. If he didn’t say anything, he thought it was hypocritical and unnecessary at first. Later, he discovered that Shang Qi was hiding in the past? Xu Zhen dared not say anything about the deep love that has never been seen. up.

I'm afraid Shang Qi will feel even more sad when he hears it.

At that birthday party three years ago, Xu Zhen planned to use it to confess his love.

Will the bell at zero o'clock strike a full twelve times? Everyone will offer blessings to Shang Qi together. Xu ordered roses, and 999 red roses can only be used for confession.

He would stand in the most dazzling place the first time Shang Qi became an adult, holding a rose in his hand and speaking the love words he had prepared early in the morning.

Before that, Xu Zhen had already laid the groundwork. He took Shang Qi to watch a few films and TV works with the same sex theme. There is no objection or avoidance.

Xu Zhen felt that it didn't matter if he didn't succeed once? It didn't matter, he could continue to fall, after all, in his brilliant life, he always had to be rejected by beautiful people?

But everything didn't have time? Before action was taken, the plan died in the cradle.

On the morning of the birthday party, Xu Zhen overheard the conversation between his parents by accident. Xu Zhen didn't understand what he said, and found it ridiculous. He barged in? His face was as white as a piece of paper. , he wanted a definite answer.

As smart as Shu Qing, she still doesn't understand her son's thoughts.

She brought Xu Chun to Lin Qian's tomb. Lin Qian did not join the Shang family after his death, but chose to go back here. Xu Chun even accompanied his mother to send flowers.

Here, how Lin Qiang was forced to marry Shang Zhuowen, how he became pregnant with his child, and how did he find out that he had a lover long ago, and Lin Qiang was just a shield for him to protect his same-sex lover, Lin Qiang All of them? I told Xu Chun.

"Now, can you still take him this way?"

That day, Xu Chun sat in front of Lin Qi's tomb and reflected for a long time. Did he really like Shang Qi?

Not necessarily...

He is good-looking, good-looking, and capable in all aspects. He stands out among his peers, and is not inferior to his elders. He is so perfect that anyone who gets close to him will feel like him.

Like is not necessarily love, right?

Xu Zhen thought back carefully, when did he have such an idea about Shang Qi?

It seems to be just recently.

They have been together for too long recently. They have been inseparable for three months. Shang Qi knows everything he knows, and they talk about everything.

The most important transformation is a dream.

Spring|Dream.

Xu Chun dreamed of Shang Qi, in the dream he was strong and crazy, his palms were hot, so hot that Xu Chun's whole body was about to burn.

The next morning, Xu Chun was thinking deeply about the dirty sheets and pajama pants, and then he had those red-faced reactions when Shang Qi touched him later.

You see, in fact... If there was no such dream, I would still be on good terms with him, and they are still the closest good brothers.

Xu Zhen still clearly remembers the first time Shang Qi called his brother, he was so young, he was only at the height of his chin, he didn't understand anything, he taught him how to play games, taught him how to behave Sophistication and sophistication.

In fact, he didn’t teach himself? What did he do? He was so good-looking and outstanding.

... He hasn't arrived yet, what does he know?

How could I bring him down...

He is so good, he should have a halo, and lead the most open, bright, and most enviable perfect life, instead of being with himself...

Xu Zhen went back in a daze, the birthday party had already begun, and he threw away the specially customized roses and cards outside, not daring to look at Shang Qi more during the whole process.

What happened that day was completely beyond Xu Chun's expectations. When he ran out of the bathroom, he was even in a daze.

Xu Zhen hid behind the parking lot, panting heavily, and kept asking himself, how could this happen?

How stupid is he to make things like this.

After that day, Xu Chun hid at home for a long time, until he was dragged out by a friend and saw S.

S is very powerful and excellent. Xu Chun thought of the few intersections between them. He remembered that S made people give him thoughtful conveniences. He remembered S's few just-right reminders. Xu Chun did something that he later regretted for years. decision.

Everyone knows what happened next. S was invited to compete, but failed to achieve the result.

Xu Chun was taken away by his parents for treatment and fell into self-blame and annoyance.

And Shang Qi, who bears the identity of S, left alone. He lay on the hospital bed for a year and a half, and received treatment in many places with the hatred of being abandoned by Xu Chun for the second time.

For Xu Chun, the spring of spring and the beginning of love in his youth are too slow and fragile, and before they can become a prairie fire, they will be lightly crushed into a wisp of smoke when the wind blows.

Until three years later, Xu Chun saw Shang Qi again.

That? Tian Shangqi was wearing a well-tailored suit. He was surrounded by the crowd, and he was enjoying himself with ease.

When Xu Chun saw him for the first time, he felt that the time seemed to be slowed down. After experiencing it personally, he realized that the long shots in the movie were not deceiving people. The appearance of such a person makes everything around become blurred and slow, except for that person, everything around is no longer important.

In Xu Zhen's wanton and dissolute youth, he also blindly indulged in the pursuit of freedom and love. Later, when he grew up a little, he felt that he had grown up. He put shackles on his neck with the so-called mature reason, fearful, looking forward and backward .

Shang Qi looked over, passed through the crowd, and walked up to Xu Chun, with the same smile on his face: "Brother..."

Then after a while, Xu Chun didn't want to back down anymore.

The only panic retreat three years ago caused them to miss it for so many years. Obviously they can also join hands in the palace from school uniforms, and it is obviously a love that is amazing in other people's mouths.

But those? Three years were not wasted.

Three years apart, now it's just a reunion, just a long-lost title, Xu Zhen's self-deception over the years fell apart in an instant.

He understood that it was necessary to pray for business.

So this time, he is very sure that he likes him, loves him, wants to share the wind and rain with him, wants to hug him in the middle of the night, and wants to have his figure in every footprint he walks in the future.

No matter what the worldly eyes are, no matter what the ethics are, this time, he will give Shang Qi the right to choose.

……

According to the location, Shang Qi found the evergreen tree in the East Division of the university campus.

This tree is a holy place for punching cards in their campus. It is said that the higher the red ribbon with the wish is thrown, the easier it is for the wish to come true. The whole tree is full of red ribbons representing good wishes, full of enthusiasm and in full swing.

On the top, which is absolutely out of reach by normal throwing, are tied with three red ribbons alone.

In order to make it easier for him to climb up, a ladder was set up next to it.

Shang Qi's heart was burning slightly, as if something was about to jump out of it. He carefully untied the ribbon. Because the tie was too tight, Shang Qi wasted a lot of time. The ribbon was exposed to wind and sun, and the edges were very worn. Seriously, the handwriting is also somewhat blurred.

——Happy birthday to Xiao Qi. 8.14

——Happy birthday to Xiao Qi. 8.14

——Happy birthday to Xiao Qi. 8.14

The three identical blessings, but Shang Qi suddenly understood, and he re-tied the ribbons in the order of the new and the old? Tie it back?, still knotted.

During those three years, Xu Chun came here every year. He promised to celebrate his own birthday in the future, and he did not break his promise.

Then, Shang Qi received the second location, and he almost couldn't wait to find that coffee shop.

There was only one man sitting in the clearing shop with a briefcase, a suit and leather shoes, and when he saw Shang Qi coming in, he got up voluntarily.

Shang Qi was slightly surprised, he never expected to see Mr. Ming here.

Mr. Ming used to be his senior, and he was the largest investor in Shangqi Company in the early days. Mr. Ming gave him the most powerful help during the most difficult period of Shangqi Company.

Later, Shangqi Company developed rapidly, and its power surpassed Ming's early, but Shangqi made a promise very early on.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm not here? I'm looking for you to exchange the promise." Mr. Ming took out a letter and pushed it in front of Shang Qi:

"I didn't ask you to exchange the promise. Actually, it was because I shouldn't have this promise. When Ah Chun found me and asked me to help you secretly, he had already given me a generous reward. This is what he did at the time. I still keep the letter you wrote to me. At that time, although I was really optimistic about your project, I didn't dare to take such a big risk. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have invested so much money. You Thank you, I deserve it."

Shang Qi read the letter quickly, and President Ming handed over the second letter, "Look slowly, I still have a meeting, so I'm leaving first."

Opening the second letter, Shang Qi's most familiar handwriting came into view:

Ah Qi:

I didn't want you back then, and I didn't think much about what I said on your birthday. In fact, I like whether you have money or not. It doesn't matter if you are not powerful. You know, I am willing to protect you.

I asked Ning Yu how you developed the company in such a short period of time, and she told me everything.

I don't know if you are willing to accept my three-year late apology, sorry.

I apologize for hurting you with my unintentional words, I apologize for guessing and judging your feelings for me back then, and I apologize for the cowardly, flustered and young me.

ps: People have a long mouth for? Talking, you have to tell me that you like me to death, our children are crawling all over the floor (bushi!

Alright, now go out, turn right, there is a surprise!

Shang Qi put away the envelope, left the coffee shop and walked according to the instructions, but his steps became more and more steady, and there seemed to be some magical energy in the flustered heartbeat that made him settle down.

"Mr. Shang! Hey, I'm here!"

The hotel manager hurried over to the little girl, not even out of breath, and took out the neatly kept record sheet in his pocket. This was reprinted by him, and he divided it into two copies. One copy of the purchase record that has been printed once is a new one.

"This! You asked me to check it before. This is the detailed purchase content and remark requirements."

Shang Qi took over two square receipts, the last line had a note in small ?, and the first one read: Happy birthday, I love you.

The second one reads: Happy every day, I still love you.

"Where is he?" Shang Qi put the receipt together with the envelope, a little too impatient to wait.

"Please go straight along this road." The manager didn't say it directly, but just pointed the way for Shang Qi, and gave Shang Qi a rose as if by magic, "Mr. Xu said he loves you very much."

Shang Qi took the flowers, the bright as fire roses still had dewdrops, the stems and leaves were neatly trimmed, and the small thorns had been carefully removed, he took the flowers and walked forward, planted on both sides of the central road. There are two rows of pine trees, each of which is very similar to the one across the road that Shang Qi saw at Christmas that year.

Two female students holding textbooks approached? They gave the same rose to Shang Qi and sent the same blessing in the local language: "Mr. Xu said he loves you very much."

Then, there were professors who stopped by on bicycles, boys who played together in twos and threes, and students who rushed to class with cellos on their backs... One by one, they sent the same gift in different languages. blessing of:

"Mr. Xu said he loves you very much."

"Mr. Xu said he loves you very much."

"Mr. Xu said he loves you very much."

……

There are more and more roses in his arms, and Shang Qi is almost unable to hold him. A mature and elegant woman? After sending blessings and roses, she gave Shang Qi wrapping paper to make him feel more relaxed.

"The man who asked you to come, where is he now?"

The female teacher smiled and shook her head, telling Shang Qi to move on.

Shang Qi almost took the roses in a hurry. This avenue runs across the campus from north to south. As he walked all the way, the roses in his arms had reached the point where they couldn’t be packed. Shang Qi’s breathing speeded up unconsciously. You know, there are 998 flowers in total now.

A total of 519 people were encountered along the way.

It's just the last one.

At the end of the road, there is an inconspicuous downhill on the winding avenue. The front arch is designed in Baroque style, gorgeous and novel, and the free-spirited design style is reflected in the colorful clouds like oil paintings.

There is a man standing under the arch, his figure shrouded in the backlight, holding a whole bunch of pink balloons in his hand, the sky is full of pink romance and gentleness, and the light from the setting sun covers them with a layer of honey-like sweetness. Glossy, gently swaying in the wind.

Shang Qi paused for a moment, and walked up to Xu Chun step by step.

Xu Zhen looked at him, and still felt that he liked him very much. Liking is really a very strange kind of emotion, and its requirements are very low. Just looking at that person, you will feel that the world is full of joy, and this is the moment.

"elder brother……"

Xu Chun put the last rose in the middle, as well as the belated greeting card. He held the balloon all over the sky, his figure seemed to melt in the warm light, but his voice was very clear: "I give you the rose, and I give you the balloon, too. Shang Qi... I love you."

(End of text)

The author has something to say: make words: (a warning for nonsense!!!)

1. Super happy!Finished!Bow down and thank every little cutie who likes them. Each of you is the motivation for me to persevere. Really, when I was writing the second half of this article, I encountered a final exam. I haven’t saved the manuscript yet. I’m really going crazy. From midnight to early morning, I have to get up at six o'clock in the morning to get ready to go to class. After two weeks of exams, I must save some drafts for the next book, otherwise I will really be on the verge of breaking every day.It's summer vacation, I want to take a break, and move a brick to earn some money, and I will start the next article when school starts.

There are many deficiencies in this book, and I can clearly feel it after I finished writing it myself. I really appreciate everyone’s company along the way. As long as I think that there are still people chasing articles every day, and people looking forward to their stories, I feel like sticking to it. It's not that hard either.

This book was first written for happiness.

I was in a bad mood for a while, and when I calmed down occasionally, I would doubt myself, thinking that I was not good at doing anything, and that I was not young enough to achieve anything, and I was very sad, and even thought, ah, is this how I am.

Then I wanted to find something for myself to do. I felt that if I was busy, I would have no time to think about it. Then I gradually had my brother and Xiaomei. They were happy and happy. In my eyes, they were not paper people, but It really exists, many people will say that the protagonists of their novels are their own children, I found that I am true to them... I don’t see others saying something bad about them. (It’s not good because the author has a brain hole)

The idea of ​​my writing at the beginning was to express the stories I like, to see my own protagonist Gongshou being liked by more people, and we are separated by tens of thousands of miles across the screen and connected to each other through invisible threads. I am writing , you are watching, you will be happy, you will look forward to it, and for me, that is enough.Reading the text itself is for pleasure, and of course I did it at the beginning when I wrote the text.

We will be ordinary, we will be tortured by suffering, we will encounter ups and downs that we once suspected that we will never let go, and we will secretly cry in the dead of night.

The rich and the poor are never balanced, and there is no fairness in fate. Only happiness is something that each of us can have. The happiness at this moment does not ask about the cause, has no result, and is just a simple quarter of an hour of joy.

I'm not sure how long I can keep my original intention, because I found that people are really greedy creatures, it's too scary. When I finished the last book, I felt that going smoothly was like a daydream. This book has achieved it. , It's not enough, but I want more.Maybe in the future, I will also have various lost and sad emotions. At that time, can I still write articles purely because of happiness?

2. Thick-skinned and asking for an advance payment?As soon as you accept it, I accept it and I will collect it tomorrow (bushi! Okay, I am lucky to see you on the next trip, and I will bow to everyone at the end. You can’t imagine how grateful I am to you who insisted on staying with me to the end. Thank you! Thank you !grateful!!!