After amnesia, Lao Gong thinks he is Mary Suba
Chapter 31 Don't Go! ! ! (1)
Xu Chun spent one night digesting the contents of the entire diary. When he returned to the hospital in the morning, he bought some breakfast and packed it for Shang Qi. Since his mind was still dizzy, he didn't see clearly what he bought.
"Brother, you are finally back!"
Shang Qi obediently leaned on the head of the bed to get an injection, the quilt was tucked in for Xu Chuan when he left, the back of his hand was stuck with medical tape, and the soft rubber tube was slowly dripping the medicine bottle.
He seemed to be staring at the door all the time, his eyes lit up when he saw Xu Chun coming in, "I woke up in the middle of the night last night, the doctor said you'd be back soon, and told me not to move around."
The subtext is that I waited all night, I am super obedient, please praise me!
Xu Chun casually gave him two steamed buns and put them on the small table. He didn't look at him directly, "Eat it."
Just... two buns?
Or vegetables?
"Did you only buy two?" Shang Qi blinked.
"Ah?" Xu Zhen came back to his senses, and said, "If you don't want to eat, I will."
Shang Qi ate it, of course he ate it, how could he not eat the love buns that his brother bought with his own hands.
"I don't dislike it, I like everything my brother bought." Shang Qi obediently untied the plastic bag, held it and took a bite?
"..."
Shang Qi's expression changed.
"What... is this stuffed?"
Shang Qi looked down and saw the green...short...chopped stems.
celery!
Shang Qi couldn't hold back and vomited.
"........."
Xu Zhen silently threw the wrong vegetable bun into the trash can.
…He really didn’t buy stuffed celery on purpose.
Celery ranks No. 1 in Shang Qi's most hated list. It's so bad that you can't even eat it. I don't know if it's infected by him. Xu Chun doesn't like celery either.
But when he vomited, Xu Chun came back to his senses.
"I ran so far to buy it for you, don't you like it?" Xu Zhen squinted his eyes and smiled slightly, trying to piss him off, "Or did you change someone? The black one came out again?"
Shang Qi almost vomited all his bile, he was so weak, and he still had to face Xu Chun's soul torture, feeling very wronged: "Brother, don't always think about 'him'."
Xu Chun was frank, imitating his tea tone: "I am now? I can't help but think about 'him'."
"elder brother!"
Shang Qi stared at him in disbelief. It's been a long time since he mentioned the existence of "him". Why hasn't this matter been turned over yet? !
"Don't think about 'him' bro! How many times have I told you that 'he' is a madman who just wants to hurt you!"
Xu Chun hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Compared to you?"
"Brother, I will be angry if you do this again!"
Shang prayed goodbye? Opened his face and asked Xu Zhu to coax him, "Don't mention 'him' in front of me again. I am different from 'him'! I will never do anything to hurt my brother."
Xu Chun: "That's true."
You can't do it, you can only secretly write a diary, secretly fabricate a personality, and secretly hide it from everyone.
Three days a little fright, five days a big fright.
Every day is like opening a blind box, I don't know what kind of thing pops out this time.
This thing doesn't even have an anti-counterfeiting code, do I need to apply for an exclusive for him? Hang the tag on the back of the neck?This perfect idea can't benefit everyone? It's a pity for the little bastard.
If he doesn't give him a good treatment this time, he really thinks he can lift tiles to the sky!
"Hey..." Xu Zhen said seriously, "I thought about it last night, and I think... I seem to like 'him' a bit more, what should I do, why don't you let 'him' come out."
"……what?"
Shang Qi was stunned. He ignored the needle on the back of his hand and grabbed Xu Chun's hand with an expression of disbelief.
"Brother, are you here? What are you talking about?"
As soon as he exerted force, the needle on the back of his hand swelled up. Xu Chunchao remained calm? Ring the bell for the doctor to give him another injection.
"Don't be excited, you hurt, and 'he' hurts too."
? ? ? ? ? !
Shang Qi hurriedly grabbed Xu Zhen, panicked, "Brother, don't scare me, did I do something wrong again? Tell me, I will definitely change it!"
"No, you're right."
Xu Zhen mourned: "It's my fault, I shouldn't have misunderstood my love for 'him' as being for you, you two are different, you are not alone."
Shang Qi was sweating profusely from anxiety, countless explanations flashed through his genius brain, but none of them made sense.There are too many lies told before, and there is no way to make up for it.
Not long ago, he had sworn that he would never have any more lies.
How can I not explain it?!
It's obviously all his!no one else!
"No! No, I..." Shang Qi panicked, "I, I...we! No!"
He's in a hurry, he's in a hurry!
Hahahahaha quack quack.
Xu Chun laughed inwardly? Let out a goose cry, this is so cool!
"What do you want to say? You don't need to say it, I understand," Xu Zhen took Shang Qi's other good hand and patted hard, "You are definitely not alone!"
Shang Qi was silent.
Then the eye circles turned red, and the tears flowed as soon as they said, "But brother, didn't you say you like me? Brother...you don't want me too?"
sharp!It only took him 0.02 seconds to come up with a countermeasure, which is worthy of being the master of the world of lies.
Can Xu Zhen refuse to accept this wave?
"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!" It's not like him!"
"........."
The room fell into a deathly silence.
The camouflage on Shang Qi's face was cracked inch by inch, and the tears that could be switched freely stopped abruptly.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha quack.
it's so funny!
Pretend, don't you like pretending?How the hell can you come up with two personalities, you just keep pretending!
"Ah Qi, haven't you awakened consciousness? How come you don't know?" Xu Zhen wiped away tears that didn't exist at all, and said bitterly: "This is the most popular double literature at the moment!"
——Who hasn't read a lot of books and swept the library before, but you? !It's broken and reunited, I'll give you a hammer!
"Actually, I also awakened my self-awareness last night. Ah Qi, I am sorry for you. In fact, you have always been a substitute for 'him'? Now? I understand that I was wrong. 'He' is irreplaceable. It should be like this, I'm sorry you woo woo woo." Hahaha.
Shang Qi was dazed by Xu Chun's words.
substitute??How can it be?It's obviously a reunion after a broken mirror?How to become a stand-in? Text.
"No, brother, you may have been disturbed by the rules of the plane." Shang Qi is indeed Shang Qi, and he can always be pulled out by him. "Sure? It's because our recent plot has deviated too much? , Ah Chun, don't believe the wrong information in your mind."
"No, no!"
When Xu Zhen was reading online novels, Shang Qi didn’t know where he was? Which cram school did he do math problems? Compete with him?Laugh? Die, Xu Chun let him see what a bloody stew is.
"You have lost your memory. In fact, your white moonlight is not me, I... I am the false young master of a wealthy family who was wronged," Xu Zhen entered the play miserably: "Ah Qi, this is a double-double novel! "
Shang Qi has calmed down now, he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it at all.
"It's impossible, brother, don't say any more. I don't like other people. You are not a substitute for anyone else."
Xu Zhen grabbed his hand and said ruthlessly, "I wear books!"
"........."
Shang Qi's amber pupils dilated slowly, and he turned his head stiffly to look at Xu Chun, with a trace of fear in his hesitation, "What did you say?"
"...Sorry, I was suppressed by that... ah, the rules of the plane before, so I forgot, I didn't deliberately impersonate for so long." The solemn expression made Shang Qi fall into self-doubt.
He's ignorant, he's ignorant!
Hahahahaha so cool.
Xu Zhen continued to work hard and integrated the content mentioned in Shang Qi's diary: "You probably don't know, you will become black in the future, and when you become black, it will be almost time for your Bai Yueguang to come back."
As soon as the word blackening came out, Xu Zhen clearly saw Shang Qi's fingers trembling uncontrollably.
"...How is it possible... Ah Chun."
Shang Qi's eyes were dazed and helpless, and he was completely panicked: "I don't believe it...you are sure? You lied to me."
He panicked, Xu Zhen was so happy and excited, is this the joy of playing people around?
"Hey, there's nothing you can do if you don't believe me. When you become black in the future, you will naturally know that what I said is true." Xu Zhen let go of his hand, moved a chair again, and sat down at a distance not too far away. , the more you talk, the more proud you are.
"I wear books, so I know a part of the plot. I came here just for you, the hottest crazy critic!"
Shang Qi's hands were empty, and his heart seemed to be empty.
impossible!How could my brother not be my brother?
But he even knows about crazy attacks!
wrong.
Shang Qi thought about it for a second, and was instantly relieved and startled, like a roller coaster.
"Ah Chun, you said you came here through a book?" Shang Qi asked back: "Then when did you change?"
Uh……
This... the reaction is too fast.
But Xu Zhen was really angry this time, and he didn't intend to let him go easily, so he wouldn't give Shang Qi a chance to doubt.
"I don't know, I can't remember clearly." Xu Chun said confidently.
Don't ask? Asking means you don't know.
Hey, just play~
I can't kill you.
Shang Qi withdrew his gaze, his long and narrow eyes were lowered, his emotions were unclear, and he didn't know whether he believed it or not.
"By the way, the doctor told me that I need your medical records, about mental aspects."
Anger is anger, and the disease still needs to be treated for him.
Shang Qi was leaning on the head of the bed, his whole body exuded a sense of isolation from the world.
"No medical records, I forgot."
"If there is no medical record, it is not recommended to use drug therapy." The attending doctor didn't know when he came in, maybe Xu Chun just lost his mind and didn't pay attention.
Xu Zhen quickly asked: "Then what should we do?"
"The only way is to use memory stimulation, using the familiar external environment to forcibly restore the patient's memory. This process may be a bit painful, and it may even directly snap Mr. Shang's already overwhelmed brain nerves, but if... Otherwise, allowing the blood clot to continue to press and block the central system may have unforeseen consequences."
Hearing these words, Xu Zhen was worried, but Shang Qi was indifferent.
After finishing the drip, Shang Qi was discharged from the hospital. From the beginning to the end, he never thought that his amnesia was really sick.
Xu Zhen poked secretly, "I'll take you to my high school to see, maybe? It's so young to meet a wealthy family? Master."
Shang Qi didn't know what he was thinking. He was a little absent-minded. He probably nodded before he even heard the words clearly.
Now? It's winter vacation, schools are closed, and the surrounding scenery is desolate.
"Our high school has been established for a long time, but? Our class has caught up with the good times, and the school has been renovated inside and out."
"careful!"
Shang Qi crossed Xu Chun's waist with his right hand, turned around and pulled him back into his arms.
A speeding sports car whizzed past? Xu Chun heard his breathing stop suddenly and heard Shang Qi's strong and steady heartbeat.
"Brother, it depends on the road."
Shang Qi sighed very softly, he let go of the strength around Xu Chung's waist, held his hand, and there seemed to be memories in his eyes, "Do you still remember when you were in State M? The first few days You don't know who you listened to in Nian, but if you insist on going out, you will hold my hand, and you won't let go even in a small aisle two steps wide."
He still doesn't believe what Xu Zhen said about wearing a book, is he sure? It's because the rules of the plane deliberately made things difficult and modified his brother's memory.
A brother will always be a brother.
He can't be someone else, and he can't be someone else.
Shang Qi's character is very stubborn. He can stand at the door for a whole night because of Xu Chun's words, and he can firmly remember what Xu Chun has done for him for many years.
"Brother, in the 21 years I've been through, you are the only one who is willing to treat me well."
Shang Qi once resented that he was not lucky enough, and that he was never given more than half of his false care, until he met Xu Zhen, and saw him defend himself with very childish expressions, and watched him rack his brains every day just to make himself laugh ?Take a look, and see his blatant preference and arrogance occupying his already cold and degenerated heart.
A person who is disheartened and willing to drown doesn't need a lifebuoy or a driftwood board. It was Xu Chun who fished him into the boat. Schools of fish migrate and play with each other.
"I will not let you suffer any harm, whether it is from others or from me."
Shang Qi squeezed Xu Chun's palm, interlocked his fingers instead, and suddenly and sadly hugged him gently in his arms without using any force.
It was all his fault. Not only did he fail to protect their first child, but he also caused A Zhen to suffer from memory disorder under the suppression of rules.
Xu Chun stretched out a finger to poke Shang Qi's hard chest and pushed him away a little bit, "It's useless to flirt with me, I'm a fake who wears books."
What about the harm from him, when the diary's record of lying didn't exist that day??
How much is he talking about? It's okay if he didn't mention the matter of leading him to cross the road years ago, but Xu Zhen wanted to hit a big wall when he mentioned it.
The sky is clear, he really took the initiative to pull him once, only on the way to get Shang Qi home on Christmas Day, the green light time was not enough, Xu Zhen felt that he was walking too slowly, so he took the initiative to pull His hands go quickly.
Who knew that Shang Qi would be such an adult later on, that he would not walk on his own when encountering a path that was two steps wide, and insisted that Xu Chun go over to lead him when standing opposite him?He also told Xu Zhen's other friends in a serious way:
"You have no sense of security."
This incident directly led to a long period of time. Friends chased him and asked him about the safety questionnaire answer options every semester. Xu Zhen was going crazy. How did he know whether to use a lightning rod or insulating gloves before drowning.
"what is this?"
In front of it is a small closed box with an entire wall, no keyhole, as high as a wall, and only an electronic screen in the middle.
"A Chinese internet celebrity attraction, a couple's mailbox."
Every school has such a holy place for couples to fall in love, and Yizhong is no exception, and it is more romantic and more technological than other schools.
Xu Zhen explained: "Input the name of the sender and recipient from the screen, and this mailbox can spit out the letters stored in the past. It is said that if you have a crush on someone, you can save the confession letter? Here, wait for you someday." If you have enough courage to confess your love, Love Mailbox will bless you with success.”
"And what if the two never wrote letters?"
"If not, it will spit out a heart and two blank envelopes, lovers can deposit together to write to each other, because this mailbox will save time, so there are often seniors and sisters who have graduated for many years come back and cry Cry or scold a few times."
As soon as Xu Chun finished speaking, Shang Qi couldn't wait to enter the names of the two of them.
"Brother, how many years shall we save?" Shang Qi took out a pen, his eyes were shining brightly under his eager expression.
"Boom, boom, boom boom..."
A large pile of letters spit out from the exit like beans, because there were too many and some were squeezed out directly.
Xu Zhen caught it in a hurry, pulled Shang Qi's hand away and glanced at the time displayed on the screen.
The earliest one was in the summer of his sophomore year of high school, and then one after another at very short intervals until he left here after the college entrance examination.
Did Shang Qi come to see him during that time?
Xu Zhen clearly remembered, no.
Throughout his high school career, Xu Chun only met Shang Qi once in China.
It was the first time he returned to China and waited for a whole afternoon under the school willow tree.
In the first year of high school, Xu Zhen was an exchange student in State M. Although he returned to China in the second year of high school, he would go back to see Shang Qi on holidays. Only the third year of high school was busy. He wanted to get a good score and university, so that his father who was seriously ill could relax. Heart, so the whole year is so busy that day and night turn upside down.
The time to read the first letter should be when he just started his second year of high school.
"You have been here so many times, why have you never told me?"
Shang Qi was exiled out of the country at the beginning, and Shang’s father had ordered him to forbid him to return to China when he was alive. That time when he came to see Xu Zhen, Shang Qi exposed the ability he had been hiding all along, and also made Shang’s father’s alarm bell louder, ruthless Take action to destroy the foundation established by Shang Qi.
Xu Chun couldn't imagine what Shang Qi was like in that situation? He came here secretly, and he couldn't even imagine what kind of mood Shang Qi was in at that time? Write one letter after another here, And why never told myself about it.
Shang Qi frowned slightly, his eyes fixed on the envelope.
"I can't remember."
My head hurts.
Why is there no impression at all?
Xu Zhen arranged the envelopes in order, and gave Shang Qi a fierce look: "Go home? I'll clean you up again. Let's go, no more playing."
"Ah."
Shang prayed, but couldn't move.
He always felt that there was something very important? Important memories did not come to his mind, and his intuition told him that this matter was very important.
"What's wrong?" Xu Zhen stopped and turned around to urge.
"fine."
Shang Qi frowned fiercely and dispersed the white mist in front of him.
Forget it, don't think about it.
Xu Zhen hurried home, opened the envelopes and read them one by one, and then lay down on the bed in large print and thought about life.
Why didn't Shang Qi tell himself?
As soon as he let go, blank envelopes and papers were scattered all over the place, 33 letters, 33 blank sheets of paper, and countless numbers representing the date floated in front of his eyes.
Two full years.
More than 700 days and nights, why did Shang Qi never tell himself.
Since when did he secretly turn his liking into love?
Xu Chun slowly climbed out of bed and picked up the letter papers one by one.
Tsk tsk, why do people have a mouth, what a waste of paper.
Xu Zhen put it away and called Shang Qi's secretary Ning Yu.
He couldn't find the medical records, and Shang Qi was hiding too many things from him. The only one who knew something about the real situation was Ning Yu, who had followed Shang Qi since high school.
It's just that Xu Zhen is not sure? Will Ning Yu tell the truth, because she is the most reliable confidant around Shang Qi.
Secretary Ning paused for a long time. Xu Chun knew that she was a bit introverted in private, so she didn't rush her.
"Mr. Shang once conducted mental treatment in a well-known private clinic in M State," Secretary Ning did not think about it for too long, and told the truth in an orderly manner about everything she knew.
"When I followed him, he was already receiving treatment in private. It was probably when you were in your second and third year of high school that he started taking drugs frequently. At that time, the company had just started. There were too many things, and I couldn't remember exactly what the drugs were. .”
"But then his spirit improved a lot. He threw away all the medicines before you were in State M. Until three years ago, he was seriously injured and lay in bed for half a year. After that, his mental state broke down for a while because he couldn't drive. So during that period I am responsible for taking him to the private clinic for treatment every day."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Shang didn't let me go in. I don't know what's going on inside, but that clinic is very formal. I have their address and contact number. There must be Mr. Shang's consultation there. Record."
"it is good."
Even though he had prepared himself psychologically, Xu Chun still felt very uncomfortable when he actually heard this.The person he likes should be safe and happy, and if the slightest bit of dissatisfaction falls on that person, he will feel that he shouldn't.
"Wait a minute, I... what happened to Shang Qi three years ago?"
"Sorry, I don't know about this." Chen Wenning seemed to sigh lightly, Xu Chun didn't hear clearly through the phone.
"When Mr. Shang was injured, I was talking about work in another place. He didn't accept any personal visits during his hospitalization, so I'm sorry. I don't know exactly what happened to him."
After finishing the call, Xu Zhuding bought two tickets to M state the fastest, and then sent a message to Yi Zheng.
"I'll figure out a way to deal with the land. I may have to stay in State M for a while."
Yi Zheng directly threw the phone over, "When are you leaving? I'm going back too, it's my mother's birthday."
"Pack up and leave this afternoon."
Holding the phone in one hand, Xu Chun pushed open the door, and bumped into Shang Qi, who was looking at the diary with an unpredictable expression.
As soon as Shang Qi came back, he found that his things had been moved. He checked and found that nothing was missing, except that there were slight creases on several pages in the diary.
After contacting each other before and after, Shang Qi naturally understood the reason of the matter.
Surely it was Xu Chun who came back to look for medical records when he was in a coma last night, but he stumbled into the diary by mistake, that's why he didn't go back to the hospital all night.
As for those strange words, such as wearing a book, awakening consciousness, true or false white moonlight... Shang Qi closed his eyes.
Brother got angry, he did it on purpose.
What was more serious than anger was that he knew all his secrets.
"I have something to do, hang up first."
Xu Chun cut off the phone, didn't go over, leaned on the door frame with folded arms and squinted at Shang Qi, without any emotion in his eyes.
Shang Qi buckled up the diary, stood up from the chair, collected all his thoughts, and fixed his deep eyes on Xu Chun, "Although you may be tired of hearing it, but... I'm sorry."
His apology was really the most comfortable sentence Xu Zhen had ever heard.
Xu Chun was noncommittal, determined to hang Shang Qi.
"There is one thing I don't quite understand." Xu Zhen took the diary out from under his hand, opened it to a page, and asked, "Since you don't have a split personality, why do you keep emphasizing that the former you are not you?" ?”
This is so contradictory.
While Shang Qi admits the existence of past deeds, at the same time completely denies the past self.
"Because I have already awakened consciousness, so the previous me can no longer be counted as the same person as me." Shang Qi frowned slightly, as if he couldn't understand Xu Chun's doubts at all.
"That is to say, with your 'awakened consciousness' as the dividing line, before? It was 'he', and after that it was you. The two of you are completely different. The previous things have nothing to do with you, do they?"
"No," Shang Qi shook his head, "I have all the memories of the past, and the personality thing is my fault, but? I have absolutely no deception about my brother's feelings."
ha?
The more Xu Zhen listened, the more confused he became. Isn't this still denying and admitting at the same time?
"Which of the 33 blank letters belong to you?"
"mine."
"That intends to imprison| imprison me, and my dad didn't tell me before the company went bankrupt. Whose is it?"
Shang Qi glanced at Xu Chun, and his long eyelashes fell down like wings, "...his."
puff.
understood.
Seeing that the dual personality is exposed, it is necessary to find another "person" to take the blame? It doesn't matter if there are a lot of bugs, anyway? Even if you kill yourself, the good things are your own, and the bad things are others'.
Xu Chun found a pack of unopened butter melon seeds from the drawer, "I want to eat it, you peel it."
When he was a younger brother, Xu Zhen had no bottom line and was used to it. He never let him do small things. If he liked to eat melon seeds, Xu Zhen would directly ask people to buy the peeled ones. Later, their relationship was lovers, and Xu Zhen was still willing. Dote on him, and don't eat it if you don't want to peel it. When did you use it like this? Called him.
Shang Qi is well-adapted, tearing open the paper bag with his slender and clean fingers, and carefully peeling the melon seeds one by one with his head down.
Xu Chun moved a small bench next to him and sat down, and also put a mobile phone holder along.
When he finished playing the movie, Shang Qi just peeled a small hill. Xu Chun directly raised his head and swallowed it, satisfied, "This movie has a very high rating, here, continue peeling."
Shang Qi glanced at the progress bar.
Hiss... more than two hours!
But? He didn't dare to speak, he was willing to peel the sunflower seeds for his brother, as long as his brother could forgive him?
Soon, Shang Qi realized that peeling melon seeds was nothing!
The protagonist of this movie is the man in white that I saw at the cinema last time!Xu Chun's so-called childhood? !
They've known each other since childhood, how could he have a different childhood!
I don't know what's going on with this movie, it's like that person's personal show, with his face dangling in the center of the screen every minute, making Shang Qi feel like a year, but he still doesn't dare to attack at this time.
Because my brother already knew the fact of his blackening.
All these small actions of his were taken into consideration by Xu Zhen, as if he had gotten a little bit of happiness before Shang Qi.
When the movie was over halfway through, Yi Zheng sent a message, and when Xu Chun cut the screen to reply, Shang Qi saw the conversation between the two by the way.
"Where are you going together?"
My brother bought a plane ticket with another wild man!I don't know anything about myself.
Shang Qi is dying of grief, peeling melon seeds is no problem, watching this little star floating all over the screen is no problem, he just hopes that Xu Chun won't leave him to go out with other people!
Is the difference in treatment before and after? It's too big, and Shang Qi's little heart feels cold.
"Continent M."
After Xu Chun replied to the message, he continued to play the movie, and ate Shang Qi's newly peeled small melon seeds along the way.
Aggrieved, Shang Qi continued to peel his melon seeds, and cautiously asked tentatively, "How many days?"
"uncertain?."
Hey, Xu Chunke is definitely telling the truth~
Shang Qi panicked, and almost knocked over the whole bag of melon seeds with a trembling of his hand. He was at a loss, but he still didn't forget to protect the melon seeds.
No, he couldn't stand it.
Shang Qi suddenly leaned forward and covered Xu Chun's mouth, he didn't bother to ask for forgiveness, he didn't care about anything now, no matter what? He didn't allow Xu Chun to leave half a step.
He thought that Xu Zhen was willing to let him peel melon seeds to give him a chance. He thought that showing the movie was to deliberately make things difficult or test him, but he didn't expect it to be, not at all, maybe his brother really didn't care about him anymore.
"I won't let you go!"
Xu Chun was not as strong as him, and he was defenseless, so he fell into his hands immediately.
Shang Qi violently tore off the tie, went around and tied Xu Chun's hands three or two times, and then he stretched out his hand to hug Xu Chun tightly.
"Young? Sick." Xu Chun pressed his forehead against him, "untie it for me."
Shang Qi stared at him, as if he was about to swallow Xu Chun alive. After about a minute, Shang Qi untied Xu Chun with red eyes, choked up, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry brother, I just don't want to let Xu Chun die. You go, don't go, okay, I'll peel the melon seeds for you."
I need you to peel melon seeds?Are there any supermarkets out there?
Xu Zhen rolled his eyes. Seeing that Shang Qi was still a little conscious, he threw the tie back and said, "I'll take you with me."
The ups and downs are nothing like this? Shang Qi immediately fell from the cliff to the ground.
Xu Zhen simply packed up his luggage and prepared to go to the airport, but Shang Qi picked him up as soon as he went out.
"Brother, let's go by private plane."
What's wrong with him?How come he loves to carry people around at every turn!
Xu Chun struggled, "Let me down! I don't want to lose face!"
It is impossible for Shang Qi to let go, he finally wants to travel with his brother, how can there be a light bulb in the way!
Xu Chun was placed on the spacious cushion at the back, and Shang Qi counseled immediately, "Brother, do you still eat melon seeds? I'll continue peeling them."
The package of crumpled milk-flavored melon seeds was taken out by Shang Qi from his pocket, and there was not much left in it. Shang Qi asked the person in front to send a small plate over, and smiled flatteringly, " I'll be fine soon, brother wait a minute."
Xu Zhen poked Shang Qi's forehead and pushed him away, "Private jet? Yours or Shang's land?"
You can fly a private jet if you want, you need to apply for the route in advance, and I don’t know how Shang Qi managed it in such a short period of time.
"mine."
Shang Qi offered a small amount of neat melon seeds, "Didn't my brother learn to fly a plane before, and when we land, I'll buy one for my brother."
Buy, one, rack.
Knowing that Shang Qi is rich, opening his mouth? It is a bit scary to send a private jet.
"Okay."
It is impossible for Xu Chun to meet him, besides, he has really liked private jets for a long time.
He had saved money for a long time and wanted to buy one, but he reluctantly gave up because the luxury cruise ship next door was sold in advance.
"You reminded me, Shang Qi, tell me the truth, are you the mysterious rich man who bought my luxury cruise ship and house?"
At that time, Xu Chun thought that he had really met a rich man, and the other party paid for everything without saying anything, and the price was just enough for what he needed, but now he saw that he was so naive.
Shang Qi buried his head in peeling melon seeds, his voice was like a mosquito humming, "Give it back to brother when you come back."
Humph.
Xu Zhen snorted coldly, said "I won't eat" and went to sleep in the back.
It was already evening when we arrived in M state, and Xu Chun didn't take Shang Qi straight to the clinic immediately, but made a phone call to explain the situation and made an appointment for tomorrow's free time.
"Aren't you going to your house?"
Xu Chun remembered that Shang Qi's residence three years ago did not go this way, or did he move?
"Of course you want to go back to our house?"
Shang Qi also looked puzzled.
When he got there, Xu Zhen knew where his so-called "our home?" was.
It was the place where Xu Zhen lived when he first came to M state. He and Shang Qi almost lived here in the last few years of elementary school and junior high school.
Xu Zhen's grandfather was a wealthy man in M state, and he waved his hand and gave him a villa near his grandson's school as a welcome gift. After they moved out, there were still people coming to clean it regularly.
Shang Qi raised his brows a little with joy, and he went to help Xu Chun pack his suitcase, while selectively ignoring the next room.
In the beginning, they lived in the same room. Xu Zhen was afraid that Shang Qi would not dare to sleep alone. Later, every time he proposed to sleep in separate rooms, the plan would die prematurely under the guidance of various things.
The room next door was prepared for Shang Qi, where the ashes were kept.
Xu Chun moved his limbs, checked the house roughly, and went upstairs to help Shang Qi clean it up.
"Brother, let it go, I'll be fine."
Xu Zhen chose a clean quilt and put it on with his own hands, "You don't have to do this, I am willing to take care of you because I like you, and I will not be positive or negative just because you take care of me. I am not that hypocritical and have no psychological shadow, no As for the cold war or breaking up because you lied to me about something, I just want you to have a longer memory."
"Mmmmmmm!"
Only then did Shang Qi let go of his hanging heart, too obedient? "You can teach me whatever you want, brother?"
Xu Chun twitched the corners of his mouth, so he didn't look at him, turned around after finishing the bed, and went to tidy up the bookshelves.
Anyway, Shang Qi will always admit his mistakes No. 1, but he will never repent. Now? Think about it, he is really either?
There was an iron box on the top of the bookshelf. Xu Chun didn't remember that there was something in it, so he moved a chair and stepped on it to take it down.
Another combination lock.
The box was either his or Shang Qi's. Xu Chun entered the frequently used passwords one by one, and opened it within a few clicks.
Simply no challenge.
There are only two books in the iron box, and they are still Marysu novels from the last century with a fancy pink cover. Xu Zhen's expression is indescribable.
Shang Qi actually...see this?
It's no wonder he knows so many popular terms in goofy online novels.
Xu Chun flipped it casually, his eyelids twitched.
Overlord, Mary Sue, reunion after a broken mirror, blackening, crazy criticism, miscarriage...
Familiar words appeared in front of his eyes one by one. The visual sense was too strong, and Xu Chun's back was sweating.
impossible?
Xu Zhen quickly turned back along the catalogue, he remembered that Shang Qi had said about sacrificial pregnancy and miscarriage...
Line by line? Printed small characters are combined together to retell the bloody and familiar scenes. Although the content is quite different and it is worth complaining about, Xu Chun can still get it right.
The names of the male protagonist and the female protagonist in this article are very long. The first thing that can be confirmed is that
"Brother, you are finally back!"
Shang Qi obediently leaned on the head of the bed to get an injection, the quilt was tucked in for Xu Chuan when he left, the back of his hand was stuck with medical tape, and the soft rubber tube was slowly dripping the medicine bottle.
He seemed to be staring at the door all the time, his eyes lit up when he saw Xu Chun coming in, "I woke up in the middle of the night last night, the doctor said you'd be back soon, and told me not to move around."
The subtext is that I waited all night, I am super obedient, please praise me!
Xu Chun casually gave him two steamed buns and put them on the small table. He didn't look at him directly, "Eat it."
Just... two buns?
Or vegetables?
"Did you only buy two?" Shang Qi blinked.
"Ah?" Xu Zhen came back to his senses, and said, "If you don't want to eat, I will."
Shang Qi ate it, of course he ate it, how could he not eat the love buns that his brother bought with his own hands.
"I don't dislike it, I like everything my brother bought." Shang Qi obediently untied the plastic bag, held it and took a bite?
"..."
Shang Qi's expression changed.
"What... is this stuffed?"
Shang Qi looked down and saw the green...short...chopped stems.
celery!
Shang Qi couldn't hold back and vomited.
"........."
Xu Zhen silently threw the wrong vegetable bun into the trash can.
…He really didn’t buy stuffed celery on purpose.
Celery ranks No. 1 in Shang Qi's most hated list. It's so bad that you can't even eat it. I don't know if it's infected by him. Xu Chun doesn't like celery either.
But when he vomited, Xu Chun came back to his senses.
"I ran so far to buy it for you, don't you like it?" Xu Zhen squinted his eyes and smiled slightly, trying to piss him off, "Or did you change someone? The black one came out again?"
Shang Qi almost vomited all his bile, he was so weak, and he still had to face Xu Chun's soul torture, feeling very wronged: "Brother, don't always think about 'him'."
Xu Chun was frank, imitating his tea tone: "I am now? I can't help but think about 'him'."
"elder brother!"
Shang Qi stared at him in disbelief. It's been a long time since he mentioned the existence of "him". Why hasn't this matter been turned over yet? !
"Don't think about 'him' bro! How many times have I told you that 'he' is a madman who just wants to hurt you!"
Xu Chun hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Compared to you?"
"Brother, I will be angry if you do this again!"
Shang prayed goodbye? Opened his face and asked Xu Zhu to coax him, "Don't mention 'him' in front of me again. I am different from 'him'! I will never do anything to hurt my brother."
Xu Chun: "That's true."
You can't do it, you can only secretly write a diary, secretly fabricate a personality, and secretly hide it from everyone.
Three days a little fright, five days a big fright.
Every day is like opening a blind box, I don't know what kind of thing pops out this time.
This thing doesn't even have an anti-counterfeiting code, do I need to apply for an exclusive for him? Hang the tag on the back of the neck?This perfect idea can't benefit everyone? It's a pity for the little bastard.
If he doesn't give him a good treatment this time, he really thinks he can lift tiles to the sky!
"Hey..." Xu Zhen said seriously, "I thought about it last night, and I think... I seem to like 'him' a bit more, what should I do, why don't you let 'him' come out."
"……what?"
Shang Qi was stunned. He ignored the needle on the back of his hand and grabbed Xu Chun's hand with an expression of disbelief.
"Brother, are you here? What are you talking about?"
As soon as he exerted force, the needle on the back of his hand swelled up. Xu Chunchao remained calm? Ring the bell for the doctor to give him another injection.
"Don't be excited, you hurt, and 'he' hurts too."
? ? ? ? ? !
Shang Qi hurriedly grabbed Xu Zhen, panicked, "Brother, don't scare me, did I do something wrong again? Tell me, I will definitely change it!"
"No, you're right."
Xu Zhen mourned: "It's my fault, I shouldn't have misunderstood my love for 'him' as being for you, you two are different, you are not alone."
Shang Qi was sweating profusely from anxiety, countless explanations flashed through his genius brain, but none of them made sense.There are too many lies told before, and there is no way to make up for it.
Not long ago, he had sworn that he would never have any more lies.
How can I not explain it?!
It's obviously all his!no one else!
"No! No, I..." Shang Qi panicked, "I, I...we! No!"
He's in a hurry, he's in a hurry!
Hahahahaha quack quack.
Xu Chun laughed inwardly? Let out a goose cry, this is so cool!
"What do you want to say? You don't need to say it, I understand," Xu Zhen took Shang Qi's other good hand and patted hard, "You are definitely not alone!"
Shang Qi was silent.
Then the eye circles turned red, and the tears flowed as soon as they said, "But brother, didn't you say you like me? Brother...you don't want me too?"
sharp!It only took him 0.02 seconds to come up with a countermeasure, which is worthy of being the master of the world of lies.
Can Xu Zhen refuse to accept this wave?
"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!" It's not like him!"
"........."
The room fell into a deathly silence.
The camouflage on Shang Qi's face was cracked inch by inch, and the tears that could be switched freely stopped abruptly.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha quack.
it's so funny!
Pretend, don't you like pretending?How the hell can you come up with two personalities, you just keep pretending!
"Ah Qi, haven't you awakened consciousness? How come you don't know?" Xu Zhen wiped away tears that didn't exist at all, and said bitterly: "This is the most popular double literature at the moment!"
——Who hasn't read a lot of books and swept the library before, but you? !It's broken and reunited, I'll give you a hammer!
"Actually, I also awakened my self-awareness last night. Ah Qi, I am sorry for you. In fact, you have always been a substitute for 'him'? Now? I understand that I was wrong. 'He' is irreplaceable. It should be like this, I'm sorry you woo woo woo." Hahaha.
Shang Qi was dazed by Xu Chun's words.
substitute??How can it be?It's obviously a reunion after a broken mirror?How to become a stand-in? Text.
"No, brother, you may have been disturbed by the rules of the plane." Shang Qi is indeed Shang Qi, and he can always be pulled out by him. "Sure? It's because our recent plot has deviated too much? , Ah Chun, don't believe the wrong information in your mind."
"No, no!"
When Xu Zhen was reading online novels, Shang Qi didn’t know where he was? Which cram school did he do math problems? Compete with him?Laugh? Die, Xu Chun let him see what a bloody stew is.
"You have lost your memory. In fact, your white moonlight is not me, I... I am the false young master of a wealthy family who was wronged," Xu Zhen entered the play miserably: "Ah Qi, this is a double-double novel! "
Shang Qi has calmed down now, he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it at all.
"It's impossible, brother, don't say any more. I don't like other people. You are not a substitute for anyone else."
Xu Zhen grabbed his hand and said ruthlessly, "I wear books!"
"........."
Shang Qi's amber pupils dilated slowly, and he turned his head stiffly to look at Xu Chun, with a trace of fear in his hesitation, "What did you say?"
"...Sorry, I was suppressed by that... ah, the rules of the plane before, so I forgot, I didn't deliberately impersonate for so long." The solemn expression made Shang Qi fall into self-doubt.
He's ignorant, he's ignorant!
Hahahahaha so cool.
Xu Zhen continued to work hard and integrated the content mentioned in Shang Qi's diary: "You probably don't know, you will become black in the future, and when you become black, it will be almost time for your Bai Yueguang to come back."
As soon as the word blackening came out, Xu Zhen clearly saw Shang Qi's fingers trembling uncontrollably.
"...How is it possible... Ah Chun."
Shang Qi's eyes were dazed and helpless, and he was completely panicked: "I don't believe it...you are sure? You lied to me."
He panicked, Xu Zhen was so happy and excited, is this the joy of playing people around?
"Hey, there's nothing you can do if you don't believe me. When you become black in the future, you will naturally know that what I said is true." Xu Zhen let go of his hand, moved a chair again, and sat down at a distance not too far away. , the more you talk, the more proud you are.
"I wear books, so I know a part of the plot. I came here just for you, the hottest crazy critic!"
Shang Qi's hands were empty, and his heart seemed to be empty.
impossible!How could my brother not be my brother?
But he even knows about crazy attacks!
wrong.
Shang Qi thought about it for a second, and was instantly relieved and startled, like a roller coaster.
"Ah Chun, you said you came here through a book?" Shang Qi asked back: "Then when did you change?"
Uh……
This... the reaction is too fast.
But Xu Zhen was really angry this time, and he didn't intend to let him go easily, so he wouldn't give Shang Qi a chance to doubt.
"I don't know, I can't remember clearly." Xu Chun said confidently.
Don't ask? Asking means you don't know.
Hey, just play~
I can't kill you.
Shang Qi withdrew his gaze, his long and narrow eyes were lowered, his emotions were unclear, and he didn't know whether he believed it or not.
"By the way, the doctor told me that I need your medical records, about mental aspects."
Anger is anger, and the disease still needs to be treated for him.
Shang Qi was leaning on the head of the bed, his whole body exuded a sense of isolation from the world.
"No medical records, I forgot."
"If there is no medical record, it is not recommended to use drug therapy." The attending doctor didn't know when he came in, maybe Xu Chun just lost his mind and didn't pay attention.
Xu Zhen quickly asked: "Then what should we do?"
"The only way is to use memory stimulation, using the familiar external environment to forcibly restore the patient's memory. This process may be a bit painful, and it may even directly snap Mr. Shang's already overwhelmed brain nerves, but if... Otherwise, allowing the blood clot to continue to press and block the central system may have unforeseen consequences."
Hearing these words, Xu Zhen was worried, but Shang Qi was indifferent.
After finishing the drip, Shang Qi was discharged from the hospital. From the beginning to the end, he never thought that his amnesia was really sick.
Xu Zhen poked secretly, "I'll take you to my high school to see, maybe? It's so young to meet a wealthy family? Master."
Shang Qi didn't know what he was thinking. He was a little absent-minded. He probably nodded before he even heard the words clearly.
Now? It's winter vacation, schools are closed, and the surrounding scenery is desolate.
"Our high school has been established for a long time, but? Our class has caught up with the good times, and the school has been renovated inside and out."
"careful!"
Shang Qi crossed Xu Chun's waist with his right hand, turned around and pulled him back into his arms.
A speeding sports car whizzed past? Xu Chun heard his breathing stop suddenly and heard Shang Qi's strong and steady heartbeat.
"Brother, it depends on the road."
Shang Qi sighed very softly, he let go of the strength around Xu Chung's waist, held his hand, and there seemed to be memories in his eyes, "Do you still remember when you were in State M? The first few days You don't know who you listened to in Nian, but if you insist on going out, you will hold my hand, and you won't let go even in a small aisle two steps wide."
He still doesn't believe what Xu Zhen said about wearing a book, is he sure? It's because the rules of the plane deliberately made things difficult and modified his brother's memory.
A brother will always be a brother.
He can't be someone else, and he can't be someone else.
Shang Qi's character is very stubborn. He can stand at the door for a whole night because of Xu Chun's words, and he can firmly remember what Xu Chun has done for him for many years.
"Brother, in the 21 years I've been through, you are the only one who is willing to treat me well."
Shang Qi once resented that he was not lucky enough, and that he was never given more than half of his false care, until he met Xu Zhen, and saw him defend himself with very childish expressions, and watched him rack his brains every day just to make himself laugh ?Take a look, and see his blatant preference and arrogance occupying his already cold and degenerated heart.
A person who is disheartened and willing to drown doesn't need a lifebuoy or a driftwood board. It was Xu Chun who fished him into the boat. Schools of fish migrate and play with each other.
"I will not let you suffer any harm, whether it is from others or from me."
Shang Qi squeezed Xu Chun's palm, interlocked his fingers instead, and suddenly and sadly hugged him gently in his arms without using any force.
It was all his fault. Not only did he fail to protect their first child, but he also caused A Zhen to suffer from memory disorder under the suppression of rules.
Xu Chun stretched out a finger to poke Shang Qi's hard chest and pushed him away a little bit, "It's useless to flirt with me, I'm a fake who wears books."
What about the harm from him, when the diary's record of lying didn't exist that day??
How much is he talking about? It's okay if he didn't mention the matter of leading him to cross the road years ago, but Xu Zhen wanted to hit a big wall when he mentioned it.
The sky is clear, he really took the initiative to pull him once, only on the way to get Shang Qi home on Christmas Day, the green light time was not enough, Xu Zhen felt that he was walking too slowly, so he took the initiative to pull His hands go quickly.
Who knew that Shang Qi would be such an adult later on, that he would not walk on his own when encountering a path that was two steps wide, and insisted that Xu Chun go over to lead him when standing opposite him?He also told Xu Zhen's other friends in a serious way:
"You have no sense of security."
This incident directly led to a long period of time. Friends chased him and asked him about the safety questionnaire answer options every semester. Xu Zhen was going crazy. How did he know whether to use a lightning rod or insulating gloves before drowning.
"what is this?"
In front of it is a small closed box with an entire wall, no keyhole, as high as a wall, and only an electronic screen in the middle.
"A Chinese internet celebrity attraction, a couple's mailbox."
Every school has such a holy place for couples to fall in love, and Yizhong is no exception, and it is more romantic and more technological than other schools.
Xu Zhen explained: "Input the name of the sender and recipient from the screen, and this mailbox can spit out the letters stored in the past. It is said that if you have a crush on someone, you can save the confession letter? Here, wait for you someday." If you have enough courage to confess your love, Love Mailbox will bless you with success.”
"And what if the two never wrote letters?"
"If not, it will spit out a heart and two blank envelopes, lovers can deposit together to write to each other, because this mailbox will save time, so there are often seniors and sisters who have graduated for many years come back and cry Cry or scold a few times."
As soon as Xu Chun finished speaking, Shang Qi couldn't wait to enter the names of the two of them.
"Brother, how many years shall we save?" Shang Qi took out a pen, his eyes were shining brightly under his eager expression.
"Boom, boom, boom boom..."
A large pile of letters spit out from the exit like beans, because there were too many and some were squeezed out directly.
Xu Zhen caught it in a hurry, pulled Shang Qi's hand away and glanced at the time displayed on the screen.
The earliest one was in the summer of his sophomore year of high school, and then one after another at very short intervals until he left here after the college entrance examination.
Did Shang Qi come to see him during that time?
Xu Zhen clearly remembered, no.
Throughout his high school career, Xu Chun only met Shang Qi once in China.
It was the first time he returned to China and waited for a whole afternoon under the school willow tree.
In the first year of high school, Xu Zhen was an exchange student in State M. Although he returned to China in the second year of high school, he would go back to see Shang Qi on holidays. Only the third year of high school was busy. He wanted to get a good score and university, so that his father who was seriously ill could relax. Heart, so the whole year is so busy that day and night turn upside down.
The time to read the first letter should be when he just started his second year of high school.
"You have been here so many times, why have you never told me?"
Shang Qi was exiled out of the country at the beginning, and Shang’s father had ordered him to forbid him to return to China when he was alive. That time when he came to see Xu Zhen, Shang Qi exposed the ability he had been hiding all along, and also made Shang’s father’s alarm bell louder, ruthless Take action to destroy the foundation established by Shang Qi.
Xu Chun couldn't imagine what Shang Qi was like in that situation? He came here secretly, and he couldn't even imagine what kind of mood Shang Qi was in at that time? Write one letter after another here, And why never told myself about it.
Shang Qi frowned slightly, his eyes fixed on the envelope.
"I can't remember."
My head hurts.
Why is there no impression at all?
Xu Zhen arranged the envelopes in order, and gave Shang Qi a fierce look: "Go home? I'll clean you up again. Let's go, no more playing."
"Ah."
Shang prayed, but couldn't move.
He always felt that there was something very important? Important memories did not come to his mind, and his intuition told him that this matter was very important.
"What's wrong?" Xu Zhen stopped and turned around to urge.
"fine."
Shang Qi frowned fiercely and dispersed the white mist in front of him.
Forget it, don't think about it.
Xu Zhen hurried home, opened the envelopes and read them one by one, and then lay down on the bed in large print and thought about life.
Why didn't Shang Qi tell himself?
As soon as he let go, blank envelopes and papers were scattered all over the place, 33 letters, 33 blank sheets of paper, and countless numbers representing the date floated in front of his eyes.
Two full years.
More than 700 days and nights, why did Shang Qi never tell himself.
Since when did he secretly turn his liking into love?
Xu Chun slowly climbed out of bed and picked up the letter papers one by one.
Tsk tsk, why do people have a mouth, what a waste of paper.
Xu Zhen put it away and called Shang Qi's secretary Ning Yu.
He couldn't find the medical records, and Shang Qi was hiding too many things from him. The only one who knew something about the real situation was Ning Yu, who had followed Shang Qi since high school.
It's just that Xu Zhen is not sure? Will Ning Yu tell the truth, because she is the most reliable confidant around Shang Qi.
Secretary Ning paused for a long time. Xu Chun knew that she was a bit introverted in private, so she didn't rush her.
"Mr. Shang once conducted mental treatment in a well-known private clinic in M State," Secretary Ning did not think about it for too long, and told the truth in an orderly manner about everything she knew.
"When I followed him, he was already receiving treatment in private. It was probably when you were in your second and third year of high school that he started taking drugs frequently. At that time, the company had just started. There were too many things, and I couldn't remember exactly what the drugs were. .”
"But then his spirit improved a lot. He threw away all the medicines before you were in State M. Until three years ago, he was seriously injured and lay in bed for half a year. After that, his mental state broke down for a while because he couldn't drive. So during that period I am responsible for taking him to the private clinic for treatment every day."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Shang didn't let me go in. I don't know what's going on inside, but that clinic is very formal. I have their address and contact number. There must be Mr. Shang's consultation there. Record."
"it is good."
Even though he had prepared himself psychologically, Xu Chun still felt very uncomfortable when he actually heard this.The person he likes should be safe and happy, and if the slightest bit of dissatisfaction falls on that person, he will feel that he shouldn't.
"Wait a minute, I... what happened to Shang Qi three years ago?"
"Sorry, I don't know about this." Chen Wenning seemed to sigh lightly, Xu Chun didn't hear clearly through the phone.
"When Mr. Shang was injured, I was talking about work in another place. He didn't accept any personal visits during his hospitalization, so I'm sorry. I don't know exactly what happened to him."
After finishing the call, Xu Zhuding bought two tickets to M state the fastest, and then sent a message to Yi Zheng.
"I'll figure out a way to deal with the land. I may have to stay in State M for a while."
Yi Zheng directly threw the phone over, "When are you leaving? I'm going back too, it's my mother's birthday."
"Pack up and leave this afternoon."
Holding the phone in one hand, Xu Chun pushed open the door, and bumped into Shang Qi, who was looking at the diary with an unpredictable expression.
As soon as Shang Qi came back, he found that his things had been moved. He checked and found that nothing was missing, except that there were slight creases on several pages in the diary.
After contacting each other before and after, Shang Qi naturally understood the reason of the matter.
Surely it was Xu Chun who came back to look for medical records when he was in a coma last night, but he stumbled into the diary by mistake, that's why he didn't go back to the hospital all night.
As for those strange words, such as wearing a book, awakening consciousness, true or false white moonlight... Shang Qi closed his eyes.
Brother got angry, he did it on purpose.
What was more serious than anger was that he knew all his secrets.
"I have something to do, hang up first."
Xu Chun cut off the phone, didn't go over, leaned on the door frame with folded arms and squinted at Shang Qi, without any emotion in his eyes.
Shang Qi buckled up the diary, stood up from the chair, collected all his thoughts, and fixed his deep eyes on Xu Chun, "Although you may be tired of hearing it, but... I'm sorry."
His apology was really the most comfortable sentence Xu Zhen had ever heard.
Xu Chun was noncommittal, determined to hang Shang Qi.
"There is one thing I don't quite understand." Xu Zhen took the diary out from under his hand, opened it to a page, and asked, "Since you don't have a split personality, why do you keep emphasizing that the former you are not you?" ?”
This is so contradictory.
While Shang Qi admits the existence of past deeds, at the same time completely denies the past self.
"Because I have already awakened consciousness, so the previous me can no longer be counted as the same person as me." Shang Qi frowned slightly, as if he couldn't understand Xu Chun's doubts at all.
"That is to say, with your 'awakened consciousness' as the dividing line, before? It was 'he', and after that it was you. The two of you are completely different. The previous things have nothing to do with you, do they?"
"No," Shang Qi shook his head, "I have all the memories of the past, and the personality thing is my fault, but? I have absolutely no deception about my brother's feelings."
ha?
The more Xu Zhen listened, the more confused he became. Isn't this still denying and admitting at the same time?
"Which of the 33 blank letters belong to you?"
"mine."
"That intends to imprison| imprison me, and my dad didn't tell me before the company went bankrupt. Whose is it?"
Shang Qi glanced at Xu Chun, and his long eyelashes fell down like wings, "...his."
puff.
understood.
Seeing that the dual personality is exposed, it is necessary to find another "person" to take the blame? It doesn't matter if there are a lot of bugs, anyway? Even if you kill yourself, the good things are your own, and the bad things are others'.
Xu Chun found a pack of unopened butter melon seeds from the drawer, "I want to eat it, you peel it."
When he was a younger brother, Xu Zhen had no bottom line and was used to it. He never let him do small things. If he liked to eat melon seeds, Xu Zhen would directly ask people to buy the peeled ones. Later, their relationship was lovers, and Xu Zhen was still willing. Dote on him, and don't eat it if you don't want to peel it. When did you use it like this? Called him.
Shang Qi is well-adapted, tearing open the paper bag with his slender and clean fingers, and carefully peeling the melon seeds one by one with his head down.
Xu Chun moved a small bench next to him and sat down, and also put a mobile phone holder along.
When he finished playing the movie, Shang Qi just peeled a small hill. Xu Chun directly raised his head and swallowed it, satisfied, "This movie has a very high rating, here, continue peeling."
Shang Qi glanced at the progress bar.
Hiss... more than two hours!
But? He didn't dare to speak, he was willing to peel the sunflower seeds for his brother, as long as his brother could forgive him?
Soon, Shang Qi realized that peeling melon seeds was nothing!
The protagonist of this movie is the man in white that I saw at the cinema last time!Xu Chun's so-called childhood? !
They've known each other since childhood, how could he have a different childhood!
I don't know what's going on with this movie, it's like that person's personal show, with his face dangling in the center of the screen every minute, making Shang Qi feel like a year, but he still doesn't dare to attack at this time.
Because my brother already knew the fact of his blackening.
All these small actions of his were taken into consideration by Xu Zhen, as if he had gotten a little bit of happiness before Shang Qi.
When the movie was over halfway through, Yi Zheng sent a message, and when Xu Chun cut the screen to reply, Shang Qi saw the conversation between the two by the way.
"Where are you going together?"
My brother bought a plane ticket with another wild man!I don't know anything about myself.
Shang Qi is dying of grief, peeling melon seeds is no problem, watching this little star floating all over the screen is no problem, he just hopes that Xu Chun won't leave him to go out with other people!
Is the difference in treatment before and after? It's too big, and Shang Qi's little heart feels cold.
"Continent M."
After Xu Chun replied to the message, he continued to play the movie, and ate Shang Qi's newly peeled small melon seeds along the way.
Aggrieved, Shang Qi continued to peel his melon seeds, and cautiously asked tentatively, "How many days?"
"uncertain?."
Hey, Xu Chunke is definitely telling the truth~
Shang Qi panicked, and almost knocked over the whole bag of melon seeds with a trembling of his hand. He was at a loss, but he still didn't forget to protect the melon seeds.
No, he couldn't stand it.
Shang Qi suddenly leaned forward and covered Xu Chun's mouth, he didn't bother to ask for forgiveness, he didn't care about anything now, no matter what? He didn't allow Xu Chun to leave half a step.
He thought that Xu Zhen was willing to let him peel melon seeds to give him a chance. He thought that showing the movie was to deliberately make things difficult or test him, but he didn't expect it to be, not at all, maybe his brother really didn't care about him anymore.
"I won't let you go!"
Xu Chun was not as strong as him, and he was defenseless, so he fell into his hands immediately.
Shang Qi violently tore off the tie, went around and tied Xu Chun's hands three or two times, and then he stretched out his hand to hug Xu Chun tightly.
"Young? Sick." Xu Chun pressed his forehead against him, "untie it for me."
Shang Qi stared at him, as if he was about to swallow Xu Chun alive. After about a minute, Shang Qi untied Xu Chun with red eyes, choked up, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry brother, I just don't want to let Xu Chun die. You go, don't go, okay, I'll peel the melon seeds for you."
I need you to peel melon seeds?Are there any supermarkets out there?
Xu Zhen rolled his eyes. Seeing that Shang Qi was still a little conscious, he threw the tie back and said, "I'll take you with me."
The ups and downs are nothing like this? Shang Qi immediately fell from the cliff to the ground.
Xu Zhen simply packed up his luggage and prepared to go to the airport, but Shang Qi picked him up as soon as he went out.
"Brother, let's go by private plane."
What's wrong with him?How come he loves to carry people around at every turn!
Xu Chun struggled, "Let me down! I don't want to lose face!"
It is impossible for Shang Qi to let go, he finally wants to travel with his brother, how can there be a light bulb in the way!
Xu Chun was placed on the spacious cushion at the back, and Shang Qi counseled immediately, "Brother, do you still eat melon seeds? I'll continue peeling them."
The package of crumpled milk-flavored melon seeds was taken out by Shang Qi from his pocket, and there was not much left in it. Shang Qi asked the person in front to send a small plate over, and smiled flatteringly, " I'll be fine soon, brother wait a minute."
Xu Zhen poked Shang Qi's forehead and pushed him away, "Private jet? Yours or Shang's land?"
You can fly a private jet if you want, you need to apply for the route in advance, and I don’t know how Shang Qi managed it in such a short period of time.
"mine."
Shang Qi offered a small amount of neat melon seeds, "Didn't my brother learn to fly a plane before, and when we land, I'll buy one for my brother."
Buy, one, rack.
Knowing that Shang Qi is rich, opening his mouth? It is a bit scary to send a private jet.
"Okay."
It is impossible for Xu Chun to meet him, besides, he has really liked private jets for a long time.
He had saved money for a long time and wanted to buy one, but he reluctantly gave up because the luxury cruise ship next door was sold in advance.
"You reminded me, Shang Qi, tell me the truth, are you the mysterious rich man who bought my luxury cruise ship and house?"
At that time, Xu Chun thought that he had really met a rich man, and the other party paid for everything without saying anything, and the price was just enough for what he needed, but now he saw that he was so naive.
Shang Qi buried his head in peeling melon seeds, his voice was like a mosquito humming, "Give it back to brother when you come back."
Humph.
Xu Zhen snorted coldly, said "I won't eat" and went to sleep in the back.
It was already evening when we arrived in M state, and Xu Chun didn't take Shang Qi straight to the clinic immediately, but made a phone call to explain the situation and made an appointment for tomorrow's free time.
"Aren't you going to your house?"
Xu Chun remembered that Shang Qi's residence three years ago did not go this way, or did he move?
"Of course you want to go back to our house?"
Shang Qi also looked puzzled.
When he got there, Xu Zhen knew where his so-called "our home?" was.
It was the place where Xu Zhen lived when he first came to M state. He and Shang Qi almost lived here in the last few years of elementary school and junior high school.
Xu Zhen's grandfather was a wealthy man in M state, and he waved his hand and gave him a villa near his grandson's school as a welcome gift. After they moved out, there were still people coming to clean it regularly.
Shang Qi raised his brows a little with joy, and he went to help Xu Chun pack his suitcase, while selectively ignoring the next room.
In the beginning, they lived in the same room. Xu Zhen was afraid that Shang Qi would not dare to sleep alone. Later, every time he proposed to sleep in separate rooms, the plan would die prematurely under the guidance of various things.
The room next door was prepared for Shang Qi, where the ashes were kept.
Xu Chun moved his limbs, checked the house roughly, and went upstairs to help Shang Qi clean it up.
"Brother, let it go, I'll be fine."
Xu Zhen chose a clean quilt and put it on with his own hands, "You don't have to do this, I am willing to take care of you because I like you, and I will not be positive or negative just because you take care of me. I am not that hypocritical and have no psychological shadow, no As for the cold war or breaking up because you lied to me about something, I just want you to have a longer memory."
"Mmmmmmm!"
Only then did Shang Qi let go of his hanging heart, too obedient? "You can teach me whatever you want, brother?"
Xu Chun twitched the corners of his mouth, so he didn't look at him, turned around after finishing the bed, and went to tidy up the bookshelves.
Anyway, Shang Qi will always admit his mistakes No. 1, but he will never repent. Now? Think about it, he is really either?
There was an iron box on the top of the bookshelf. Xu Chun didn't remember that there was something in it, so he moved a chair and stepped on it to take it down.
Another combination lock.
The box was either his or Shang Qi's. Xu Chun entered the frequently used passwords one by one, and opened it within a few clicks.
Simply no challenge.
There are only two books in the iron box, and they are still Marysu novels from the last century with a fancy pink cover. Xu Zhen's expression is indescribable.
Shang Qi actually...see this?
It's no wonder he knows so many popular terms in goofy online novels.
Xu Chun flipped it casually, his eyelids twitched.
Overlord, Mary Sue, reunion after a broken mirror, blackening, crazy criticism, miscarriage...
Familiar words appeared in front of his eyes one by one. The visual sense was too strong, and Xu Chun's back was sweating.
impossible?
Xu Zhen quickly turned back along the catalogue, he remembered that Shang Qi had said about sacrificial pregnancy and miscarriage...
Line by line? Printed small characters are combined together to retell the bloody and familiar scenes. Although the content is quite different and it is worth complaining about, Xu Chun can still get it right.
The names of the male protagonist and the female protagonist in this article are very long. The first thing that can be confirmed is that
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