bear shadow

If you look back but can't see the person you want to see, will you feel a little lonely in your heart...

It will be the end of the year in a few days, I originally wanted to celebrate the new year with those brothers, but I didn't expect...

"Ayi, do you want to hang out together on New Year's Eve?"

"Sorry, Amo, I have an appointment with a high school classmate."

"It's ok."

I thought in my heart that it doesn't matter, and Wang Hong and Ade, they can ask, who knows...

"Wang Hong, do you have any activities for New Year's Eve?"

"I had to work that day, but there were too many people in the store to arrange rest, so I had to go to work."

"Okay! Then I'll find someone else."

I couldn't find Ade in the classroom, so I realized that he was answering the phone outside the classroom. Seeing his happy face, I thought I knew who was calling...

"Amo, are you looking for me?" He hung up the phone and turned his head to say

"Forget it! It's okay!" I thought in my heart that I don't need to think about it. I must have lived with the guy in his family. I was poor and sad when I asked. Why did I go to be someone else's light bulb?

"What's all right? Make it clear!"

"I wanted to ask you about your plans for New Year's Eve? But just by looking at your expression, I knew that you had an appointment with the person on the phone just now." I said with a mocking look on my face, wondering if he would come back sorry

"Oh, don't be like this! By the way, you told me last time that the fat boy is back, is it true?"

"Don't try to change the subject!"

"I'm concerned."

"Well, he told me that he would find a way to come back to see me on February [-]th."

"Isn't that... Valentine's Day?"

"It turned out to be like this. I was still thinking about what a special day that day was." I said with a look of sudden realization.

"I won't talk to you, you little idiot, I'm going into the classroom soon."

"I don't believe that I can't find someone to celebrate the New Year with me! Remember it! Humph!" I yelled silently from the bottom of my heart

I flipped through the address book on my phone, checking the names one by one, only to realize that there was one person I hadn't asked, so I hurried to the department office...

"Amo, what are you looking around for?"

"I'm afraid your boss is here."

"Are you looking for the director? He is going to the International Conference Hall for a meeting. I can convey something to you."

"I'm not looking for him, I'm looking for you."

"Looking for me?" He looked at me so puzzled.

"Brother Cong Hao, do you have any plans for New Year's Eve?"

"I'm working!"

"There was no one in the whole school that day!"

"I get off work at five o'clock, why do you have something to do?"

"I'm not here to ask you first, to see if you have anything to do, and I want to go to the New Year's Eve with you."

"Yes, yes, but I have to wait until I get off work."

"Okay! No problem!" I agreed without hesitation, and I was happy to have someone to accompany me.

"Amo, did something good happen? You seem to be very happy recently."

"Is there? Why don't I think so."

There was a lot of sweat on the bottom of my heart. Could it be that he knew about the fat boy? I think it should be impossible.

"Look at you kid! Alright! I'm fine, then I'll go on to work."

As I was about to leave I asked him again "Do I look that happy?"

He smiled and replied, "Go ahead and look in the mirror to see your youthful appearance."

I made a face at him before leaving the department office, and there was a "childish! How old are you!" laughter from behind...

Loneliness is certain, but it is only temporary, as long as I still have the shadow of your smile in my heart, I will still have the courage to go on and see the scenery I have never seen before...