bear shadow

"I heard from our class guide that the department office wants our first and second grade health section chiefs to draw lots. May I ask who are we looking for in the lottery?"

"Cong Hao, go and take out the lottery you just made." The department secretary directed the person I bumped into just now and said, "Okay, Sister Ping."

He spread out the four pieces of paper that had been folded twice in half and put them on the table, and then ran to do his own business. He found a seat next to me and sat down, and then the health department heads of other classes also arrived.

I can only say that although I am not strong in boxing guessing, I am very lucky. I was the last one to draw lots, because I lost all the people in guessing, but the assigned cleaning range is the easiest.

After we finished drawing lots, I immediately went to tell Sister Hui, and she said that she would tell everyone at the class meeting, which saved me the trouble of announcing it. After all, what the class teacher said was quite forceful.

In the past, there would always be someone waiting for me to go with me after school. I saw that there was no one beside me, so I felt inexplicably sad. Maybe even my brothers could see that I was different from before, but since From the beginning to the end, he didn't ask half a word.

Whenever their words came to their mouths, but they were swallowed in the end, I knew what they would ask, but I didn't want anyone to mention it.

Until one day Ade really couldn't stand it anymore, and he took me to a place where no one was in private after school...

"What the hell happened to you?"

"What's wrong?"

"After a summer vacation, you have become the you I know no longer."

"It's nothing." I avoided his gaze coldly, I didn't want others to see the wound in my heart

"You can hide it from other people, but you can't hide it from me."

"I'm really fine."

"Did something happen with Fatty?"

When he mentioned his name again, I felt that tears were shining in my eyes, and I knew I couldn't hide it, because my tears had already burst out of my eyes involuntarily...

"he left."

"why?"

"I don't know!" My tone was not as cold as before, but turned into an angry roar

"I'll ask him." I grabbed Ade's arm and shook my head at him, "He's dropped out of school."

"what!?"

"On the day I skipped class, I accidentally ran into him who had finished his studies. He said that he would come back after giving him a year. He... said so..." As he spoke, his eyes filled with tears. full of tears

After Ade asked, he seemed to feel that he knew it was the case, and he was unwilling to ask. The two of us were silent for a long time, and I couldn't stand the atmosphere, so I told him that I wanted to leave first, and then left.

I didn't leave the school, but just walked to the judo club alone, looking at the things he had left here, looking at the empty dojo, as if I could still vaguely see him practicing.

Looking at the gray sky outside the window, the rain is coming like an invasion. The rain outside makes me feel a kind of desolate beauty. Now I just want to turn into raindrops and fall on the ground, so that the soil will greedily absorb me all without leaving a trace.

I went to the top floor to dance with the rain, like a madman, I didn't know what I was doing, the rain was wet all over my body, and whether it was rain or tears on my face, I had no way of knowing, I only knew that at this moment My heart is like a raindrop, and finally evaporated from this world without leaving a trace.

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