bear shadow

I looked at the direction where you left, and saw that figure walking towards the stairs from the back, obviously it wasn't me who was sorry for this relationship, why should I avoid you like someone who did something wrong.

I understand that my heart will never let you go, but what else can I do now?Could it be that I kidnapped you and told you that you can't escape from my palm?I shook my head to wake myself up a bit, and sent me away who was still thinking about it just now.

Watching him go down the stairs, I also rushed up. At this moment, I don't want to worry about anything anymore?I just want to tell you that I still think of you from the bottom of my heart, so my heart is where you should come back.

Maybe it was because my footsteps were too loud. When I reached the stairs on the second floor, he stopped in the stairwell and looked up at the stairs as if he was waiting for something, but when he met my eyes, his eyes It wasn't surprise or disgust, just a guilty and sad expression.

"Why did you suspend school all of a sudden?"

"Did you hear that?"

"I didn't eavesdrop on purpose...just... overheard."

Talking and talking, even my heart felt guilty, and we were silent for a few minutes like this, obviously we used to be the most familiar people, but now we fell into an embarrassing scene like strangers.

"Do you have anything else to do?" He said this to break the predicament

"I...no..." Could it be that love really sucks away people's IQ, making me speechless like an idiot

"Then I'm leaving." He didn't look at me, or seemed to avoid my eyes

"Wait...this...you didn't accept that day..."

He watched me take things, and then saw what I would come up with. I took out the necklace that was supposed to be given to him on his birthday from the collar of my clothes.Although I wanted to throw it away several times, but because of his sentence "Don't lose the necklace!", I haven't put a heavy hand on it for a long time.Now it's like a talisman that stays with me in his place and never leaves my side at all times.

When he saw that it was the necklace, he turned his head and left. Seeing that he was going to leave, I chased him to the school gate. Suddenly, he turned his head from a distance and shouted loudly at me, "Keep it safe for me! I'll be back in a year! Then I want you to hang it up for me yourself!"

Thinking of the last time I watched him disappear with the car like this, it seemed to be the night of the New Year’s Eve, thinking that that night was the first New Year’s Eve with you, and you stood there stupidly for nearly an hour . "

Thinking of these memories, tears flowed down unexpectedly, but the person who should have wiped my tears just disappeared.