bear shadow

Who said...you have to shed a few tears for someone...to be sad?

That night, I sat on the head of the bed, my mind was always blank, I didn't know what to think, I just kept looking at the empty wall in front of me.The body that was wet by the rain shivered slightly, because it was cold or... I don't know, I only know that my hands are wrapped around the pillow to keep myself warm.

It rained all night, and I also listened to the sound of rain all night.The shadows of the windows are reflected on the walls of the room, and with the vehicles coming and going on the street, it seems to be swaying alive, as if mocking my emotions.

When my sky was completely filled by you, you ruthlessly pulled away from here, taking away my whole heart without leaving a single bit.

Hold the necklace around your neck in the palm of your right hand, imagining that you can feel the temperature of the owner of the necklace, but the metal necklace just tells me once again that it has lost its warmth, leaving only a trace of coldness …

Watching the time pass by, I don't know what I'm waiting for... I'm just afraid, when I close my eyes, everything disappears, even the emotion disappears...

"Promise me, no matter what happens, you are not allowed to lose the necklace. You can only read this note after you get home, and you are not allowed to open it now!"

***

When I walked out of the room, it was already the next afternoon, I really didn't know what I did wrong, but he left without giving me a reason, what is this!And to him, what am I!

I hate myself for wanting to keep him, but he didn't give me a chance.

I hate myself for being so useless, even if others want to break up with me, I don't need a reason.

I stood on the window sill, looking at the gray sky, it was not that I had no tears, but the tears fell with the rain.It's been raining all day, why doesn't it stop raining?

My mood follows the sky like this, as if I have forgotten how happy I am, and when I get used to the laughter of two people, I will find that the laughter of one person is so monotonous.

Looking back at the dishes on the table that have not been touched by anyone, I don't want to take them all away, I just want to keep them there.And there was a candle on the cake on the dining table that was too late to light. After I pulled out the candle and wiped it, I put it in my drawer and locked the drawer.

It turns out that after you left, my heart felt as if all the oxygen was taken away, and I was almost suffocated by the pressure of the walls in this room. And the person I miss, where are you...?

Now I just want to tell you personally...

"I miss you so much."