bear shadow

If I make an agreement with others, it is a debt I owe in this life.Well, I just want to tell you, let me owe you my whole life...

When I opened my eyes, I saw the street scene I was familiar with outside the window. I always felt that the streets of Taipei were always full of traffic no matter what time of day.

I didn't expect that I would fall asleep with my cheek still leaning on Amo's head. There were no lights on in the car, only the street lights were reflected in the car.I said silently in my heart that I hope no other passengers will be frightened by our actions.

It was already around ten o'clock in the evening when we arrived at Taipei Main Station, and the time was not far from what I calculated.All the passengers got off the bus because they arrived at the station. Seeing Ah Mo sleeping so soundly, I couldn't bear to wake him up, so I pulled him up and carried him on my back.

When I got out of the car, the driver looked at me and seemed a little frightened by my behavior.But in the end, I still helped us put the luggage in my hand, so I packed another bag on my left, and another bag on my chest.Don't ask me why I can still carry the bag in front when I am carrying someone, because I put Amo on the ground on the way, and then carry the bag, but he sleeps like a dead pig, I think even if he wakes up tomorrow I don't know either.

We had to transfer to the train station to get to my house, so we moved towards the train station, maybe the sight was really eye-catching, because I saw everyone looked at us with a very surprised expression.After buying the train ticket and getting on the train, I found an empty seat and asked Amer to lie down, using my thigh as a pillow for him.

As soon as I enter the house, I always have a feeling of "it's still the best at home". As soon as I get home, I put this guy on the bed and see how tired he is. I think he has been playing crazy these days Bar.

Because I was carrying him on my back for such a long walk, I was sweating all over my body and it was very uncomfortable, so I took a hot bath before going to bed, put the dirty clothes that should be washed in the washing machine, and hung them on the balcony by the way .

Maybe it was because I lifted the quilt too much, I seemed to see his eyes looking at me.

"Fat, I want to drink water."

"wait."

I hastily ran to the kitchen to fill a glass of water and handed it to him. After drinking the water, he seemed to close his eyes and fall asleep in peace.

I slowly approached him, and finally his back rested on my chest. I put the arm of my right hand under his neck, and the other hand on his waist, and closed my eyes like this...

In my mind, all the warm pictures when I went out to play...

Thinking of you who had dark circles under your eyes and went for a ride with me on the first day, and slept in the car until you drooled and left evidence on my clothes.

Thinking of you who obviously can't swim, but want to see the underwater scenery.

Thinking of us together on each other's stomachs, making a sandcastle and taking pictures of you.

Thinking of us watching the sunset together, but you foolishly staring at me without saying a word.

Thinking about... the last night when I watched the starry sky with you, you told me jokingly that you saw a shooting star, but you didn't tell me what you wished for the shooting star.

My mind is like a photo album, there are all kinds of pictures of you in it, and I just keep flipping through it...

I'm not afraid to disappoint other people, but only you!I don't want and don't want to see your disappointed expression.I don't want my promise to you to be like a blank check that can't be cashed.

But in this "agreed" time, how many future you can I see?Always something I can't decide...

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