Tear

Chapter 38

Carrying the groceries he bought, he opened the old rusty anti-theft door. Lin Xu thought, if he had time, he should buy a bucket of paint to avoid the rust from falling down.The house was as cold as the outside, so Lin Xu turned on a small electric heater, the red heating pipe was dimly lit, weakly, and he didn't feel the temperature. He cooked the rice, chopped the sauerkraut, fried the dried chili, Pickled cabbage, bean rice and bean rice soup were poured into the pot, put salt, and turned to a low boil.

(Calbage language: This dish is called pickled cabbage and bean rice. It is a common home-cooked dish in Guizhou, and it is also the most popular dish. Basically everyone eats it. If you have friends who come to Guizhou, I recommend this dish)

It was late at night, thinking about that second-hand old desktop computer, Lin Xu finally couldn't help but clicked on the folder

Two young and handsome boys were kissing, stroking each other, slowly took off their clothes, fell on the bed, gasping for breath

The flying butterfly tattoo on the arm is revealed from the slipped sleeve

Lin Xu wrapped his head in the collar of his down jacket and cried softly. Yes, it was too cold, so cold that he dared not take off his down jacket at home. Only the dark heating pipes at his feet conveyed a little warmth to his cold feet.

Every night, every night, Lin Xu watched repeatedly like this, crying, recalling the fairytale days, bit by bit, paying attention to the entertainment news and director Guan Fan's movements every day, except knowing that Director Guan was preparing to shoot Except for a new film, there is no news, not a little news about Gao Fei.Lin Xu imagined that his brother would come back, imagined that his brother would make a call, one day when Lin Xu mustered up the courage to dial his brother's number, there was only a cold female voice, "The number you dialed is empty, please check it Dial again."

Lin Xu's heart is devoured by longing every night. Apart from being alive, he just misses his brother. Apart from work, he just remembers memories. He desperately tries to remember every bit of the past. When some things are vaguely recalled, Lin Xu will I'm afraid that as the years go by, I won't remember anything

That number is still silent as always, the mobile phone is always full of power, and the bill has never been owed, just lying quietly like this.

It was too cold. This night, Lin Xu let tears flow wantonly. Sometimes he was afraid that his eyes would be red and swollen the next day. Lin Xu didn’t dare to lie down, so he half sat and half lay on the bed until dawn. Eyes are crying.