Tear

It has been more than a year since Gao Fei came to this town, and he lived a life of self-imposed exile. Most of the time he just looked at the sea, deliberately avoiding contact with people, and wanted everyone to forget the old Gao Fei. He is very happy in life, because he is young and because he doesn't understand.

I wonder if three years is long enough, or five years?

he needs time to fade the past

Need to wait for new opportunities and life

need to think

Needs adjustments and adjustments to his desires, which have not patronized his desires for three years

That boy, Gao Fei thought of the boy who left the team and stayed here alone more than a month ago. His youth was clean and the sun was so clear and clean. He could feel the boy's obsession with him, and he knew it too. The boy couldn't judge his own feelings. Gao Fei looked at the boy's confusion clearly. He knew that this was just a trouble that a boy would encounter when he was young. The special feeling produced by a specific environment, such as the sea, the sunset and him constituted a dream. That's all, returning to normal life, this has become a memory of the boy, as the years fade away, maybe they will never see each other again in this life.

So, when that unintentional kiss of that youthful breath really brought the forgotten desire back to him in an instant, he didn't guide the boy to continue down, he hoped that the clean boy would have a perfect and normal life , he doesn't want to leave traces in this clean life, he cherishes this kind of perfection, he likes it but doesn't want to destroy it.

"Brother Fei, Brother Fei, come quickly" Ah Qiang ran over in panic

"What's wrong?" In this quiet and peaceful place, it's rare that there's anything to panic about that's worth shouting about.

"Brother Fei, come and take a look." Ah Qiang pulled Gao Fei and ran to the beach

"It's him..." The boy who fainted on the beach was the boy Gao Fei had just thought of. He didn't have time to think why this child appeared here in such a state at this time. The hickey was bright red, the corners of the mouth were swollen, and there were faint traces of bruises from the slightly opened collar. Gao Fei immediately felt what had happened to this boy.

Amidst the exclamations of Aunt Xia and A Juan, Gao Fei carried Lin Xu directly to his bedroom on the third floor.

"Send it to the hospital." Aunt Xia also recognized the child

"It's okay, let him rest first." Gao Fei knew that Lin Xu would not want to go to the hospital.

He took out a piece of paper and wrote some medicine names, gave it to Ah Qiang, and added several ointments after thinking about it, telling Ah Qiang to buy medicine quickly and Aunt Xia to make soup.

Gently unzipped the jacket, took off the jeans, and saw that the child was not even wearing underwear. Gao Fei knew how to escape in a hurry. There were faint traces of dried blood on the belt. Blue and purple, deep and shallow hickey marks, and dried white and red spots mixed with blood on the thighs, Gao Fei knew what it was, looked at the scarred body, closed his eyes, fainted With a skinny face full of tension and terror, Gao Fei felt so uncomfortable in his heart. Is this the kid who was chatting with him about his hometown and his ideal?

"Fuck!" He punched the coffee table, and Gao Fei burst into tears.

In the bathroom, Gao Fei skillfully and carefully cleaned every inch of Lin Xu's body

With a warm smile, a handsome face, and slightly drooping bangs, why do you seem to have tears in your eyes?Lin Xu knew that he must be dreaming, and only in dreams would he lean into this embrace, Lin Xu smiled, "Brother Fei, I'm dreaming again, don't go away"

Gao Fei held this body in his arms, that smile broke his heart, "I won't go, I won't go", tears fell on Lin Xu's face

Gao Fei skillfully and carefully applied the medicine to Lin Xu, applied it externally and took it internally, and also applied the medicine to the inside and outside of the red and swollen cave. He sat by the bed and looked at the boy quietly. He didn't know what the child had gone through. What, but it must be terrible and cruel. The boy in his sleep writhed uneasily, sweating all over his head, as if he was trying to get rid of something. Whenever Gao Fei grabbed his hand and wiped his sweat

, the boy opened his eyes from time to time, smiled happily when he saw Gao Fei, and fell asleep again.

Lin Xu felt that he must be in a dream or in another world. When he saw the small building on the beach, all the willpower to support him was exhausted. I have always seen that warm smile, the soft bed, the pure white sheets and quilt covers, the white curtains blown by the wind, holding my strong hand, and the smell of grass when I bent over to change the medicine for myself. What is it if it is not a dream?Where is it not heaven?

Lin Xu closed his eyes, unwilling to wake up, and hoped that this dream would last forever