that boy said he loves me

The weather was fine that day. I picked up the camera and took pictures of the endless white clouds. They were thick and rolled together, and they were golden in the afterglow of the setting sun.

Blossoms are strung together, the air is filled with the fragrance of green grass, I hope that such a beautiful scenery can be shared with me, share its beauty, its goodness, and the sunshine it brings to our hearts.

Fake a day outside.Give my body and mind a vacation, and when I came back, I saw couples in a small alley next to the school sneaking into cheap food stalls, eating a stick of mala tang for [-] cents.

I was thinking right now, it would be great if Xiaoxing was here.

We can eat together and go home together, just like in high school, I want to melt each other into each other's lives, even "bodies".

Having a secret love for someone has both hidden happiness and hidden pain. You obviously like it, but you can’t say, can’t do, and can’t openly "show love" when you choke on your lips. What a beauty!

Xiaoxing wanted to dye her hair when she was in high school, but she never dared.

No one dares to violate the school’s rules and regulations. Not only can’t dye hair, but also wear school uniforms every day. This can spoil some parents. They can save a lot of money from clothes to invest in children’s education, for example: I My mother would spend all the money from selling clothes to me to buy books or papers such as "Sprint for the Exam" or "Invincible in the Haidian Exam".

If I take the first test in the city and become a "beggar", I think being my parent is also willing, and it is a hundred willing, absolutely unambiguous.Now that no one cares about me at university, it can be regarded as being able to speak for myself. Of course, Xiaoxing is the same as me.

He followed his own temperament and dyed it a purple that can only be seen under the sun.

It's not too ostentatious, but it can also satisfy his wish to dye his hair, killing two birds with one stone.

After dyeing, I came to our school and asked me if I looked good. In fact, I still like the simple and unpretentious little star, but now he has more playful "charm".

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It completely subverted his original image of a good baby.

In fact, there is a "little monster" hidden in everyone's heart, and he is no exception. This little monster will inadvertently erode every inch of goodness in his heart.

It wasn't until we were devoured to the point where we were devoured that we suddenly realized that there was little left of the last goodness.

That day when he came to school, he had purple-red hair. He looked cynical, less childish, and more ruffian. It was completely different from his usual cute and cute style.

I was taken aback when I saw him, then stroked his hair and jokingly said, "Is it a wig?" He knew I was teasing him, and instead of answering, I asked me "Is it pretty?"

I stared at his fair face obsessively, and said the word "handsome" from the bottom of my heart.The short purple hair makes his skin fairer and more transparent. Maybe it's because I have a good impression of him from the bottom of my heart.

Maybe I had an illusion, maybe he is really handsome and cute, these maybe, possibly, are all based on my sincere feelings for him.

If you love someone, his "disadvantages" are his unique "advantages" in your eyes. It is not too much to describe him with the most beautiful language in the world, and to dress him up with the best things in the world .

I think the person I love the most in this life is Xiao Xing!

Even if the cherry blossoms wither and the world becomes colorless, my heart for him will not change.

I pinched his chin involuntarily, tried my best to control my emotions, and prevented the throbbing in my heart from breaking out at this moment.

I don't want to be a perverted and obscene "hypocrite" in Xiaoxing's eyes. Since I entered the "circle", I have hurt many boys, but I never thought of bringing Xiaoxing into this "land of right and wrong" to live "Amphetamine" life.

I don't want him to be like me, just because my remaining goodness and goodness tell me, "If you want him to suffer as much as you do, then you make him gay"!

I don’t know why when I write this, my heart is somewhat touched, why we are born different from other children, we have to suffer unnecessary pain, why our love is spurned by the world, why can’t everyone use it Look at our "love" with a tolerant heart. I have always firmly believed that there is nothing wrong with loving someone. True love can transcend time, borders, age, skin color, and gender.

Since I was a child, I have admired boys from the bottom of my heart, and my friendship with girls of the opposite sex is completely included in the ranks of friendship except for friends, but I have a different feeling for boys of the "same sex".

Maybe we did some sins in the previous life, or we owed debts in the previous life, and we want to punish us in this life, and use a lifetime of pain and suffering to repay the mistakes we made in the previous life... Xiao Xing is my true love in this life, But I can't have him, he is close in front of me, but far away in the sky.

I can see him every day, touch him, and share his happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy in front of my eyes. I can never tell this boy in front of me that he is deeply in love with him. .

My feelings for him have been procrastinating from high school to college, and I don't know how long it will last like this.

When the night is quiet, when the wind is howling, when it is cloudy and rainy, when no one cares, I wish he could be by my side and let him fall asleep soundly in my arms.

God's will tricks people, but it just makes me, a magnet with the same magnetic poles, be attracted by the same magnetic poles, unable to extricate myself, and sinking deeper and deeper.

Sometimes think about accepting the facts in front of you since you can't escape.

From the bottom of my heart, I love him. I can't lie to myself, and I don't want to lie to myself.

The boy with short purple hair in front of me is the boy who would laugh out loud when I see him in my dreams. I want to confess to him that he is so "clean" but I am so "dirty".

Everyone is born as a "clear spring", and the road is chosen by oneself.

But what I was heading towards was a "road of no return" full of thorns and no one cared about it.