that boy said he loves me

Because of this incident, I deeply reviewed myself afterwards, because I have a prejudice against girls, and she is Xiaoxing's girlfriend, so it is reasonable that I dislike everything she does. This has led to my deep grievances towards her today.

Later, Xiaoxing brought her to see me a few times. My attitude was neither cold nor hot. There was another time when we were having a meal, the two of us almost quarreled. Since then, Xiaoxing has never brought his girlfriend to see me. pass me.

I hate that "bitch" to death. If killing doesn't pay off, I'll kill her to vent my anger.

Xiaoxing has a girlfriend and has a brand new life. We haven't been in touch for a long time since we broke up.

Thinking of them sticking together every day, and thinking of them calling each other with ambiguous words every day, I can't beat each other.

Unable to bear the sudden blow in front of me, I began to degenerate, smoking, drinking, skipping classes, fighting wars, not going back to the dormitory, and playing games outside day and night.I tortured myself, trying to use this method to take away the pain in my heart.

It was raining heavily that day, and when I came out of the hotel drunk and smelled of alcohol, my dizzy body seemed to burst into flames. Walking with shallow feet and planning to go back to the dormitory to have a good sleep, I suddenly heard someone calling "Brother" from behind.

I seemed to have been waiting for this voice for a long time, and when I turned around, I bumped into his dark instant, and he asked me why I drank so much alcohol, did I lose my health?

He actually asked me why?I want to say "you have to ask yourself this".

I want to tell him "I like you and want to be with you forever, but you fucking ignore me and pretend to be pure."

I miss you now, and I will never be separated from you.

I hope that you are the first thing I see when I open my eyes every day. No matter what happens, I will stand by your side. No matter what happens, I will carry it for you. I want to say Xiaoxing, I love you and don’t leave me.

I don’t know where to start when I’m full of words!”

Xiaoxing, I am for you, I have a hundred and one thousand reasons in my heart?

"Why, why God wants me to meet you, but can't let me be with him, why is it that I like boys of the same sex."

When I saw Xiaoxing, I really wanted to tell him the heart-piercing love words stuck in my chest. These words have been held in my heart for three years, and I can't spit them out or swallow them.

I was so choked that I couldn't breathe. Although we didn't go to the same university, we were in the same city, but the schools were far away from each other.

I couldn't meet each other easily, Xiaoxing half pushed me back to the dormitory that day, and I was lying on the bed with blurred consciousness and high fever.

My thinking gradually became blurred, and my mouth was full of Xiaoxing's name, Xiao... Xing... Xiao Xing... Xiao... Xing... don't... go!