that boy said he loves me

When he came back from the summer vacation, he told me that he had a girlfriend.

Since then, I have become indifferent to him, unsatisfactory, and unreasonable.

He saw my attitude of drifting away from him, and sometimes asked me, but I didn't answer.

It might be jealousy, or it might be jealousy of the girl.

During that time, I became depressed and depressed. In the second semester, he told me that he broke up with that girl. The reason for breaking up was that "he" didn't like "her".

I think it's all because of me, or maybe my own self-indulgence.

In the three years of high school, we formed a profound "brotherhood", although I may approach him and please him with impure purposes.

But this is all because of my obsession with him, a kind of love.

I can no longer tell you all the bits and pieces in the past three years, and I can't express my thoughts on him at that time and at this moment with these pale words.

But it is such a pure, impurity-free relationship that maintains the pure and true relationship between us.

To this day we are still good friends and good brothers, and the emotions he would not show in front of anyone will be fully revealed in front of me.

Such a real and gentle boy, who would not pity him and love him!

In fact, he should have his own love, which I know better than anyone else.Because he is different from me, I often persuade him to fall in love, but he really fell in love.

But I was like a lunatic, hurting him everywhere, and thinking of what I did later was completely in two styles.

Love is often selfish, I love him but I can't say it, but I hope he is happy, even if I bet my life's happiness as a bargaining chip in exchange, "For him, I am willing".