Old Tang

"What are you doing? Do you know that this will scare people to death?" I said angrily,

"My aunt asked me to come over to supervise you and see who called you. Once I heard it was a man, I felt relieved." Lin Xin said mischievously.

"I don't know why," I said, and then walked back to the dining table. Lin Xin felt that she was making fun of herself, so she followed me back to the dining table.

The dinner is still going on, most of it is the conversation between Lin Haosen and his mother, and Lin Xin will occasionally say a few words, I have been coping with it on the surface, but my heart has already flown to Fatty Tang, I don't know that Fatty Tang is now What are you doing?What are you thinking?

Lin Xin kept adding food to my dinner plate. Although she was a little reluctant in her heart, she still had to be careful in front of her mother. Fortunately, she accepted it politely, eating the food on the dinner plate and looking at the wine glass in front of her. , suddenly there is a feeling of wanting to get drunk,

"Uncle Lin, it's rare to eat together, let's have a few more drinks!" I said,

"Hey! It seems that Xiao Lin's interest has come up. Okay, uncle will drink a few more glasses with you." Lin Haosen was surprised at first, and then said happily,

"Is there enough wine in your house? Is there any white wine?" I said,

"Lin Xin, go to the wine cabinet and take out two bottles of Wuliangye." Lin Haosen said briskly,

"Xiao Lin, it's becoming more and more out of shape," my mother said suddenly,

"Hey, Xiao Lin is happy, it's rare, you don't have to worry about it," Lin Haosen stopped,

Seeing what Lin Haosen said, my mother didn't continue. She just looked at me with a strange look. Seeing this, Lin Xin ran to get the wine.

As the liquor poured into the glass, Lin Haosen and I drank slowly. We didn't talk much during the period, we just kept toasting and clinking wine. My mother and Lin Xin looked at me in surprise, and I didn't have the heart to observe them. .

Lin Haosen still seemed to be a little apprehensive, he only drank such a small sip every time, but I drank it in big gulps, completely ignoring Lin Haosen's questioning eyes.

Seeing the bottom of a bottle of wine soon, my mother was a little anxious,

"Okay, stop drinking, what's so happy about it?" My mother said while grabbing my wine glass,

"Mom, just let me drink some more. You bought a house for me and finished the decoration. You came to visit Uncle Lin's house again tonight. Do you think I can't be happy? I don't think Uncle Lin will." Be stingy with that little bar!" I said,

"Look at what you said, as long as you want to drink, Uncle Lin has plenty of wine." Lin Haosen continued,

My mother didn't say anything when she saw this, but Lin Xin who was on the side kept asking me if I was okay.

The wine was slowly rolling in my stomach, and my face felt a little hot. I thought to myself, it should be almost the same, and I don’t know how much I drank. Lin Haosen seemed to be able to feel the changes in me, and tentatively asked me if I still drank. It also expresses my wish, and the dinner is over.

My mother originally wanted to talk to Lin Haosen again, but I urged her to go back. Seeing my state, my mother bid farewell to the Lin family's father and daughter. Lin Xin insisted on driving us. No more force.

When I got in the taxi, my mother began to scold me non-stop. I was just listening, but I didn’t listen to what my mother said. Fatty Tang’s face always appeared in my mind, and at the same time, I was struggling with something. One thing, it hurt me more and more with the effects of alcohol.

"Xiao Lin, are you listening to me?" Mom pushed me,

"Mom, I'm listening." I recovered,

"I saw it all today. Let me tell you, if you are interested in Lin Xin, don't hide it. There is nothing wrong with it. If you do this again, I will tell you for you." Mom said,

"Mom, it's not what you think, just leave it alone," I replied,

"I don't care who is in charge? It seems that you can't let the trouble go on. I will make a decision on this matter. It's all good and I'm still here pretending not to know." Mom said,

"mom"

"Stop talking, you don't have to worry about it, I'll take care of the rest," said my mother,

Due to the effect of alcohol, I was a little dizzy, so I didn't continue what my mother said.

After sending my mother back to the hotel, I walked out of the hotel alone.

Walking on the road, the cool wind blows on the face, and there is a hint of coolness. I feel a churn in my stomach, and a burst of pouring under the tree leaning on one side. People passing by me look at me, as if they heard someone say: "If you can't drink it, don't drink it", I smiled bitterly in my heart, but I thought of a sentence in my heart, "Others laugh at me as crazy, but I laugh at others who can't see through".

After I vomited it out, my stomach felt much better, and my mind gradually cleared up. I walked slowly on the road, feeling a little melancholy. Why is it so melancholy?I was asking myself, but soon found the answer, Fatty Tang, the Fatty Tang I love so much, ever since I heard Fatty Tang say that his wife and child are coming, I always feel a little uneasy, a little guilty, and this kind of Guilt but don't know why?

He took out his mobile phone to answer Fatty Tang's call, but he didn't know what to say. After hesitating for a long time, he still didn't call. Looking up at the starry sky, there were only a few stars. Maybe it was because the island city was close to the sea, and the air was so humid that the stars were covered. When I wake up, there is no natural vitality, only the beauty built by humans under the sky, and I have no intention of admiring this beauty.

Am I right or wrong?Walking on the road, I thought about this question. It is understandable for everyone to have a beautiful love and a favorite partner, but for people like us, is it okay?In all the persistence in the past, I have always firmly believed that as long as I get rid of all kinds of difficulties, I think I will find a destination that suits me. Now, is there really such a destination?Is it possible to achieve it only after hurting many people?My family is like this, and so is Fatty Tang's family.

Thinking of Fatty Tang's wife and son, although I haven't seen them, from the day I knew they were coming, I could feel that Fatty Tang was going to return to his happy family of three. The family should be happy, at least no one will be concerned about it, and my appearance seems to be a third party of the Tang family to destroy this beautiful family, but rob a woman's husband, and rob a child's father , Just imagine, what kind of role do I play in this?Is it to pursue what we think of as love?If so, I would rather not, if Fatty Tang is single, I think I will muster up the courage to seek our love boldly, but sadly, Fatty Tang is a family man, and I am about to go The person who broke up this family can be described as a bandit.

My heart is a little tired, why do I think about this now, if I would think about this from the first day I met Fatty Tang, I think I will always put him in my beautiful imagination, but now, everything seems to be difficult Extricate yourself.

I am a very traditional person. If I gain my own happiness by destroying other people’s families, I think this kind of happiness is shameful, at least it is not fair, and I will feel uneasy when I see those who have been hurt. .

After thinking about it, I made a decision, I can't go on like this, Fatty Tang, although I love you very much, I don't want to destroy your family, let alone hurt your family, I think it might be best to withdraw from your life The choice, I think you will understand, because I love you too much.

The phone rang, and I took it out to see that it was Fatty Tang. I had an impulse, but another voice quickly vetoed it. The love I had so hard to come by, is it willing to refuse like this?But all the thoughts just now have made me firm in my belief. For the good of everyone, let’s make a choice!

"Old Tang," I said,

"Liang Zi, have you finished your meal? Why is there a car noise? Have you not returned home yet?" Fatty Tang asked eagerly,

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