Old Tang

When I wake up in the morning, I feel a little tired. The night's sleep always feels not very solid, as if a stone is always pressing on the bottom of my heart, sometimes trembling with fear, and sometimes staying up all night, but where does this restlessness come from?I can't tell either.

According to the company's arrangement, I successfully acted as a lurker just like Yu Zecheng. The superficial purpose was different from the actual purpose. I was sure that I had quite a talent for acting, and I was able to pretend to be quite good on the surface, completely covering up the truth. Complicated mental activities, and Jin Ge, with a smile on his face, remained quite calm from the beginning to the end, without any abnormality at all.

After half a day of lurking, I found that it was nothing more than that, and I was not much better than us, so after the meal, I specifically signaled Brother Jin to go back to the hotel in the afternoon.

"It's all done? I'll treat you to a big meal tonight, and I'll take you out to play tomorrow. You should rest first!"

As soon as I got back to the hotel room, I received a text message from Brother Jin. I simply replied with two words "Okay", and then threw the phone on the bed.

After taking a shower, I was bored sorting out the documents recorded in the morning. It took about an hour to finish sorting out, so I plugged in the network cable in the hotel and went online boringly.

I logged into QQ and saw that Tian Long was not online. I was a little disappointed. Although I often surf the Internet, I seldom chat. Therefore, Tian Long is the best one among the few netizens I chat with. Since he is not here, then I just had to click and play.

The pupils instantly focused on one position, and the optic nerve quickly transmitted to the brain. I stared at the computer screen, blinked hard a few times, and finally convinced that everything I saw was true, yes, it was true, last time What I saw in Tian Long's space was only a part of the photos, but all of them have been displayed today, and they are so colorful.

A completely unacceptable fact is right in front of your eyes. The photos of Tian Long when he was playing have been completely confirmed, and that was captured by Fatty Tang, because at the same time, at the same place, under the same background, Fatty Tang and Tian Long embraced each other and smiled happily at the camera. This moment has been frozen in the photo.

Too many places of interest, too many tourist attractions are all over their footprints, all kinds of lovers' clothes, making various poses facing the camera, leaving too many beautiful pictures of them.

I found that each photo has a date set, I looked at it, and there must be their souvenirs for two months, every weekend date, without interruption.

My eyes finally stopped in a group photo of them and stopped rolling down, because the tears had blurred my eyes. Rather than saying that my eyes were filled with tears, it would be better to say that I didn’t have the courage to look any further.

In the group photo, Fatty Tang is wearing a casual shirt with a dragon pattern on it, paired with a pair of jeans and a pair of brown casual leather shoes, leaning against a big Buddha in a chic yet graceful manner, showing the signature smile that has always fascinated me , on the other side of the Buddha, the same shirt, the same jeans, the same brown casual leather shoes, if not for the difference in size and number, I really wouldn’t have recognized that it was Tian Long, with a cute and handsome smile on his face, and a v in his fingers. The word shape is enough to reveal Tian Long's happy mood at that time, and the couple's outfit with the same style is also enough to show how harmonious they get along.

At this time, their smiles are based on my tears. I don't know whether the Buddha will bless their happiness at this time, or will they feel sad for me?

I can't watch it anymore, tears are slowly dripping down my cheeks, a feeling of being deceived, even played with, gradually fills my heart, attacking my fragile heart, heartache, Almost unable to breathe.

I lit a cigarette, walked slowly to the window, and took a deep breath. At this moment, the fragrance of Dianba Zhongnanhai was no longer so attractive, and even a little disgusting. Because it was too strong, I coughed After a few sounds, he opened the window and threw it out with all his strength, as if he wanted to throw everything away.

A few drops of rain fell on my face, and I realized that it was already raining outside, accompanied by the gray sky. I am glad that God can understand my mind so well, and let this hazy weather accompany my heartache. Soul, in this way, will it appear more painful? .

I went to the bathroom and washed my face, calmed down a bit, and thought about it carefully, maybe I misunderstood, maybe nothing happened to them, it was just a pure friendship, but is it really a pure friendship?From the group photos I saw, the intimate movements and happy expressions reminded me of us in the music square. Isn’t this the same scene?simple?I'm lying to myself, I can't believe it!

Fatty Tang’s business trip is Xi’an, and Tian Long’s location is Datong. Although I have never been to the above two places, I know from the geographical knowledge that the distance between the two places is not too close, and there should be at least three hours. The drive, what kind of motivation made Fatty Tang go back and forth to Datong once a week, is it just pure friendship?Obviously, people with a little IQ will not believe it. Obviously, Fatty Tang has fallen in love with Tian Long, and may even fall in love with him, even surpassing his love for me.

I'm in a meeting, I'm busy, it seems that everything is just a lie, and the perfunctory is all for Tian Long, I am a little self-deprecating, on the one hand, there is Tang Fatty who loves each other, and on the other hand, Tian Long, who has a good relationship, I am really too naive , from the first time Fatty Tang chatted with him and asked for his QQ number for the first time, I naively didn't take it seriously. At that time, I always treated Fatty Tang with a candid and trusting attitude. Now it seems that I was wrong, and it was a big mistake Very wrong.

I went back to the computer again, clicked the mouse with my right hand, and browsed through their happy times one by one with the sound of heartbroken crying. Smiling faces bloomed on their faces, and tears slipped silently on my cheeks. Heartache is sometimes face to face.

Beijing, the capital of China, in the Bird's Nest, in the Water Cube, Fatty Tang took Tian Long to leave unforgettable scenes one after another. Seeing this situation, I have to think of the scene with Jin Ge in Beijing, also in the Water Cube , I was also taking pictures, but I was thinking about Fatty Tang, and I even fantasized about coming to Beijing with Fatty Tang.And Fatty Tang, who had a great time traveling with Tian Long, did he occasionally think of me?

The last two photos, one is at the hotel entrance and the other is in the hotel room, I checked the date, yes, it is today, the photos were uploaded an hour ago, and the photos at the Bird’s Nest and Water Cube are also Just shot this morning.

I picked up the phone, dialed the main service desk,

"Please help me find out if there are any flights to Beijing from now on?" I asked as much as possible in a voice that was close to collapse.

"Sir, there is another one in an hour, and there is plenty of time to go now," the hotel service staff replied,

"Book me one right away," I replied,

Putting down the phone, copied the last two photos to the phone, sorted them out quickly, and walked out of the room.

After getting the ticket, I called Brother Jin,

"Liang Zi, have you rested?" Obviously there were many people around Brother Jin, and the noise kept coming and going.

"Brother Jin, I have something to do. I'm leaving first. Please take a few days off." I choked up and said,

"Liang Zi, what's the matter with you? Didn't you agree to treat you to a big dinner tonight and take you to play tomorrow? Is there any urgent matter that can't be discussed until I go back?" Brother Jin replied anxiously,

"Just booked the ticket, now on the way to the airport" I said,

"Where are you going? What's the matter? Liangzi, what happened?" Brother Jin asked,

"Beijing, I'm sorry, Brother Jin, I'll hang up first." I hung up the phone while talking, because I couldn't control my choked voice.

After getting in the taxi, I calmed down a bit. I took my mobile phone and dialed a number.

"Brother Liang, what instructions do you have?" the other party joked,

"Binzi, I will arrive at the Beijing airport in three hours, you prepare a car for me alone, and I will send you a photo now, before I arrive in Beijing, you have to find out the exact location for me and get off the plane I'll go right away, understand?" I said.