Jean Love

While eating, they chatted, and when they talked about Jin Jun Jinji, he and Jinji occasionally had phone calls.Talking about his family, his parents, and his brothers and sisters, I have met most of them.I talked about my elder brother who worked with him in Dongguan, and asked about his two children. I heard that my daughter married to Guangxi, but she hasn’t come back year after year. It’s like she has no parents. The job is not stable, the girlfriend is not stable, and I have brought a second girl home, and I have a big belly.

Lian Yu said: "If you have a boy, he, the uncle, will give you 2000 yuan, and you don't have to pay it back. If you have a daughter, you won't be able to see it." He also said: "Don't have a daughter. Girls grow up. If you put it down, there will be nothing." He said loudly.I was dumbfounded.After a few seconds, I came back to my senses: "Hehe, in terms of thinking, we are all super stubborn masters, but you are more pedantic and stubborn than me." I slapped Lian Yu's shoulder hard.

Talking about his lover, I asked, "You go home more often now, don't you?"

"It's about the same as when I was in Dongguan, two or three times a year. She came here for her birthday in July last year and stayed for a week."

"Do you still remember that I recharged your phone bill for two years? Every August [-]th." I looked at him.

"The temporary residence permits are all fake, and the date of birth on them is also fake," he said.

"Like this, I only go home two or three times a year, and I'm already in my forties. Seriously speaking, it's really hard for my sister-in-law and you." I looked at his face seriously.

"Don't talk about this." He turned his head to the dining table, eating seriously.

After a moment of silence, we started chatting again and again, talking about home, outside, society, and individuals.Talking about me, I told him that I was unemployed again and had nothing to do. "Isn't it? You have nothing to do, and everyone in the world has nothing to do." Very exaggerated tone, very exaggerated eyes.

"It's true, not a joke." I was serious.

"Then..., what's your plan?" He also became very serious.

"I want to stop and write a book quietly. Just write the story between us. It can probably be this thick." I raised my right hand and gestured with my thumb and index finger.

He didn't make a sound, I know he doesn't read books, and I may not be able to write it down completely.Because it may touch other people's privacy and my own moral issues, and because I have no idea and no confidence, so I babbled a few more words.He remained silent because he didn't understand, or didn't understand.I was thinking: when the eminent monk leaves, he can leave some relics to the world, but what can I, an ordinary person, leave to my comrades?As far as my life experience and my inner feelings are concerned, I will resort to words! !

"Is your child in elementary school?" Lian Yu interrupted my bright or dark thoughts.

"I'm in the first grade, and I just transferred back to my hometown town. His homeroom teacher happens to be my classmate in junior high school."

"Oh, that's good." He didn't ask my lover, and I didn't intend to tell him that I was divorced.So I changed the topic and talked about other places, world affairs and human relationships, joys and sorrows.He is very interested in how to make money and the great achievements of his boss, so most of the time he speaks with high spirits and I listen carefully.

The dining room has long since become empty, and the dining table has been cleaned up without knowing when. Looking around, there are only two of us guests left. We ate this meal for more than three hours, and it was more than ten o'clock in the evening when we returned to the residence.

Lian Yu poured me a cup of tea and put it on the desk in the room, then helped me get the towel, toothpaste and toothbrush, and the hot water for the shower. There is cold water on one side, recalling that he was as serious and careful as I taught him in the Regent Hotel.

When sleeping, two spring beds, three people, facing their gardener, who is not young, not short, not fat, lying on the bed, talking about work with Lian Yu, I lie on the bed Beside Yu, listened quietly, and fell asleep after listening.Familiar people, familiar voices, familiar tastes, because I have no desires and desires, so I am more calm and practical.

Lian Yu maintained the good habit of getting up early, even if he fell asleep at [-] o'clock last night, he still got up at [-] o'clock the next day. "Wen, wake up and have breakfast." Hearing Lian Yu's call, I was still lying on the soft spring bed.I wiped my sleepy eyes and saw the toothpaste, toothbrush and mug on the desk, and a burst of warmth hit my heart. This is his considerate side, and it has never changed.

Opening the door, a burst of fresh air with the smell of earth rushes in. A thin morning mist in the distance rises mistyly around, lingering between the trees and the fence, like a white veil, It was hazy and clear, and the sandy soil on the surface seemed to be soaked by the spring rain, and it was moist.

I came to the small square table next to the dead wood coffee table. Lian Yu and the garden master were already sitting there, waiting there. The garden master asked me if I wanted some wine, but Lian Yu blocked it for me and told him that I would not drink.

The breakfast is cooked by Lian Yu, pork intestine fun.In the middle of the small square table is a wide-mouthed stainless steel basin, a long-handled spoon for eating hot pot, and three small bowls around it. Each bowl has been filled with more than half of the bowl of pork intestines fun, a piece of Chinese sausage, and a poached egg.When I sat down, the three of them started to eat and suck.The garden master ate and pondered alone.

"Come on, eat more." Lian Yu put the remaining piece of sausage in the wide mouth basin into my bowl, and moved the long handle of the ladle to my face. "Let's play here for a few more days, go to Huicheng for a stroll, and look for a job by the way, but I don't have time to accompany you."

"No, I'll go home later."

"Do you really have nothing to do?" He wondered.

"Do I need to tell lies?" I laughed.

"Should I call our boss to see if his company or factory is recruiting? There should be no problem. You can work here. You can talk to him about salary." He was very enthusiastic and enthusiastic. Got to impress me.

"No, thank you, Ayu."

"Do you really want to go?"

"real."

"I'm very glad that I made the final decision. I'm still here. I'm really happy to see you, very happy." I started to say some sentimental words again.What he said made his expression froze and froze, and it made my heart feel sore one after another.

I went into the room to pack my backpack, took out the cigarettes I bought in the supermarket yesterday, put them next to his pillow, pulled a little quilt to cover it, turned around, and gently closed the door.

"I left in such a hurry, I didn't greet you well, I'll give you 200 yuan as travel expenses." He waited outside the door, saw me coming out, opened his old black wallet, and took out two red notes, revealing his parting and The brother-in-law had a similar expression of reluctance, in front of the gardener.

"I didn't use your money when I was in my twenties. I'm in my thirties. I'm healthy and safe. How can I ask you for travel expenses, really." I pushed his hand away and walked forward. .

He sent me out of the bus stop outside the courtyard, stood there, watched me board the bus bound for Huicheng, waved goodbye, and there was still a warm light in his eyes after many years.That resolute, haughty face was like a sculpture in the morning light, and it was slightly lifted up obliquely, looking at me.He is so unique, yet so touching.

The car moved forward quickly, he retreated quickly, and his figure quickly became smaller, until there was an open space and a few floating clouds...My eye sockets were wet again, involuntarily, it seems that tears have nothing to do with sorrow and joy...

Once, I went to Lahesha with my elder brother and chatted with him on the way. He said very proudly: "In my life, I just marry a wife and have children, and then build a house. I have completed more than half of my tasks. Next Coming down is just waiting to bring up the children and grandchildren, and it’s time to enjoy it.”

At this moment, my mind is full of images of Lian Yu, Lian Yu's face, that face that is still passionate and proud, the face I used to like so much, the person I like so much, can still move me deeply Buried heartstrings.It suddenly occurred to me: the origin determines the cause and effect, and the cycle of life and cycle.

Like the periodic cicada in the forest on the east coast of North America, I seem to have gone through a reincarnation after more than ten years, returning to the original starting point. I don’t know if I can be reborn, or I will die (passed away) .The expression is calm, and the heart is blank, so I didn't feel the joy of the big brother.

I don't blame heaven, earth, or him, because I can't find any reason to resent or blame him.I am very glad that I convinced my heart that I am here. After four or five years, we met again, and we can still be friends. The kind of friends who know each other cares through their eyes is already very good. We are separated from each other and never see each other again. This kind of ending is still quite satisfactory!

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