Jean Love

"Come on, brush your teeth, spit the water into the bucket, and I'll pour you some warm water." In the hall, Nian'er sat in the center, a low red plastic stool, a thin wooden bar beside her, legs Close to each other, the left knee was wrapped with a bandage, grandma squeezed toothpaste, brought water, and brought a white plastic bucket, and put it in front of her.

Nian'er's legs and feet are difficult to walk. Grandma brings tea and water, and puts a good meal in front of her. An old man in his 80s, walking staggeringly, and caring for him in every possible way, is very touching. "Grandma has a lot of shining points, except for her mouth, and her ability to burn firewood, which is extravagant and wasteful..."

In the morning of NO.16 in February [-], grandma asked Murongqian to carry firewood. Murongqian said that she burned it so fast, she only carried it once yesterday, and today there is no more, and there are not many people, just three or four people. How could so much rice and boiling water be burned? Grandma started to get angry, gesticulating, swearing loudly, stood up, with her hands behind her back, and walked out the door, yelling loudly: "Don't burn it, don't boil it, and boil the water too!" Don’t burn it, it’s up to you whether you eat, drink or not, and die.”

"The same is true of your dead old father. He has been idle all day for a long time in the winter, and he has not seen him doing anything serious. The piece of bamboo next to the grain drying field is all dead, and he will not go if he is asked to cut and burn it. "Grandma turned to my father, but my father was not there, she was telling me.

Grandma and father are enemies, the two are really incompatible, together, it is guaranteed that within three days, they often quarrel.

On February 25, [-], my father went to Shunde to work with people from the neighboring village. He had made repeated appointments with the people from the next village years ago. Because he had an ID card, he repeatedly assured: "I will definitely be able to do well when I go out this time. The reason is that there are people from my hometown by my side, communication will not be troublesome, and I will not be lonely."

Before I left, I came to my room and said that my brother was not good, that my brother's wife was not good, and that my grandma was not good... I don't know what to say, I don't even have the energy to analyze and refute, I hate these topics, but he and But grandma complains about this every day. Of course, grandma will not blame my brother. From grandma, I can see a kind of love and love that is so partial.

My father first went to Shunde with a few old friends of the same age from the neighboring village, and then went to Nanhai. He would call me every now and then to inquire about each other's situation. It sounded like he was having a good time on the phone.

On May 14, [-], my father called and said that the clothes were stained and he couldn't wear them anymore. He didn't go to work tonight and bought two coats.Grandma was listening while I was talking, and I said, "Would you like to have a word with grandma?" My father hesitated for a second: "Just say a few words."

I turned on the speakerphone and listened to these two old friends who were going to be noisy in less than three days greeting and wishing each other on the phone. Grandma was like a big girl, holding the phone in one hand and pinching the phone in the other. Dressed in the corners of the clothes, with his mouth open, he looks a little embarrassed and coy, and looks very cute.

On June 11, [-], my father called and said that they added food for the Dragon Boat Festival. His tone was very happy. As usual, he always told me to pay attention to my health before closing the line. It was hot and I had to take it with me when I went out to work. Straw hat, don't come back too late, the tone of concern, that concern makes me feel sad, this should be what I said to him, but now, even the scene is reversed, he is away from home, I am idle at home.

On July [-], [-], I resigned and resigned again. The fellow called and said that his father would be back in a few days, and he was full of helplessness: "Oh, Mao Ya, your father's temper is really too difficult. I can’t even persuade him, there is really no other way, I think I’ll let him go, I’ll take him to a ride in a few days, let him go home and forget it.”

I returned to the town on July [-]th, almost a month ago, and I haven’t been back to the countryside yet. When I met a fellow villager in the town, they asked him: “You’ve been back for so long, and you don’t go back to the countryside to see. It's time to pluck peanuts."

"I won't go back. The mother-in-law at home is too talkative and too lazy to quarrel." Father said.

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On April 22, [-], Chen Wu took his mother to Shaoguan to see a doctor. I called the doctor in Guangzhou, and I said, "When you arrive in Shaoguan, do you need to call and explain to the doctor here?".He said, "No, it's generally not used, and it's not something serious. They usually understand it. Just take your medical records with you." I asked, "Do you need to test for thyroid-stimulating receptor antibodies?" He said: "It's been four months. It's better to have a test."

My mother came back in the afternoon and did not wait for the test results to come out. The reason was that Chen Wu was not free. I asked, "What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said his nails were low, but he didn't say anything else. He was fierce and had a bad attitude. Maybe he was in a bad mood."

"Did he read your medical records in Guangzhou?" I asked.

"Just glanced at it, put the medical records aside, and said I got it."

"Have you had TSH receptor antibodies?" I asked again.

"Oh, no, I forgot."

My heart skipped a beat, I didn't know what to say, I was very scared, didn't hypothyroidism have to take medicine for life?It's a three-point drug, can her body withstand such a toss?The thyroid-stimulating receptor antibody 17 (reference value 6.56-0.00) was done by NO.1.58 in Guangzhou in January [-]. The doctor at the North Guangdong Hospital said that it is unnecessary to do this.

On April 25, my mother went to Shaoguan to get the test results. The blood routine was normal, T3T4 was normal, and thyrotropin was normal.After getting the result, the doctor looked at it and said that it was almost healed. He prescribed Saizhi for three months, but did not prescribe white tablets.According to the usage and dosage in Guangzhou, I will go for a review after three months.

On August 3, 4, my mother went for a checkup, and the results were normal, including T[-]T[-] and thyrotropin, but the white blood cells in the blood routine were still slightly low, and the doctor prescribed basic medicines for another three months. Tell her to go for a review in three months.

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Chen Wu has been arranged by the company to run the market in northern Guangdong since the New Year. He is close to home and has a local accent. He is more comfortable running, and he can take care of his family and children. Chang, was transferred to Nanhai, Foshan at the end of June. After more than a month, he had no clue and was full of pessimism.Every time I call, I cheer him up. The harder it is, the more he can train people. He agrees. He just talks and does. It is really hard to start. It is difficult to open the situation. Sometimes he even suspects that he is not running a business at all. He even began to feel anxious: "Oh, maybe I will lose my job soon, what should I do? Xiao Jing is pregnant, and now she has a second child, and the price is clearly marked, it will cost 5 to [-] yuan." Chen Wu lamented.

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As for his elder brother Chen Xiong, Chen Wu invested in him a forklift worth more than 3 yuan, and also gave him a [-]% new motorcycle that he used before, but..., family, it is the most difficult thing for me to write about. One article, but I couldn't hide it no matter what, I wrote it, deleted it, and wrote it again, it was messed up, and I seemed to be going crazy.That day, I came to the mountain and came to the large piece of land that my mother had reclaimed. It has returned to its original appearance, full of thorns, bushes, weeds, and vines.There are more people going out to work, but fewer people walking. There is no ground and no road.I stood there, took out my phone, and opened the recently downloaded song "Hearing Liangshan":

I hear

A Soma blooms in the dew A pair of bare feet walks in the valley Passing by, Silent and hesitant to speak Sadness

I heard snowflakes falling all winter in an instant

I hear

The legends on the rocks are peeling off The raindrops in the sky are fading away Slowly icy calls freeze the footsteps in the wind

Hearing the murmur and the long breath between the palm lines

Who is watching the forest under the eaves who is waiting for herding sheep by the mountain road

Who is watching the forest under the eaves who is waiting for herding sheep by the mountain road

I hear

The immature seeds in the story The wheat field at the foot of the mountain is about to go barren The sheep that I abandoned for me The fallen leaves

Passing through the valley, there is a long sigh in the stream

Who is watching the forest under the eaves who is waiting for herding sheep by the mountain road

Who is watching the forest under the eaves who is waiting for herding sheep by the mountain road

I can hear the sorrow but I can't find the source

I can hear the sorrow but I can't find the source

Quietly, quietly, I am used to it, alone, because of a picture, my thoughts are full of thoughts, and for a song, tears flow down my face!Every life is an immortal legend, and every legend will peel off on the wind and frost cliff, disappear in the long river of time, perhaps, return to the true life.