blue marshmallow

I sat downstairs for a while, wanting to smoke a cigarette, but I couldn't hold it back. I looked up and saw that it was almost ten o'clock. I went upstairs with heavy steps, looked at their closed doors, and listened carefully. , it’s very quiet inside, probably because I’m really tired after driving for a day, I really want him to talk to me for a while, but there’s the sea, and he’s very tired, so I shook my head helplessly and I pushed my car away. door.

I tossed and baked a few pancakes on the bed, but I still couldn’t sleep. I haven’t counted sheep and wolves for a while. Recently, I just counted him, one him, two him, three him... No, I got up by accident, I didn't know what to do, so I stretched out my hand and opened the door, my god!I jumped back in fright.

"You son of a bitch, you want to scare my mother to death," my mother strode in with a gloomy face, and closed the door behind her.

"Mom, Mom," I yelled twice in a daze before I stabilized my mind, "What are you doing here?"

"You still ask, it's not that you, a bastard, are not worried. You are so old and you are not sensible, and you always worry me, alas," she said, putting the things in her hand on the bedside table.

I just saw a few cigarettes and a few bottles of wine clearly, "Mom, what are you doing with this?"

My mother knocked on my head angrily, "If you say you are ignorant, you still don't use your brain? The leader came to the house for the New Year and bought a lot of things. You shouldn't go to other people's house to pay New Year's greetings. It's been a few years The books you read are all in vain, what is this school teaching you to do?"

"Ah, did they buy something?" I have never cared about this. Since they came here, we haven't had a good conversation. Thinking about it, it is impossible for them to come empty-handed. First, it is Chinese New Year. I'm a social person, so how can I look like an idiot who just left school?But then again, there are many people who are very good at socializing at a young age. I just hated these things since I was a child, so I instinctively cut off those things about the world.

"Not only did I buy something, but I also sent you a big red envelope," my mother happily shook a red envelope in her hand at me.

"What?" I became more and more confused by Monk Zhang Er.

"The leader said, you came back early, and you were not there when the company distributed the red envelopes, so I sent them to you on the way, ha ha," my mother ignored my surprised expression, and continued to talk with relish, "I counted the red envelopes. 1 yuan, Xiaoxiang, you have to work hard. I think this company is good, has a future, and the leaders also value you. You can’t let me and your dad down. You don’t know, I went to buy it just now. While smoking, I told Aunt Li about your work and made them greedy, haha," my mother smiled triumphantly, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes became deeper and deeper, I was really upset, I don't blame her for showing off everywhere, It is the pride and power of a mother to have a promising son in the family, and to publicize it everywhere. But, my mother, I am really ashamed.

I lowered my head, my face flushed with shame, "Xiaoxiang, you take the red envelope given to you by the leader yourself." My mother stuffed the red envelope to me, "The cost in the city is no better than that in the country. Put this away, too," she said as she stuffed me with two bulging red envelopes, and I looked at her suspiciously.

"Oh, it's really worrying. This is for the leader's children. You go to someone's house to pay New Year's greetings and take cigarettes and alcohol. What if they have a child? If not, you can keep it for yourself." Flowering, you have seen it too, now our business is doing well, there is no shortage of money at home, your father and I are in good health, you don’t have to worry about us.” My mother’s rough fingers scratched my heart achingly, and That sentence made my already numb nerves throbbing even more.

"Mom," I opened my mouth and only said one word, but I couldn't say any more.

"Don't cry, you're all grown-ups." My mother hugged my head and kissed my cheek. "Mom knows that people in the city pay attention to starting a career first and then starting a family. You are still young and you should put work first. Don’t miss out on a good girl. Next time you come back, bring a girl from the city to your mother. Mom knows you’re promising, and her vision is high. It’s not difficult to find a girl from the country for you, as long as she treats you well. , Mom likes it all."

I still cried uncontrollably, my mother wiped away two handfuls of tears, and I couldn't help but cry, "Okay, okay, you little bastard, you are still crying when you are old, go to bed early, "Speaking, he turned and went out, and gently helped me close the door.

I sat there alone and cried for a long time, but I still felt panicked. I put a few red envelopes on the bed, stood up and opened the door, looked up at their room, and found that Ah Zheng was standing at the door and looking at me. , My lips moved without making a sound, but the tears couldn't stop staying.

He walked up to me quickly, hesitated for a moment and put my arms in his arms, we stood at the door of the room and hugged quietly, I fell on his shoulder and wept quietly, he patted my back gently, His face gently rubbed against my cheek.