blue marshmallow

I don't know how long it took, he sighed softly, and rescued me from the quilt. I had already thrown away the dozens of planned ideas of cleaning him up, and obediently let him arrange.

He helped me put on clothes one by one, I don’t know why, I dare not look at his face and eyes, I’m guilty, I don’t owe him anything, I said loudly to myself, but I still dare not look at him , can only stare at the carpet with his head down.

"If only I were a rug," he grumbled.

"Ah, why?"

He ruffled my hair, "Go wash your face and brush your teeth,"

After I washed up, he put the breakfast on the table and supervised me to finish it.

"Where are we going to play today?" I asked him habitually, because we just go out to play together, and we have nothing else to do.

"Let's play at home,"

"Ah, why?" Why am I always being stupid today, shit, repeater!

"No reason," he didn't look very happy, and didn't want to talk anymore lazily.

I am an expert at playing at home. Who doesn’t know that I am a top-notch otaku. I wiped my mouth, threw the food package into the trash, turned around and turned on the computer. Where is my Mario, haha, where is my zombie? Favorite pool hentai version...

He stared blankly at me playing for a while, then turned on the TV uninterestedly, switched a few channels, and stopped at the NBA basketball game, as if the Lakers were playing with someone, anyway, it was a game I wasn't interested in.

"Xiaoxiang,"

"What's the matter?"

"I'm thirsty,"

I quickly rushed to the refrigerator, grabbed six cans of beer and threw them at him.

"Xiang,"

"Fast fart,"

"miss you,"

I ran over quickly and kissed him.

"Xiaoxiang,"

"..."

"Xiaoxiang,"

"Go to work!"

"Ah, why?" Damn, is this contagious too?

"It's annoying,"

"..." He fell silent. Did I go too far? I struggled for a long time, and finally pressed the pause button. I sat there and thought about it for a long time before I stood up and walked over.

"Are you angry,"

Before I could finish speaking, I was pulled down by him, my face pressed against his chest, and his heartbeat was very pleasant to hear.

"What are you afraid of?"

"what,"

"Tell me, Xiaoxiang, what are you afraid of?"

I am afraid of death, I have been afraid of death since I was a child, especially I am afraid that I will die before my parents, so I am very careful when walking and driving, never do dangerous things, never go to dangerous places, other than this, I am afraid What?

I'm afraid, I'm in love with you, I'm afraid that I won't be able to jump out, I'm afraid that one day I wake up from my dream and find that I still have nothing, I'm afraid that the lonely memories are sweet, I'm afraid that every time I separate from you, it will be a farewell, I'm afraid that you are You're kidding me, I'm afraid you're married and have a family, I'm afraid I'm just a passer-by in your life, I'm afraid you don't care about me at all, I'm afraid you don't love me, I'm afraid you love me too much, I'm afraid you can't Love me forever, I'm afraid... God, I never knew I was afraid of so many things!

"Xiang," he lifted my chin and looked into my eyes, "what are you afraid of?"

How should I answer, I’m afraid of so many things, well, let’s just pick the key points, “I’m afraid of death, I’m afraid of being poor, I’m afraid of pain, I’m afraid of getting sick, I’m afraid of me…”

"You can't be serious," he pinched my chin hard, I was speechless, shit, why am I not serious, if I am not serious, there will be no decent people in the world.