Heart has a thousand knots

Watching her take off her apron, turn around and walk out of the kitchen, and then, hearing the door of her room close heavily, I stood by the sink in a daze, and after a while, I felt the coolness on my cheeks, and touched it with my fingers, only to find myself Tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Did I do something to offend her?Because Lu Xiu gave me the money when I got off work, did she see it?However, I didn't delay the work of the company when I took on private work, didn't I do it after get off work?I know it's wrong to do this, but why don't you ask me why I did it?If it is for this, after a few days, you will know the answer yourself.

At night, when I was lying in bed, the more I thought about it, the more I felt wrong.Even if she was doing private work, she wouldn't be so angry with me.Could it be that you think I sold the case cheaply to that wine company?Then, let the company suffer losses?But, will she think that I am such a person?

I thought about it all night, and it was not until the early morning that I fell asleep in a daze.

When I wake up in the morning, there is breakfast on the table.After washing up and coming out of the bathroom, Jiang Qiuyue had disappeared.

I was not in the mood to eat, so I lazily closed the door, went downstairs, went straight out of the community, and reached out to stop the car.

"Get in the car." Jiang Qiuyue's car stopped in front of me and looked at me, but I couldn't see her expression except for my shadow from her wide sunglasses.

"Get in the car!" Seeing me staying there, Jiang Qiuyue shouted, and opened the door of the passenger cab.

When Jiang Qiuyue went to park the car, as usual, I got into the elevator first.

After Jiang Qiuyue came in, she called Xiucai to the office, and it took a long time before she came out.Seeing me looking at him, Xiucai was a little embarrassed and sat down cautiously.

"Recruited?" I stared at him.

"Boss, don't look at people like that, okay?" Xiucai waved his hand at me, "Your eyes can kill people invisible."

"You traitor." I snorted and sneered, "Scholar, if you do this, you are cutting yourself off from the people. Don't blame me for being unrighteous."

"The conscience of heaven and earth, I have only told half the truth, why have I become an enemy of the people again?" Xiucai was full of grievances.

Just in time, Yu Xiaoman brought a cup of instant coffee and handed it to me. I put it on Xiucai's workbench, facing the cup, kneading it with my thumb and index finger, and said with a half-smile: "Xiucai, Qibuchangchangsan , drink early and enjoy yourself sooner."

The scholar adjusted his glasses and gritted his teeth: "Sichuan girl, I can't afford to mess with you!"

"That's the truth, but it's too late to understand." I stared.Holding the coffee in his hand, Xiucai turned to look at his computer.

Looking up at Jiang Qiuyue's office, her gaze met her eyes, she was looking at me thoughtfully, and when she saw me turn around, she walked towards the water dispenser next to her, as if nothing had happened.

In her office, there is a water dispenser.

(23) Long-term hatred is not as good as water

The atmosphere of the dinner was still dull.Halfway through eating, I put down the bowl and chopsticks and got up.Jiang Qiuyue put her hand on my shoulder and said, "Eat some more, and stay with me."

I sat down, stared at the bowl, and picked up the rice grains with chopsticks, feeling indifferent.

"Momo—" Jiang Qiuyue called me, and supported her forehead with her left hand, "Are you angry with me?"

To be honest, I feel very sad because of Jiang Qiuyue's suspicion.So, I nodded and looked up at her: "In your eyes, what kind of person am I?"

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. When I saw Lu Zhiyuan giving you money, I had some wrong thoughts in my heart. I thought—" Before Jiang Qiuyue finished speaking, I interrupted her and said, "You think, I betrayed the interests of the company, right? In your heart, am I such an unbearable person?!"

Jiang Qiuyue opened her mouth, widened her eyes, and looked at me with a shocked expression: "What are you talking about, Momo?"

"Isn't it? The wine exhibition and the advertising agency failed to sign the contract. You think that I privately disclosed the planning and quotation to them, right?!" I put down my chopsticks, stood up, and carried the bowl to the kitchen Walk.

"What's going on in your head?" Jiang Qiuyue came in, stood behind me, and said, "I thought you and Lu Zhiyuan...forget it, let's not talk about it. Anyway, I never thought that you would buy the company." without regard to interests.”

While sleeping, Jiang Qiuyue knocked on the door outside. "The door is unlocked." I muffled.

"Momo, if you need money, just tell me, okay?" Jiang Qiuyue held the door frame and said, "Go to bed early."

do i need moneyNeed her money?

For several days in a row, Jiang Qiuyue went out to socialize, and called the manager of the business department, but did not bring me along.Well, I want to be alone for some days.Every night, I close my eyes when I hear the sound of her opening the door.As usual, she came into my room to check, saw that I had fallen asleep, pulled the quilt for me, turned off the light and went out.

Our words are getting less and less.

One morning a few days later, she and I were sitting at the kitchen table having breakfast.I lowered my head, chewing bread and drinking milk without saying a word.

"Drink some more, look at you, you've lost weight." Jiang Qiuyue took my glass and poured me milk again.

"Momo—" she said as she handed me the cup, "let's go out for a couple of days, shall we?"

"Where are you going?" I looked at her, knowing in my heart that she had already made arrangements, and what she said was almost a decision, not a discussion with me.

"Sanya, I have already booked a ticket." She said.

really.

"Don't be unhappy, I didn't tell you because—" She stretched out her hand and put it on the back of my hand, "Because, you said, you want to go to Sanya."

Did I say that?Can not remember.But I also remember what she said, what she likes, and her usual detailed actions.

When going to work, Jiang Qiuyue called together people from all departments and announced that she would take her assistant out for a few days of investigation, and hoped that all departments would cooperate closely. She reports.

"Sister Sichuan, don't tan like an aboriginal," Xiucai whispered, "come back in a grass skirt and let my brother see..."

"Isn't Xiaoman wearing clothes? Look," I chuckled, "There's no need to pay hush money, I'll keep my mouth shut." Then I stood up and tapped the partition with a pen: "Xiaoman, the scholar said——"

Xiucai dragged me down, pressed me into the chair, and stared: "Grandma!"

"Four cups of milk tea, one cup of strawberry, one cup of blueberry, and two cups of original flavor." I looked at Xiucai and ordered, "I treat you. You can drink whatever you want. Don't miss this good opportunity."

Xiucai came in with milk tea in his hand, and stood in front of me, with a look of swallowing his anger.I suppressed a smile and said, "Give strawberries to Xiaoman, and blueberries to Xiaoyan." I reached out for a cup of original flavor and asked him to take the other cup to Jiang Qiuyue's office.

Xiucai reached out and put the milk tea in front of me: "An assistant with an assistant? Deliver it yourself."

"Stingy!" I picked up the cup of milk tea and pushed open Jiang Qiuyue's door.

Jiang Qiuyue supported her head, stared at the computer, moved the mouse with her right hand, and didn't notice my existence.

My sight was fixed on the computer screen - a woman, silhouette, short hair fluttering in the wind, hands outstretched, shouting towards a pool of water...

Those films, as Jiang Qiuyue moved the mouse, appeared in front of me one by one, becoming more and more familiar, from Green Lake, to Shangri-La, to Lugu Lake, each one was my figure, or bowed my head, or stared distance.

Under Jiang Qiuyue's lens, my image has a bit of an artistic style.

When Jiang Qiuyue took the milk tea from me, my eyes were still glued to the screen.

"Stupid again?" Jiang Qiuyue bit the straw and turned sideways, "Sit down and watch." I smiled and said, "My milk tea is getting cold." Then I walked out quickly and closed the door.

My face gradually became hot, because those photos, without realizing it, leaked all my thoughts to her camera.I'm afraid that my face will become more and more red, and she will see it all.

(24) Shame, timidity, and enchantment

On the afternoon of May 5, the plane landed at Phoenix Airport.Stepping on the land of Sanya, my mood, like the sky in May here, is getting higher and higher.

I asked Jiang Qiuyue where she lived at night.Jiang Qiuyue said: Mangrove, there are sea view rooms.

"Just live in the city, and go to Yalong Bay tomorrow." I said, the mangrove forest environment is very good, but the five-star price is hard for me to accept.

"Okay." Jiang Qiuyue glanced at me and compromised.

That night, we picked an average hotel.I'm a simple person, as long as I have a comfortable bed with clean sheets and convenient accommodations, I'm fine.The accommodation cost of more than 1000 yuan a night will make my bed problem worse, and I will not sleep well.

There was only one double bed in the room.I asked her to wash first, and when I went to bed, Jiang Qiuyue lay there motionless with a magazine covering her face.Pulling up the thin quilt for her, she was about to remove the magazine, when she said, "This is frugal enough, there are not many beds."

"I'll sleep on the sofa." I said.

"What cover?" She took down the magazine and looked at me. "Get another one from the waiter." I got up and said.I thought to myself, do you really want me to sleep on the sofa?

"Come back!" Jiang Qiuyue threw away the magazine, "What are you taking, let's sleep together! Really..."

"Hey, what's wrong with your hand?" Jiang Qiuyue saw me clenching my fist and asked. "It's okay, close your eyes and stretch out your hand." I chuckled.

"Left hand, or right hand?" Jiang Qiuyue looked at me anxiously, "How about extending both hands together?"

"You can stretch it however you like." I laughed, "Anyway, it's all capitalists' hands."

"You—" Jiang Qiuyue stared, pretending to be angry, while stretching out her left hand.The ring in my palm was soaked in sweat.My finger, flustered, the ring touches hers