planetary deflection

Although he felt from the bottom of his heart that the first place in the exam was not difficult for Yuan Xu, Xiang Zhiyuan still wanted him to achieve his wish smoothly and steadily, so he restrained himself a lot in the next few days and did not cling to him anymore.

"Brother Yuan, you don't seem to be in a very high mood these two days."

Deng Yue froze his neck with iced Coke in the back seat.

"A little sleepy," Xiang Zhiyuan yawned, and said, "I didn't sleep at noon, and I felt that Old Xu was talking about the bible."

"You didn't go to see Yuan Xu at noon? I think you left after school."

Xiang Zhiyuan snatched his Coke and used it to wake himself up: "No, he's reviewing."

Deng Yue looked blank: "He is still reviewing, is it necessary?"

"Why isn't it necessary, those lemon spirits in the first class spend their lives waiting to spy on his No.1 every day."

Xiang Zhiyuan is not in the first class, but he knows the situation of the first class very well. He knows the names of Yuanxu's main competitors, where he ranked in the previous monthly exam, and how far away from No.1. .His purpose of collecting these materials should not be too obvious. Deng Yue also joked before that if he can focus on intelligence work on reviewing, he might be able to get in the top [-] in the exam at the end of the period.

"It doesn't matter if I pass the exam or not," he said calmly, "Anyway, my mother didn't expect me to do well in the exam, and I'm about to break up in love, so don't allow me to be decadent for a while."

Deng Yue had heard him say that Yuan Xu was going to transfer schools next semester, and felt deeply sorry for his brother Yuan's first love who died before he graduated from school, but Xiang Zhiyuan himself was much calmer than he imagined, so calm that he I find it a bit incomprehensible.

"Honestly, Brother Yuan, don't you feel miserable?"

"Am I miserable?" Xiang Zhiyuan asked him back, and then asked himself and answered, "It seems to be quite miserable. Before this year, I never thought that there would be such a period."

"People are about to run away, why don't you look panicked at all."

"What's the use of panicking? He's a person, and he's not my property. I can't tie him up in Rongshi and not let him go." Xiang Zhiyuan said.

This is Yuan Xu's own choice, he has no position to persuade the other party not to leave, he can only do his best to say everything he wants to say before he leaves, as for what will happen in the future...he still has some confidence in himself.

Jiang Jing told Xiang Zhiyuan a story about his childhood. It was so old that Xiang Zhiyuan couldn't remember it at all, but Jiang Ning could still remember some.At that time, he was probably at the age when he had just learned to walk and was not very stable. Once he brought a toy back from a business trip to Shaoyan. He liked it so much that he hid the toy in the room like a baby when he slept at night. I got up the next day and couldn't find it.Xiaoxiao asked Zhiyuan all over the adults in the family, but no one had seen the toy hidden by himself, so he pouted his buttocks and searched for a whole day in the big house on the upper and lower floors, only to find that it was a toy that was hidden by a dog. The dog is gone, in the kennel in the yard.

Obviously such a small child, he stood at the door of the dog house and looked at the dog for 2 minutes without any fear. He reached out and stroked its head, and then went back to the house by himself.

Jiang Jing asked him: "Don't you want that toy?"

"No, just give it to him." Xiang Zhiyuan said, "I still have a lot of toys. The dog must like this one very much, so he took it away."

Later, Xiang Shaoyan bought him another one with the same color and different colors. Xiang Zhiyuan still liked it very much, but he didn't hide the toy any more, and put it in the toy room.When Jiang Ning was playing with him, he asked casually, and he said: "Although I like this toy very much, I don't think the toy likes to be hidden by me. It's better to put it outside so that everyone can play with it." .”

The adults praised him for being able to share, but only Jiang Ning understood the meaning of the children: Xiang Zhiyuan still likes the original one, but he feels that the toy is no longer his own. He likes this toy, but that doesn’t mean he can take it away. Others also like its freedom, and the toy itself has the right to choose who to play with.

Although Xiang Zhiyuan doesn't remember much about it, he doesn't doubt the truth of the story, because now he treats Yuan Xu the same way.

"He wants to go back to Ningdu, this is his freedom, and I can't do much, but it's not difficult to go to Ningdu to see him in the future." Xiang Zhiyuan smiled, and made a gesture of money, "Is there any money for this young master?" Money ability, nothing to be afraid of."

"Ah, this is the brilliance of money, I see."

Deng Yue pretended to be blinded by him, and erected the exercise book on the table to block it.

He said it confidently, but in fact Xiang Zhiyuan was quite uncertain in his heart, so he still couldn't help but go to Yuan Xu to go home with him after school in the afternoon.

Yuan Xu looked the same as usual, when he left the school gate, he asked him if he wanted ice cream, and said, "It's so hot."

It's almost January, and Rongshi is still very hot, and it seems that it's another year to wear short sleeves for the Spring Festival.Yuan Xu bought two ice creams in the convenience store, one with honeydew melon and one with vanilla, and asked Zhiyuan which one he wanted, and Xiang Zhiyuan pushed the cart and walked beside him, saying, "It's honeydew."

Yuan Xu handed him the melon-flavored one, but Xiang Zhiyuan had nothing to use, so he had to take it back, helped tear off the wrapping paper, and held up an ice cream in one hand, waiting for Xiang Zhiyuan to eat it by himself.

This posture was a bit awkward, and Xiang Zhiyuan was too embarrassed to be good after taking advantage of it, so he took it and ate it himself.Yuan Xu's hands were stained with melted ice cream, so he ran to the faucet that watered the green belt downstairs to wash. After shaking off the water droplets on his hands, he said to Xiang Zhiyuan in a very troublesome tone: "Next time, I'll buy a boxed one." Well, this melted too quickly."

Xiang Zhiyuan found out before that Yuan Xu didn't like getting greasy or sticky things on his hands, so he rushed to take care of barbecued food every time, but...

"It's okay, if you eat it in Ningdu, it won't melt so quickly." He couldn't help but say.

Yuan Xu was startled, and stood by the faucet to look at him.

Prior to this, Xiang Zhiyuan had never expressed any obvious emotions about his leaving itself, but he seemed to calmly advise and even escort him, so caring that he was in a daze for a while—how could it be so good? people?While saying that he likes him, he can support him unconditionally and push him in an unfavorable direction.

He thought about it for a long time, and only now did he realize that Xiang Zhiyuan cared about this matter very much.

This person was not willing to let him go, and wanted him to continue enjoying the endless summer in Rongshi, eating ice cream that would melt, instead of going to Ningdu where popsicles were sold on the street in winter, and living a life without him.

"Xiang Zhiyuan." Yuan Xu called his name in a low voice, thought for a while, and asked him, "You really don't want me to go, do you?"

There was unfinished water in the water pipe, which gradually soaked the entire ground and spread to Yuan Xu's feet, like a huge shadow spreading.Xiang Zhiyuan stared at it involuntarily, thinking, people's ambitions will also become bigger and bigger, just like this water stain, it expands to a certain extent, and finally reaches the limit, dries up and disappears.

And Yuan Xu's connivance is the chief culprit of boosting his ambition.

"Of course I don't want you to go," he almost laughed, looking at the boy across from him, and showed him the obscure thoughts in his heart, "Not only don't I want to let you go, but I also want to make you go Tie firmly by my side, it’s best to live like this for three years, even if you still don’t like me in the end, I won’t let you like someone else.”

He would think this way when he was most extreme, but when he calmed down, he felt that he was too ugly and selfish, and it was not worthy of Yuan Xu to look at him differently.

Those words would not have appeared in the script book he was going to say to Yuan Xu, but he had been pretending to be magnanimous for so long, and he still couldn't forget what kind of person he was.

He will hide his favorite toy where he thinks no one will find it, and if it is stolen, he will look around anxiously until he finds it.But after finding it, he pretended to be generous and gave the toy away, making all the adults think that he was a mature and generous child, and no one knew that he just no longer felt safe.

Yuan Xu was still standing there, as if a little frightened by what he said, Xiang Zhiyuan opened his mouth, swallowed back more "scary" words, and replaced them with a self-justification: "...you are free, I have no The right to interfere with going or staying can only make you think of me occasionally when you go far away."

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There will be an update tomorrow (probably