Stranger way home

Chapter 46 The Story of Uncle Liu (Jane)

There is a gentle wind blowing in the ears, and the gentle sunshine is sprinkled on the body. Two people, one old and one young, are sitting on the grass by the lake. From the eyes of others, this kind of picture seems very strange, but the two people But as if no one else was there, he was immersed in an event from the long past.

Uncle Liu looked into the distance with deep eyes, but I could see a little sadness in it. Yes, although he concealed it very well, he couldn't escape my closely watching eyes.As his past came out of his mouth bit by bit, I sat quietly beside him, listening to his pouring out of memories, and when I was sad, I stretched out my hand and rubbed his big warm hand To show comfort.At this moment, the surroundings seemed to sink into an endless quiet atmosphere, only Uncle Liu's magnetic voice echoed around, echoing beside the young man who was listening quietly.

The following is a retelling of Uncle Liu's No.1 title:

I was born in a relatively wealthy family since I was a child, but I didn't live in City X at that time, but in City Y in Province S.Perhaps in the eyes of other peers, I seem to be living a happy life, because every day I have endless new toys and new snacks in my hands, but only I know that I have been longing for something, something they have, but it is difficult for me. Enjoyable, unattainable things.At that time, my parents were very busy, just for those so-called businesses, and it seemed that making money was their only pursuit. I knew that they also wanted to give me a rich life, so that I could live comfortably.However, every time after school, seeing other children around me being picked up by their parents, seeing them playing happily with their parents, I couldn't help but condense some kind of sad emotion in my heart.And I was taken by my grandparents since I was a child, and I can only see my biological parents on weekends, and sometimes I can’t even see them once a week, although they will bring many toys and snacks. But I didn't feel any joy in my heart.

Gradually, I grew up in this atmosphere, and I finally returned to my home. Yes, I lived with my parents, but they still dragged their tired bodies back home late at night, I said "good night" and left me feeling lost and went to bed.So, at that time, I started to become rebellious.I would often go out to play games until late at home, because I was afraid of facing an empty house alone, so I met a lot of people I shouldn't know, I did a lot of things I shouldn't do, and I wasted my life time.It was also during that time that something happened that changed my life.

That day, those so-called "friends" and I went out to play games and sing KTV as usual. Seven or eight of us drank a lot of alcohol in the KTV that night. We must have been drunk, because when I was a little sober, I realized I didn't know when I was lying in a hotel room, and there was a companion A in the same room. It seemed that he also drank too much, because I saw him swaying from his own bed to me.

It is said that you are young and frivolous, and you do many things in a daze without thinking about them.That night, I had sex with him, and he said intoxicatedly that he liked me for a long time, but I didn't realize anything when I was drunk, so when he rushed to me, it was too late to regret everything.

When I woke up the next day, looking at the person lying next to me, a naked man, my mind was like a lightning strike, and I was completely stunned.Until A also woke up, I forgot how he apologized at that time, I just remembered that his attitude was very sincere and sincere, so I didn't pursue this matter any more.However, that incident was deeply burned into my mind, because it was the first time I had sex with other people, and it seemed that my heart had not rejected sex with men.Gradually, I don't know when, I gradually paid attention to the handsome boys around me, just like I used to pay attention to the beautiful girls. At that time, I didn't realize my situation.

I have to say that the Internet is a hodgepodge. Although the Internet was not very popular at that time, it happened that my house had it, and it had everything on it.At that time, I happened to read a topic about "same sex", and I realized that I had this tendency a long time ago. Since then, I have completely become a gay and a comrade. I was only 25 years old at that time.

Then, for a while, I got into an argument with my parents, and when they were about to rush off to work, my long-buried anger exploded.Finally, in their incredulous eyes, I told them the fact that I was gay.Later, they kept trying to change my tendency, but I lost my mind and did not compromise, so I came to City X alone and lived there for more than ten years. After a phone call, I didn't fall in love with anyone easily.Gradually, I made a name for myself, opened a small company, and gradually developed to where I am today. It’s just that I lack love and family affection, and I often feel very lonely in the middle of the night when no one is around. Just feel the boundless desolation.

When I met Xing'er, it was two years ago when he just graduated and came to our company to apply for a job.By the way, I forgot to tell you (he turned his head to me at this time), Xing'er's full name is Chen Hanxing, his hometown is in other provinces and cities, he just graduated from university in X City, and then wants to work here.At that time, when I saw him for the first time, I had a strange impulse in my heart. I knew I was in love with him, so I gave him a very good treatment.It's just that I don't know if he'll end up with a middle-aged man, because the odds of him being gay too are just too slim to like someone my age.Hard work pays off, or it is a coincidence. To be precise, he is a normal person but does not reject "homosexuality". With my efforts, I have him, and he loves me very much.Speaking of which, Xiao Luo, you two are really similar, no matter in appearance or character.It is said that there is no true love in this circle, but I was very lucky to meet him, and I also met you.Hehe, digressing, let's continue talking about me and Xing'er.In the past two years, we have gotten along very well. He is very sensible, obedient, and caring.We go to work together and go home together every day. Although our relationship may be strange in the eyes of others, we don’t care at all. What others think is other people’s business. As long as we are happy, that’s when I was the happiest It's time.

But the good times didn't last long, a phone call completely broke the fate between me and him, it was a call from his parents.Xing'er is the only son of his family, and he doesn't reject the opposite sex. His parents called him to urge him to go back and get engaged. After all, he is also 26 or [-], and the partner is also known to him.I thought about it for a long time, and insisted on letting him go back, hoping that he could live a normal life, although I was very reluctant, so he left with our regrets and never came back.

Afterwards, by chance, I got to know you—Xiao Luo.This time I want to love for a while, without leaving any regrets, even if we can't be together forever, I will never give up lightly!

Xiao Luo, this is the end of Uncle Liu's story.Maybe it doesn't touch you very much, but what I want you to understand is that there are many helplessness in reality, but this is not a reason to hinder our pursuit of happiness, so I hope you will be happy in the future Go on living, no matter how cruel the reality is.

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Uncle Liu finished talking about his memories, and his eyes focused on me again. I was very moved by the hot and warm light. Even after many years, I can't forget Uncle Liu's affectionate and melancholy eyes.